back in Penang just for fun

I am back in Penang on wednesday, 29/3/06. It's been 2 months since I last came back.

I didn't have much time to do things like seeing friends, eat things that is delicious in Penang, but I felt some how contented, coming back home.
I have to do my studies and prsentation preparation for next week, as next week will be a busy week, however, even that I have to work till late at night when I am here, but I am satisfied with my trip back here, at least I am not wasting my time day dreaming at setapak.

The feeling of to get online using my laptop is super nice. I can get online whenever I wanted, but just that mom and dad scared that the server and modem will get hot and caught on fire. So, I can't go online in my room, instead, I will have to do so in the study room, coz, by this, I can sort of like save electricity- only on 1 fan to cool down 2 things.

Hm...just felt that I don't want to go back Setapak, I want to stay in Penang...even I can't see my dear dear for a week...it is totally ok for me now. Sorry dear...

simple

Grandma was in kl,hm...since the day before, and will be back Penang today. Though I don't actually quite have anything to talk to her, but, it's good to have to be at her side, seeing her and talk some not much important thing with her, at least she can feel the warm.

At last, all my assignment is done.
just that I have not past them up:p
and all test is coming to the end, but still have another paper to go(computer system).

I wanted to start to be lazy for a while, so, that I can live life with all games and not to always be busy with things I don want to do, but have to do-HOMEWORK!!

anyway, life is great this week. normal, and nothing sad and heart breaking happen.

I will be going to pasar malam tonight:D

Thinking of Grandpa

I was thinking of gong gong when I took bus to UTAR this morning. The last sentence that he say to me is that not matter how far I go, of no matter how long I did not go to his house to see him, just remember him when I did not see him.
How sad....it's like he know that he will be going to somewhere very far and can't get to see me or talk to me anymore.

He just past away, like hm...102 days, and I just think that I should have went back last Sat to pay respect to him on the 100th day.

Nvm...hope that I will buy char hor fun and tao hua for him when I attend some sort of ceremony in grandma's.

PEACE gong gong:D

life's in order again

life's better, but with all sorts of nuisance that I created myself for me to think of and not for other ppl to bother about wat I am thinking of and wat I wanted to have in my life.

With all the assignments coming up, and all the notes and test that I have to back up in my studies, busy makes my life felt better then b4, as I wont think as much nonsense then I usually do.

Hope things will remain in a calm sea for as long as possible la~:D

Life is such a B*TCH!

Humans!
When something is with you or when something is near you, you wouldn't want them or try to avoid having them, even to just don want to have them.
However, when things you found out that you doesn't have but someone else have it, you will want to have it and fell very jealous towards ppl who have it in their hands.

For example: When I don't have a bf, I always want to have one and wanted a romantic 1st love where he really treat me like I am in heaven. However, things are not as what we have dreamt of. So, I was thinking and imagine all the "what if"s that might have happen if I don't have a bf.
On the other hand, ppl seems to be admiring me for having such a good bf and also wanted to have such a nice 1.
BUT, believe me, love life and a relationship is not such a fairy tale as it should be happening. You won't want to be involve in such a idiotic life.

For what I have learn, is that life is a B*tch and I have to be a B*tch to make me don't feel so miserable.

Live life of a B*tch!!