Lantern Festival

Went to Juru's auto city for the 1st time...Its like~going out of the kampung the 1st time, donno wat to do there, and being amused and attracted by the lights and shops =.='''

The lantern festival is comparable with that of ice carving in Harbin, though 1 is ice and 1 is lantern, and 1 have a huge area and amazing, the other have a smaller area and a bit of finish the whole field in 1 sight...
So~ wat attracted me to the festival?
ThisThe theme of the lantern festival is Hari Raya~ so, they have a bit of Malay stuff, like:

Ok~ enough of nonsense....Here's more picture:

Life's short

Even though I am just 22, doesn't really achieve much, doesn't really do anything that can be seen and touched, but it seems like I my life is *tut*...(censored for pantang purposes :p)

Life's actually very short~
Its like, I just came back from Harbin 2 weeks ago, and then now, I am doing another planning for the up coming year end trip.
Its like, Chinese new year was like weeks ago, and now, we are here looking forward for Deepavali and then for Christmas already.
Its like, 2007 is just here and new, yet, 2008 is just around the corner waiting for the hailing of "Happy New Year".

Years passes there and then~
Its now new year, and then, in like a few weeks later, it become past tense already.
But, there are ppl that doesn't really live life, but the life is living them =.=''' Sound confusing~ I also don't really know wat I am talking about....haha~~~

Anyway, wat I really want to convey here is that..."Living in regret is better that regret after u don live any more".
No matter wat happens, its life~ And, that to suffer is part of it^.^

Lets work out our life^.^

Lines

It always seems to me that there's distance btw me and other ppl, frens and family is quite far, that I feel myself being tiny and unimportant, but then, i think the lines in btw is drawn by me myself =.='''

Lines~ its drawn and applied by me to my surroundings, "protecting" me some how from "harm" and unwanted nuisance...erm....maybe that's wat I do, coz I really don't know y I draw lines.
Its makes me feel safe, living inside the line drawn, but sometimes makes me wonder if I ever existed in this world/reality of life.

Maybe, sometimes I should step out of "my territory", looking back at myself~
Maybe, I actually exist, but its only me that think too much~ always thought that I am unimportant...
Maybe its all just becoz I am just not confident enough bout myself.

Its some "u know who" makes me thought of that I emphasized too much bout "this something".

Relationship with ppl

There's no where in the world that one can find every1 standing at the same view point as us, and there is no where to find ppl that will always be frenly, good and easy to get along with. There is always ppl that stand on our nerve, make us feel uneasy or even make us feel like vomiting =.='''

Humans, there are many kinds~ me and u, me and them, u and "all of us" are one of a kind. So, just bare with all those ppl around us, accepting every1 as a "unique" human being, possessing different brain and heart, treating every1 in equal status and level.

My fren sms me saying that "some1" is very fake~ but then, turn the table over and see things, if that "some1" is fake or we see them as "vomit" stimulating human, BUT, we still smile when we see them and we still talk and mix with them like there's nothing happen, then....who's more fake in the end?? ^.^

In relationship with ppl around us, or ppl that just passes us, just brush our shoulder, its nothing that can be called "easy". There are our own different ways of treating different kinds of ppl. It all depends on who we classify ourselves as and how we classify others.

~Lesson learnt~

Memories

Cleaning cupboards and drawers in my room last night, throwing rubbish papers and nonsense collections away....then, found some old memories in those boxes~
Such as~
- The 1st paper that "u" wrote for me, teaching me chemistry when preparing for STPM
- Some papers and drawings that I make it myself, thinking that I have done something meaningful when I scribble them, but thinking bout it, I so 无聊 haha~~
- Found the 1 and only prize I go for my life
- look thru those cards and letters my "frens" wrote for me, still felt touched after reading them over and over again^.^ I have frens after all~ but then, its just that I don't make the effort myself to maintain them =.=''' What a silly gal
- Refreshed my memories thru all little gifts, presents and miniature things in those boxes. Reminds me a lot about wat I have went thru in the past 10-20 years ^.^ (coz 20 is the most I have...haha~~)

However, thinking bout wanting to throw away lots of "rubbish" away, but they are so precious, that even the worse memories are worth to kept in heart and mind.

Humans~~ gals~~~ the unpredicted, unknown, never being understood living creature^.^

Note: "u" = the known and u know who
"frens" = those real frens, best frens, some donno if they are fren, some over the std of fren line punya fren, some btw fren line punya fren, relatives that seems to be like frens and frens that seems to be sort of brother ^.^
p/s: complex fren circle :p

Hari Raya Holiday

Having long weekends, 3 days in a row~ don't have to go to work, its super happy^.^ But then, this kind of happiness and excitement, only occur if one have to go to sch, work or to do something that he/she can't have control of her own time, then suddenly, there's holiday and free to do anything he/she wants^.^

Wat have I done??
Erm~~just laze around, relaxed, read books, watch a bit of drama (I really read more than I am with drama, ok!!!).... then, having flu, I have to rest quite a lot, taking medicine, and drink tonnes of water, plus, non stop eating anything I see, coz there's a saying: "starve the fever, and feed the cold". So, I make it like, if I eat more, then I will heal faster ^.^

Have to go work again tomolo =.='''
Its not that I hate working/training, but then, its like the whole day is finished just on 1 thing, and that its supposed to be my holiday...year end holiday!!!

wat to do??
sleep early tonight lor~~
Aahhhh CHIEEEWWWW!!

