网毒

有用电脑的人 最怕就是电脑中毒
刚开始用电脑时 我还有点怕怕的 现在有点麻木了
就像老哥说的 它就只是一个code 又不能怎样
所以～就无所谓咯
那是你那电脑的命
命不好 短命的 该死的 就会怎么逃也逃不掉
就像人一样 就是一定会有病 重点是 死不死的了 痛不痛苦而已 >.<

我的病 就是中网毒
就是一种 上不到网会烦躁 抓狂 的一种病。。。

上个星期有好几天宿舍的网路有点问题
那时 我心里在想 没得上网也是好事
读书 听听音乐 不就好了？
原来 事情真的没那么简单
读书 需要找资料 那～资料哪来？ -->网上
音乐哪来？ -->网上

哇啊～～快疯了。。。
不上网难道就不行吗？
嗯～ 会闷死。。。

真的这几天都有试着不要按Keyboard上的"fa"键
好难～真的～ 大概一天要阻止自己10次以上吧～
但～最后还是按了 >.<
也不懂进去了能做么～
可能～是一种孤单 寂寞的表现吧～

"老师老师～ 我有问题～
请问网毒病有得医吗?"
p/s:我想老师应该不会回答 因为老师也中毒了 >.<|||

2011 Resolution

再2天就迈入2010的最后一个月～
感觉上，这年好像来去很快～ 又好像学了好多好多

生活就像在用投币的洗衣机～
27分钟，好像很快 <30min
but~每次等那最后的5min~看着那显示灯 "5" "4" "3" "2"
到 "1" 是那27分钟里最长的一分钟 >.<
终于～显示灯亮起 "0" 好高兴～
那27分钟就这样～”很快“的过去了 ^.^

ok~back to topic~
今年所学的 好像比我往年所学到的东西多很多～
忽然突发奇想～
我好像有新的resolution： 清。思。冷。静。
清：要清醒，不要一直没事就发梦 或忽然在不对的时间link不对的事
思：要多用脑
冷：要steady~不要没事就手震发抖
静：同样的～把那可恶的大嘴闭上

好像 看太多中文字
有点被影响
写东西都写得简洁有力 还可字字变通 ^.^

读书!!

在国外遇见父母

这几年 我与家人走偏的世界实在够大片～
德，英，韩，中，星，瑞，法。。。
这些年 我人没住在家里 不能常与父母聊天
就算回家了，一家人在家的时候 就只有 8pm - 11pm
过后，大家都睡了～
就连weekend 爸+哥开会，妈玩电脑 嫂回家～
所以 我们一起聊天的时候 不是在忙时，不然就是一起出国的时候～

爸说 家要像个家
but,我们不能绑着大家 一起留在家里～
一起排排坐。。无聊啊～

可能 妈很喜欢那种一起聊天 一起玩的时光
所以 她就一直上瘾旅行～
可能～她就只是单纯的想一家人在一起^.^

PiMi~
我们日本见^.^

永远

我从不相信永远
但 却又希望有永远的存在。

总觉得 ”永远“ 很无知 很不实际
因为 ”变“ 是一切必经的过程
永远只是童话故事里出现的字眼
所以 我的永远常常很短暂～

Nite ^.^

上班 vs. 上课

以前上班，第一天就已经知道 星期六一定是上半天的～
结果 每次星期六都在抱怨 为什么我要上班。
第一天上班 就已经知道 是上8.30 到 5 点～
结果 每天睡觉醒来 第一件事就是想 如果不用那么早起该有多好。

回到上课的生活
就算每天要7-8点起身，上课到 6点，
结果，还是很乐意～
就算下课 也不能像以前一样 下班就逛街，看戏，玩，
还要继续 整理今天上课的笔记，
结果，还是很快乐～
就算老师说 放假回来考试，
还是觉得 很好。。。

是上班比较快乐？
还是上课比较快乐？
各有各的好
只是 埋怨的东西不一样，看到的世界不同了～

就是如此～
有人说，为何有钱不要赚？为何拿苦来辛？
其实，我也没有答案。。。
我只知道 读书时的我比较有目标 比较上进～上班很颓废 >.<

k la~
考试加油！！^.^

孝

《十三经注疏》：
“于礼有不孝者三，
事谓阿意曲从，陷亲不义，一不孝也；
家贫亲老，不为禄仕，二不孝也；
不娶无子，绝先祖祀，三不孝也。
三者之中无后为大。”
(一味顺从，见父母有过错而不劝说，使他们陷入不义之中，这是第一种不孝；
家境贫穷，父母年老，自己却不去当官吃俸禄来供养父母，这是第二种不孝；
不娶妻生子，断绝后代，这是第三种不孝。)

