有时候，觉得社会有太多的诱惑，让我觉得，“放弃" 是最好的出路~
放弃，是舍弃原本的我~
放弃，是拥抱最简单的人生~
放弃，是迷失自己~
放弃，是追求人生的另一段路的开始。。。
我渐渐离开原本的梦，
渐渐拥抱最简单的人生，
慢慢的迷失自己~
开创着另一个人生的目标。。。
借口成了我的伴侣~
堕落成了我的人生~
放弃成了我人生的路途~
我还生存着~
但，我还活着吗？
August 24, 2008
August 17, 2008
Badminton Finals (Olympic)
At last~ the 1st medal for Malaysia in Olympic 2008~
21-12, 21-8
Though its a bit disappointing, with all those mistakes made by Lee Chong Wei in the match, but seriously~ Imagine carrying hopes and pressure from 24.8 million people on your shoulder~ its really tough!
Ok~ back to some comments to be made.
After 7 years of life in badminton (if not mistaken), Lin Dan became "handsome"er than that I 1st saw in years back, with the body tone and stuff, well~ I guess he gets all the appreciation from the country~ Getting back to Malaysian (with Lee Chong Wei, 6 years of battle on the court)~ after so many years of struggle on the court, erm....I mean....we can see the difference in the whole image of our player.
Well~material support really make some difference~ mentally and physically, as to say.
To End:
CONGRATULATIONS MALAYSIA~
SILVER@.@
P/S: Lee Chong Wei is currently ranked 2nd in Badminton and Lin Dan ranked 1st according to stats.
21-12, 21-8
Though its a bit disappointing, with all those mistakes made by Lee Chong Wei in the match, but seriously~ Imagine carrying hopes and pressure from 24.8 million people on your shoulder~ its really tough!
Ok~ back to some comments to be made.
After 7 years of life in badminton (if not mistaken), Lin Dan became "handsome"er than that I 1st saw in years back, with the body tone and stuff, well~ I guess he gets all the appreciation from the country~ Getting back to Malaysian (with Lee Chong Wei, 6 years of battle on the court)~ after so many years of struggle on the court, erm....I mean....we can see the difference in the whole image of our player.
Well~material support really make some difference~ mentally and physically, as to say.
To End:
CONGRATULATIONS MALAYSIA~
SILVER@.@
P/S: Lee Chong Wei is currently ranked 2nd in Badminton and Lin Dan ranked 1st according to stats.
August 14, 2008
Stupid me~
I was talking to some1 about my future and wat I wanted to do after my final exam~ when I found wat I actually need to do during that period.
In my imagination, there are so much for me to catch up with my life after I end the whole Biomed thing. E.g.:
1. To learn languages, for my future usage.
2. To get my body moving, by signing up for some aerobics or dance class.
3. The most important thing, to support my own life, by getting any job, related or unrelated to my field of study, as long as I can get money for me to sign up for courses and for my food.
4. The super important thing, is to strengthen my foundation, by reading things I missed out during these 3 years of study and EXAMs.
5. At the same time, searching and getting ready to fly myself to my target^.^
Will I be able to fulfill my imagination?
I am not very sure bout that....coz....the more I know about life, the more I think I am stupid and such an idiot.
In my imagination, there are so much for me to catch up with my life after I end the whole Biomed thing. E.g.:
1. To learn languages, for my future usage.
2. To get my body moving, by signing up for some aerobics or dance class.
3. The most important thing, to support my own life, by getting any job, related or unrelated to my field of study, as long as I can get money for me to sign up for courses and for my food.
4. The super important thing, is to strengthen my foundation, by reading things I missed out during these 3 years of study and EXAMs.
5. At the same time, searching and getting ready to fly myself to my target^.^
Will I be able to fulfill my imagination?
I am not very sure bout that....coz....the more I know about life, the more I think I am stupid and such an idiot.
August 13, 2008
Suicide
Sometimes~u just feels like killing urself, and end everything or make everything happened unseen, unheard, and un"remembered".
Sometimes~u just feel that u are such an idiot, which cannot reach either end of the line in life.
Sometimes~u just feel so tired that u wanted to sleep forever, and never wake up ever again.
Sometimes~u just feel there is nothing more left on earth that makes u feel living is great.
Sometimes~u just feel life is so hard~ where u can't be too much of urself, and u can't be too pretending, even standing neutral is a fault.
Everything happen~ and they carry good reason behind them to happen right in front of our eyes. Its just how u interpret the meaning of things that happen. As said in sociology, the things that happen itself is not bias, giving one good thing and another the bad. Its just the person that interprets the situation/event that make things complicated.
How am I now?
Not really good in some sense~got a huge bucket of ice water dump onto my head right to my toes. See grey, black and white on everything I see now.
The good thing is I am still conscious, and still have my analytical mind intact....
I AM WHO I AM!!!
Sometimes~u just feel that u are such an idiot, which cannot reach either end of the line in life.
Sometimes~u just feel so tired that u wanted to sleep forever, and never wake up ever again.
Sometimes~u just feel there is nothing more left on earth that makes u feel living is great.
Sometimes~u just feel life is so hard~ where u can't be too much of urself, and u can't be too pretending, even standing neutral is a fault.
Everything happen~ and they carry good reason behind them to happen right in front of our eyes. Its just how u interpret the meaning of things that happen. As said in sociology, the things that happen itself is not bias, giving one good thing and another the bad. Its just the person that interprets the situation/event that make things complicated.
How am I now?
