It's weird u know....I mean, humans are weird~
1. When they have wat they have, they just don't know how to appreciate.
2. They are jealous on every little thing on other ppl, and at the same time, they themselves being jealous/admired by others on things they have and not on others.
3. They live life like they have a few chances.
4. They grow, become matured, become sick and old, become don have much sense of humour, become donno wat is fun and enjoy, become "think too much" kind of ppl.
5. They always find new target, and once achieved, start finding a new 1, and don enjoy the moments they have.
6. In the beginning of life, they say, they have to "live till old and learn till old", but they eventually forgot the phrase and think that they are the best.
7. They kept on comparing themselves with others, but it seems like there's a saying that "every1 is unique"
8. They kept complaining bout things once they learn about their "rights"
9. They gossips once they know how to talk, misusing the purpose of communicating.
10. They think pessimistically on anything under the sun, which, makes themselves angry and moody.
....11....12....
Life~ every1 have their very own version of it.
It's said to be like drama/movie, where it starts, then gets to the story line, then peaks and ends.
It's said that it is for us, humans to suffer and experience life.
It's said that it is for us to find ourselves, our motives, our journey.
....there are so many saying about life....
I just got an idea about life. Life (including love, family, frens, job, studies...) is like eating/enjoying a bar of chocolate~1st having a chance to choose the flavor/the combination, then, once u have ur choice in ur hands, u starts to taste it.
Some ppl will complain bout the bit of bitterness; some will complain bout the over sweetness; some will just enjoy the whole bar, experiencing and enjoying taste till the last mouthful of chocolate.
Chocolate~it is a desert with a little bit of bitterness surrounded by sweet, creamy, milky, dopamine excitatory sensation.
As that in life, there are lots of things that are wonderful, colourful and "sweet"...e.g. woke up by the chirp of birds outside the window every morning, having a chance to have breakfast with family, having ppl to talk to and to argue with....etc...etc...
Of coz, life is not always "sweet". A little bit of bitterness will contrast they well-beingness that one have, and then, one will know how to appreciate wat they have more.
Ok~ u might say that I nv have had any super hard time in my life yet, of that I am cold blooded in some way...but anyway~ it's how I think life should be, no matter wat ur life is like...be greatful and optimistic always!
Quote: If God closes a door in front of u, He sure will have opened another window else where for u^.^
June 27, 2007
June 26, 2007
slamming car door on leg
Have any1 been so silly as to slam the car door on their leg when closing it? erm~ i should be the only one :p
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
June 20, 2007
knocking yourself with a hammer
I was watching Grey's anatomy~ and I found a phrase very interesting : Why do ppl love knocking themselves with a hammer? It's because they simply love the pain or that it simply feels good when you stop.
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
June 16, 2007
Living in the present, not in the past, not in the future!
This is an article my auntie forwarded to me via e-mail~ It's very very sensible, and it's wat I am trying to achieve~ but ppl kept saying that I am wasting my time, and saying that the only thing I know is to waste money...here's a big BLEK:P to u that say that...wahahaha~~~
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
June 7, 2007
PM of Malaysia getting married~
The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is getting married with Jeanne Abdullah, 53 this saturday~ which is tomolo~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
Proud to be Malaysian
Last time, I used to complain that y "those ppl" want to talk to me in Malay even I am in an international kind of restaurant or fast food restaurant, for e.g., Secret Recipe, Mc Donalds...etc...
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
June 6, 2007
Why am I here?
It's 11.30am in the morning~ why am I here online?? Coz its raining outside, and I am in the S block of the campus. Can't go to the library as I don't want to get myself wet.
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
June 3, 2007
Passion
It's raining heavily now, with lightnings and thunders every now and then~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
June 1, 2007
1st week in new sem
1st week of the new sem is great....interesting and happy for me...y?? coz...hm....suddenly have a feeling that I have a very clear mind/brain on wat I am doing, what I plan for and a cold, calm heart.
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
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