孝，不论是看到短片，读到小文章 或是听到小故事
总之 是有关孝的 我都会觉得很感人
觉得～世上真的还有 爱 的存在。。。

那天，我爸坚持在会议上弄个 弟子规
知道会议开始 我还是觉得 老爸弄错program了～
参加会议的人 都一大把年极了～听什么弟子规啊？无聊～～
后来，我舅母告诉我，那老师讲完弟子规，有个80岁的老头走过去抱着那老师说：
“我听了你说的 很感动，我106岁的母亲还在家里等我 我回家一定要告诉他我爱她”
唉～～多么感人的一个故事～

孝，是做人最基本须有的条件，
可惜，我心有余 而力不足。
我常和我爸说：老哥嘴是贱了一点 但 他是个好人 比我有孝心～
我爸每次都回我说： 对啊～你就只会做门面功夫 :p
的确～
我就是会讨人欢心 也常讨人顶心顶肺^.^
这就是我 >.<

Sorry~我还是爱你们的～
只是，我的爱不同表现而已
我懂你们懂我^.^
Love Ya^.^

25年4个月04天

活了好久～
但，做了什么？
想象 如果想到这句话的人活了更久。。。比如 80年。。。可悲。。。。
很怕到时我会恨自己 恨到不行 >.<

那天，在机场看到一个名人
第一直觉 觉得他很可怜
后来想想，路是他自己走出来的 没什么可怜可言～
有深入想想～有时候 路不是他一定要走 但是，就因为一个决定 就定下他的人生 他～已经不能回头了。

想做好多事情
但 我真的太笨了 怕连累人 没头没脑 不会思考
所以？？我就还在这里。。。

p/s:这几天都一直在想同一个问题。。。我其实是在消费时间 还是让时间消费我？
可能～我是再用很多钱在买时间 让我想清楚 >.<

阿呆～加油！！

Down to earth

Realized that malaysians nowadays carry to much ego with them that they have already forgotten about their roots. Thy think that all they have or what they are given is just something that they supposed to get, and that they take everything for granted.
For e.g. In a dinner, to be served or their priority comes 1st than other things like a simple courtesy or just some mere respect for anybody around them. They r the center of the event n they r the King of the world.

Life's simple by just living it n accepting it with an open heart:)
Life's simple by blending into surrounding.
Life's simple by just a smile^.^

Why take things so seriously tight anyway?^.^

Happy living^.^

Diagnosis

Viewed a short clip regarding aspiration of bone marrow for diagnosis of leukemia.
Terrible~
This is one of the reason I don't like going to doctors, cause what they do is to diagnose, and then to confirm, they need a series of tests to be done on you, after that, what can they say? "confirmed"~
I mean, so what?
What you know is just confirmed or not, so, what is the use of that? for treatment, then what will be the treatment? 1)Antibiotic, 2)Retain in hospital for more examinations, 3)Surgery
Don't they have other things to do?

Damn it!!
Till this stage, the technology and the knowledge medical field have is just this.
If I were a patient, I rather being diagnosed without confirmation and treatment, and live just like that. After all, hundred years ago, humans doesn't really know how and why they are dead anyway >.<

Is there anything I can do?
To lessen the suffering of those that suffer?
To make things simpler?

Life's like that
and this, is only what medicine can do~
cause~ we are still in the hands of mother nature~

p/s: out of the whole topic~
Females are the most troublesome creature on Earth.... >.<

Nites^.^

被污染的头脑

不知不觉～打了第500个文章 （我还蛮有天分的说 :p）

发现～
现代人的头脑蛮“脏”的～ 就连现在的小孩都不属“纯”
怎么说？
就拿我当例子好了～
肚子好好的 脑里想的却是待会吃什么？ 鸡扒？炒饭？热乎乎的火锅？？ -->脏
生活平稳不错 脑里想的却是有什么特别的刺激的事？ 挑战？玩乐？如何打乱规律？ -->脏
有电脑 有手机 衣食住行都不差 脑力想的却是还有什么我没有的？ 电子玩意？电锅？烤箱？音响？ -->脏
etc....etc.....

就如<子曰>的歌词里说的：
“有了车子想要房子有了妻子想要马子
有了银子想要位子有了位子拿了架子
搞了圈子使了性子铁了胆子忘了老子”。。。。

所以每个人都无时无刻：

“先管面子再管里子先填肚子再补脑子
先端架子再a银子先兜圈子再想点子
先捅篓子再找路子先出乱子再闪条子”。。。

满脑子都是“脏”想法 计划。。。。

到头来 大家就：

“搞栋房子搞一辈子停个车子一推单子
挑个担子叫破嗓子凡夫俗子没有法子
卷起袖子迈开步子半个傻子一条汉子”。。。

大家又何必怨这时代？？
排除“脏”念吧～ （好像很难>.<|||)

。。。看～那帅哥！！！OMG~~~ >.<|||...