Not really good in some sense~got a huge bucket of ice water dump onto my head right to my toes. See grey, black and white on everything I see now.
The good thing is I am still conscious, and still have my analytical mind intact....
I AM WHO I AM!!!
August 9, 2008
腻
本人，算是一个很容易对某事或物觉得腻的念旧之人。。。
怎么说呢。。。
就是~有些事，不能出现在我的眼前太多次，因为。。。 就是：闷，腻。。。
有些梗，不能玩太多次，因为，很没点~ 简称：老梗！
有些话，不能出现太多次， 因为， 玩多了就显得：无聊， 很假！
就是。。。。。
反正，就是那些我心情好，又无聊时， 我会陪你玩一下下，然后随便打发你走； 心情不好，还有东西在脑子里时，我会突然爆发，炸得你体无完肤，管你去死！
拜托~不要整天丢老梗！
我受不了啦！！！！
p/s: 锵锵~~误会就要在此诞生了~~ 嗯。。。*无言* 就。。。有点对某事。物。有点腻~就酱~~
怎么说呢。。。
就是~有些事，不能出现在我的眼前太多次，因为。。。 就是：闷，腻。。。
有些梗，不能玩太多次，因为，很没点~ 简称：老梗！
有些话，不能出现太多次， 因为， 玩多了就显得：无聊， 很假！
就是。。。。。
反正，就是那些我心情好，又无聊时， 我会陪你玩一下下，然后随便打发你走； 心情不好，还有东西在脑子里时，我会突然爆发，炸得你体无完肤，管你去死！
拜托~不要整天丢老梗！
我受不了啦！！！！
p/s: 锵锵~~误会就要在此诞生了~~ 嗯。。。*无言* 就。。。有点对某事。物。有点腻~就酱~~
August 8, 2008
Convo
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!
Congrats to all my frens who just graduated early this week, or during these few weeks~ great job in getting thru obstacles on ur journey in getting the 1st ever degree of ur life^.^
1st, I need to apologize for not being able to attend the convo of u guys, where ever u guys are, UM, USM, UKM or UPM~ coz I am really quite in the "pek chek" time zone. My time is packed with assignments, reports, presentations, future....etc...etc.... there are too much for me to get done. I know~ they are all excuses, that I made up for myself and for u guys to forgive me~ Sorry~
The thing is~ I am that kind that easily flood my eyes.....so~ that's one of the reasons I don't really like to attend such events, unless its my big bro's thingy~ or family thingy that I can't exclude myself out. Though I know that I will get back wat I did to others, by having no 1 at all to attend my convo in the end~ but its really ok:D coz that makes the "touching" event minimise to its lowest extend.
So.....wat I can do is....congrats all of u out there thru the net~
Have fun guys^.^
Congrats to all my frens who just graduated early this week, or during these few weeks~ great job in getting thru obstacles on ur journey in getting the 1st ever degree of ur life^.^
1st, I need to apologize for not being able to attend the convo of u guys, where ever u guys are, UM, USM, UKM or UPM~ coz I am really quite in the "pek chek" time zone. My time is packed with assignments, reports, presentations, future....etc...etc.... there are too much for me to get done. I know~ they are all excuses, that I made up for myself and for u guys to forgive me~ Sorry~
The thing is~ I am that kind that easily flood my eyes.....so~ that's one of the reasons I don't really like to attend such events, unless its my big bro's thingy~ or family thingy that I can't exclude myself out. Though I know that I will get back wat I did to others, by having no 1 at all to attend my convo in the end~ but its really ok:D coz that makes the "touching" event minimise to its lowest extend.
So.....wat I can do is....congrats all of u out there thru the net~
Have fun guys^.^
August 5, 2008
七分
人常说~吃饭时，吃七分饱就好了，既健康，不伤胃，又不会爱睡。。。嘻嘻~后面是我自己加的 :p
我把这道理融入了做人的道理~ 做人,做到七分就OK了 ^.^
然而, 我懂~ 你们都会说: 既然有本事做到一百分, 为什么要停留在七十分? 能做第一~为什么要当第二? 为什么做人不要拼完, 半途而废? 为什么要少人一截?
Ok~ 其实,道理很简单~ 当第一不是最好的~ 他只是名好, 地位好~ 但~人生短短几十年, 那么辛苦, 那么拼~ 然后错过了很多美好的风景~ 那....我宁可不那么辛苦, 不得到最好的, 不做第一....
七分的人生其实很简单~ 就是~ 普通~ 不是最好, 但还享有差不多的优惠人生~ 努力, 但不拼~ 简单, 但不单调~ 简称: 笑看人生~
在我这年龄层会想这些....嗯.....好像不是很对的时机.....但~我就是这样^.^
我把这道理融入了做人的道理~ 做人,做到七分就OK了 ^.^
然而, 我懂~ 你们都会说: 既然有本事做到一百分, 为什么要停留在七十分? 能做第一~为什么要当第二? 为什么做人不要拼完, 半途而废? 为什么要少人一截?
Ok~ 其实,道理很简单~ 当第一不是最好的~ 他只是名好, 地位好~ 但~人生短短几十年, 那么辛苦, 那么拼~ 然后错过了很多美好的风景~ 那....我宁可不那么辛苦, 不得到最好的, 不做第一....
七分的人生其实很简单~ 就是~ 普通~ 不是最好, 但还享有差不多的优惠人生~ 努力, 但不拼~ 简单, 但不单调~ 简称: 笑看人生~
在我这年龄层会想这些....嗯.....好像不是很对的时机.....但~我就是这样^.^
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