天公疼憨人

又做了一件很恐怖，很可怕的事！！
我竟然。。。竟然。。。竟然。。。上了一个陌生好心人的车！！
还好，他真的是一个很想帮人的好心人~要不，我小则小命不保，大则上明天的新闻头条-->先奸后杀=.='''我竟然会做出这样神经病的事~我真的事各的的确确的疯子！！
天啊！！怎么会有我这样的疯子出现？？
虽然，我已完整无缺的抵达宿舍~但回想，真的还心惊胆跳！
阿弥陀佛！！
感谢阿拉，感谢主，感谢天公，感谢天上地上所有的神明！！

梁家仁~~我中了梁家仁的毒~~只活一次，疯狂的活一次毒！！
谢谢梁家仁！！
哇哈哈哈！！！我疯了！！

*疯子笔*

天啊！

天啊~又是一个可怜的夜晚。
我那所为开创自己的新王国的目标，恐怕又要提前两三步了~要不，我身边的圈圈越来越恐怖了！

ok~回归原本~
为什么我到后来选择中医，而不走向西医的其中一个最重要的原因与目的，就是要从事零费用，零物质的高等优质健康品质。然而，就在这时候，我身边忽然掀起一股高费用的高等优质生活风。天啊！！这快把我逼疯了！！想逃离，但，这是我永远脱离不了关系的地方。希望，事不关己，无所谓的埋头于无谓与向目标努力迈进的事物，会让我完全专注于我定下的目标勇往直前！

已经疯了，就没什么好可怕的了！
坚持做自己吧！！
加油吧疯子！

090909

Today should be a memorable day~ 090909, 9th day of September, 2009. It's only once a life time, once a millennium kind of date. Something special happened this day of my life (not really special, until, I attended it, and feel with my heart, the importance and the meaning of this thingy).

The event: White coat ceremony~ its a ceremony where the faculty members + dean and INTI president, put on the lab coat from INTI on us, the students of medical and health science faculty. We, as the pioneer of Bachelor of TCM, have the great pleasure to be the 1st to receive the coat. The importance of this ceremony, it makes me realise, the importance of the lab coat, and the lab coat is not just a piece of clothing^.^, it's a representative of entering the professional field of medicine, which reminds one in the medical field what is their role towards the society in near future.

Talking about pioneer, as the dean of fac of medical and health sciences put it, we are, as in the eyes of the government, we are actually representing TCM, in the sense that if we fail to keep up to the standards of learning, not only TCM in INTI collapse, the whole TCM thingy in whole M'sia will collapse. So, its the stress and burden that is on all of us, 4 of the students in our class, the dean, the lecturers and all supported this TCM.

With this stress, and huge block of responsibility, this makes everything even more interesting ^.^
It keeps me moving...YEAHH!!

oh ya~~ HAPPY 090909^.^

Self isolation

I just found out the main reason of me still being "alone" in some sense till now. This is because....the fact that.....I tend to isolate myself away from ppl, considering those ppl are those that I know, or I don't know.

I have the tendency of keep myself away from ppl, but I don't mind if ppl approach me. Weird rite? I just found that out myself last night. It's like, for example, I often go shopping all by myself, and I am used to the feeling of moving forward in a fast pace, and put on reverse gear when i see something that attracts me, then continue to accelerate forward. Also, it's like, I tend to move thru ppl in a very fast pace avoiding any eye contact with ppl, like....seeing thru ppl, instead of observing their faces. I also have the tendency of moving thru ppl without touching their body, by "compressing" my body, squeeze thru ppl on my path.

I found this tendency of mine when I analysed my involuntary body movements yesterday, where I tend to sit on single seat without realising y i do that; I tend to concentrate on my own stuff in a sudden, moving into the imaginary world of my own; I tend to move too fast that it's like, I am trying to make myself isolated; I tend to love the quietness and peacefulness of time being all alone in the territory of my own...etc...etc...

I know this kind of tendency is not a good 1. I have to learn how to be socialised (but I already know how to do that=.=), but in terms of bring the real self under the sun when socialising, not for short term connection, but a long termed true connection with ppl.
I have improved in sharing, but...there are too much that is connected to sharing. This, self-isolation is something that I need to get rid of, and learn the opposite form from A to Z.

Need a short nap 1st =.='''
Nitezzzz...