-THE END-

祺 vs. 气

In today's lecture, lecturer mentioned something about the characteristics of Qi, which is a form of energy, the functional activity and basic constituent of body.

One of the characteristic of Qi catch my attention~
in which, if there is some factors attack Qi, Qi will defend, and attack back.
This characteristic is similar to that of my characteristic (since I am also Qi :p).
If something provoke me, I will fight back and become stronger; if stress is set upon me, I will work better~
Hence, I love stress, as it give me a push to move me (since I am a bull ^.^)

On the other hand, if nothing attacks Qi, Qi still, moves smoothly along its meridian and channels, carry out its normal function, but wear out over ages if no supply is added to it.
This is also similar to my characteristic, whereby, I still do wat I need to do if nothing serious happens, but over a period of time, I will get bored and turns off slowly until some kind of pressure is on ^.^

With this characteristics of mine,
I have to lie to myself over and over again to make me maintain a constant pressure~ of coz, sometimes, the fool proof mechanism turns on, and I just "rest in peace" :p
e.g.: I have to set my clock 15 min faster than usual, just to make sure I am on time; OR, I have to always set a deadline for myself for all things, even to brush teeth or to go pee pee~ just to make sure I really do it~

Hehe~~
just some fun comparing the 2 Qi
Is it just me?
or its every1? ^.^

平庸的婚礼

刚看完一册婚礼照
感觉 和我老哥的婚礼比起来 好像没得比
因为 他们家的婚前明争不多 暗斗倒很多
不像我们家的 三两天一大吵 一两天一大乱 >.<

平庸的确有平庸的幸福与快乐
毕竟 在你心中有越完美的concept和idea 要做的就越多
效果 却不一定会想你想象中那样好
除非 大家都很坚持本身的concept 然后把它完美化

平庸 需花的钱同样少很多 排场也小很多
豪华 有的是一种附加的满足感 和 perfect的回忆～

很高兴看到园很美 她身边总有一圈幸福的光芒
很高兴可以感觉到现场的气氛
虽然回不回只是我的一念之差 但我就是因某某理由非和自己过不去不可

祝新婚的你们 白头到老^.^

Organ Transplant

Today, lecturer asked if we are to donate our organs?
She said she heard that in the TCM way, we are not suppose to donate our organs due to the fact that our body and whatever we have is given by God, and that we have to return with our complete body >.<||| + SWT x100 + >.<||| again

This statement still circulates in my mind, cause, to me, this is very ridiculous. It's like, a statement that actually makes TCM the way how ppl views it today --> pure superstition & non-scientific.
I can't help, but to laugh at it.

To me, to donate organs after we die, has nothing to do with TCM or not. It is like, purely what u believe in~ It is sort of a contribution to those who needed those organs since u doesn't need it anymore, and it's the soul that is more important than the physical thing.

Science~ and contribution to science, is what medicine is about.
Improvement and innovation makes the world better~
After all, to study and to go into medicine is an effort made to contribute to human~

WTF
God won't accept u just because u have a complete body right?
*sigh*
what a great SWT for today that I know, there are still youngstes in this modern world with this kind of wild thoughts in them~
*sigh*
how are we going to move into a better world in future?

一个小圈圈

忽然发现，我的世界只有一个圈圈般大小
所以 认识我的人 很快就能掌握的想法 我的世界
只因我太简单了
简单到有点天真 >.<|||

一个圈圈般大小的世界 会有什么？
上课 吃饭 睡觉。。。
再加上 坐井观天 想想外面的世界
然后 很努力 想象有一天 会为圈圈般大小的世界有所贡献。。。
天真。。。太天真。。。

总觉得
世界就算没有我 它依然自转公转 没差～
就算再怎么 想象圈圈外的世界有多美好 圈圈总是最安全的。

有点可悲
但是 人生就是如此
兜兜转转
我 依然是我 那牛极了的我！

美丽人生

Have u even been watching a drama series, and at the start, u have the thoughts of "how silly is the director, grouping such a cast in this drama, somebody else more pretty/handsome should be acting on this show", and then, after a few series, u found out that the main actor/actresses that u have been cursing actually become prettier/more handsome each time u see their faces shown on the screen, and quietly whisper inside "how cute/sweet these ppl can be, on the screen"~