Summary of the week

Its been a very tiring week, working from 8.30 to 5 everyday without income~ makes me don want to do anything at all after coming back home everyday, even to on the computer seems like going to space to me~

Monday~ Got 2 juniors from UTAR go to HLWE for training today, quite easy talk to gals. Went for belly dancing at night^.^ I know it sounds weird that I go for dancing class, but then, I take it as an exercise class, which, help me to learn to coordinate my body, to slim my body, to avoid accumulation of fat on my waist, also, its fun^.^

Tuesday~ nothing much of interesting stuff, well~~ quite much learnt in HLWE everyday, but then, to share with ppl of wat I've learnt its like talking in alien language, coz it will contain too many scientific terms and also....sometimes, I think some are really catch my attention, but then, it just don stimulate any brain cells of u guys. So, I'll just keep everything to myself^.^

Wednesday~ went to pasar rahmadan to buy dinner, coz I am lazy to cook, also, its almost Hari Raya d~ and that no more pasar rahmadan will be going to be seen any where d~
Watch Malaysian's 1st astronaut sent to space live on tv~ its quite touched....erm...emotional looking at the screen, seeing the rocket being shot up the sky. But then, after that, when I know all those facts bout him being sent to "space" have some story behind =.=''' AIH!!!!

Thursday~ nothing much interesting

Friday~ Feel a bit of sore throat, but then, still ajak my cousin sis to go for western food at night^.^ coz just feel like eating :p

Saturday, today~~ having sore throat finally *duh*. Got myself medicine for sore throat, then trying to finish my comic the whole day, but.....erm...still working on it... want to go clean my room 1st~
Ja~~

Grandmother story

Looking a few blogs back, I seems to be telling grandmother's story, elaborating something over and over again.....
Maybe its because that something just kept bothering my mind a lot =.='''

Bare with me guys~ I have to express everything out in blogs coz that's the only place I let my feelings out

Training part 2

yay!!! I'm done with the 1st week....

Wat question do I get most in this whole week? Erm....Do u get any pay for the training period? The answer...NO~
"har" will be the reply =.='''

Money, pay and tired doesn't really bothers me much as usual, its just that life and everyday have to be interesting and enjoyable~ The most important thing is continuous learning. Learning bout life, having different and more in depth thought, more knowledge gained than that I have had in text books and classes, release my mind more towards freedom than constrained in the circle of having to do this and that...etc...etc...

I really don't care much bout wat others have and I don't, or even the levels that others have and that I haven't reach that level...its just that envy and jealousy always come to overcome my conscious mind, which makes me imagine and dream more than I should.

Life's just have to be interesting, enjoyable, happy and healthy~

Do u know?
When one have lots of things that he/she can do, he/she will lost their way towards their target, thinking too much than he/she should, hoping to get more, hoping for the imaginary, loss their self and lost their purpose of living.
When one have only 1 target and 1 purpose of living, he/she will strive hard, nv hope for the unknown, nv imagine more than wat he/she can get.

For me, my purpose of living....erm...learning?? and enjoying??

To learn and to be taught

Lesson of today:
To learn is our responsibility as a trainee in labs or anywhere, but to teach is not others' responsibility. We have to have the initiative ourselves to be taught by others and for others to teach us~ Sounds complicated?? I don't think so~

Maybe it's because I have great colleagues who are very helpful and eager to teach me stuffs, even to find things for me to do to fill up my free time, so that I won't be bored^.^

Thanks to Miss Koay, teaching me how to use new machines and how to run new tests today...Love ya~
And to...erm...sorry I still can't get ur name, Miss X, thanks for letting me do the filing for u~ it get me more time to sit on the chair^.^

Training~

Yesterday was my 1st day in Lam Wah Ee hospital for my training~
I was tired, ached on both the sole of both legs~ but then~ its interesting....Not bored, not sleepy, and blood in my hands^.^ Love that:p

Wat interest my is that...its my 1st experience working in the society...erm~ don be jealous and say that I am a mama's gal or that I am dumbo or something... u r just super jealous of me...BLEK:P
Learn quite a lot there, maybe its coz my colleague are great~ taught me quite a lot in details and even trust me in doing some test on my own...super thanks to Kak Sue, especially ^.^

Can't say much here....if u wan to know more bout wat I have learnt so far...erm~ view my training report at the end of my training :p But, I don't think u guys have any chance in doing so.

Conclusion: great day, great experience, enjoying it, its fun and I might get bored with it some day to come, but then~ I am still learning^.^(for the time being:p)