*Sigh* This scenario, I named it as Beautiful Life^.^

It's some kind of feelings such that, when u know a person on th surface, u feel that this person doesn't actually look good, or I should say a feeling of harmony to the eyes~ but after sometime, that u have know the stories behind the person, that fella, actually have a shine on his/her faces, or a ring on top of his/her head like an angel~
That, is one of the reason why, I love observing strangers, and help them to build a story of my own version.
This also denotes y I think everybody is good looking in some sense, except me my own, coz I have a strong feeling that my personality is = EGG + Idiotic~ >.<|||

*sing* ~How wonderful life is, when u'r in my wooorrrrrlllldddddd~~~~~~~~
*phew*

高帽

又一个高帽 落在我头顶上～
我懂我很颓～
我懂我正在下楼梯。。。
我懂我让有期望的你们很失望
我也正在加把劲 努力了～
结果会是如何，
我们就拭目以待吧～

加油吧！！白痴！！

Smile

I can't stop smiling to myself whole day with different kinds of thoughts and all things that I came across today just made me smile naturally.

Thoughts involving mom and dad with their cuteness that created all those funny atmosphere at home; thoughts involving bro with his silliness that actually make things work; thoughts of why I, in this particular age can still pretend that nobody realise that I am too old to be involved in school and student work and activities....etc....etc....

Things I see are just too cute to be true~
With lecturer that is so cute, like Doraemon (have had another cute 1 previously, like Mario...HeHe...) but he have such a brain that makes me Wow whenever he make explanations.
With uni student life styles and talks that are so cute, that~ I have never imagine how it was like back then when I was in F6 or 1st degree.

Life is just too wonderful, that I felt that I am such a loser in a way that I am just an observer, like those ppl lying on the couch watching TV, and contribute nothing to the society except another obese in the national statistics.

Well~ life's like that~
Some thinks that theirs are too great to be true,
Some complains about how miserable theirs are,
and thanks to my supportive family, that I am without worries.

We, humans are just a tiny part of time.
Choices of Life: To smile or to frown ^.^

一分耕耘，一分收获

Was thinking bout my bro since yesterday nite~

His life is not as smooth, but every decision made, and every road taken, is like, it's just meant to be made for him; and no matter wat way he took, he put full effort on it, but things just doesn't turns out quite well~ However, it's really the journey that counts after all.

Example,
He took Japanese language course in Uni without realising that this actually helped him in work now, that he is in a Jap company.
He took art class without loving what he learn, but it helped him in editing his photography.
He made his way through learning processes, asking all silly questions and giving all nonsense answers, and in the end, he learn what scorers never learn.

Life's like that~
u make and effort, and things will come ur way....

p/s: not like me~ having all the luck in the world, but yet, I take things for granted.

Proud of U~
(and if "U" notice, I typed this in English, just for ur easy reading^.^)

贱

很喜欢一个人无所事事的走在街上
一个人 shopping
一个人吃饭
because～可以看来来往往的人群。。。
从aerial view 想象他们是蚂蚁，
从normal view 帮每个人描述他们背后的故事～
还蛮好玩的～常看到和联想到很多事物，
同时，让我明白我只是一只很小很小 只把米往洞外搬的贱蚂蚁。

很贱～
明明 可以无欲无求 就酱随随便便活着
明明 可以很悠闲的 上班下班领钱花钱
明明 可以很快乐的 不乱想多要点什么
明明 可以就酱 死不了
BUT，去选择了 要拼 挑战 知道
结果。。。结果。。。就不能脑子清净的 练成仙 >.<

很贱～
都是自找的贱

但。。。
享受 贱^.^

p/s：延续昨天的classification，
本来 我想classify 自己在 “INSANITY”，后来 想了一天 ”贱“ 较适合我 >.<|||

BYE~

New subspecies

Found new subspecies under the category of Homo sapiens recently:

There is a subspecies that thinks that they can actually change the world by putting huge effort so as to lead the world. However, they never thought that, nobody actually love what other person love doing~ so, by changing the world your way, another fella from the same subspecies will try to pull u down, so as to lead and change the world his/her way and then the cycle goes round and round~
This subspecies, I name them as political insane (coz I hate politics :p)

Another subspecies that thinks that everybody is silly, stupid and idiotic becoz they have the wrong concept/ideology in mind and those so called "stupid fella" are so funny that they are a fool living on Earth. However, this subspecies never have that idea of that creativity actually derives from just a tiny silly idea, and then, it grow huge from there; or that those so called silly, stupid and idiots, are actually a gift from God, that they made us have different perspectives of life by viewing things from different angle. This subspecies, I now classify them as "cute" ^.^

^.^
How wonderful life is, with all different kinds of subspecies around us~
We are all different in all aspect,
and that is how,
We Learn & We Grow~
From examples we observe^.^

*Good Night*