Phrase of the day

近日我惊人的句子：人必定要靠自己，因为，人不能肯定自己明天是否还在，那，就也不能确定他人明天仍在~
结论：自己能做到的事，都要靠自己~说不懂事世上最简单的。 没有不懂的， 只有要懂或不要懂的。

+.=

Found a very good phrase in the lab: Live like u are going to die tomolo, learn as if u are going to live forever~

Potato Salad

This is today's special^.^

Recipe:
6 potatoes (Holland)
4 eggs
1 yellow onion
pepper
salt
mayonnaise

Boil potato with skin. Boil eggs to hard-boiled.
Cut potato, boiled eggs and onion into bite size.
Mixed gently with mayonnaise (until u syok :P).
Add pepper and salt to taste.

It turned up to be ok~ since I didn't follow everything that have to be added into a potato salad, since I hate celery and stuff~ so~ I only add those things I like eating^.^

p/s: I know u got ur mouth's watery d~hehe^.^

Life

Well~ I really can’t understand how “u” live ur life like that~ its like, wat r “u” thinking when “u” wake up in the morning? Wat do “u” have in mind when “u” are free? What r “u” actually doing every seconds and minute of ur life? I mean~ its like~ tomolo is the same as today, and today is as that of yesterday~ so~ y living so many days? Or years?

Ok~ I am not asking u to go die or kill urself, Just curious~y not u think bout life and not just sitting there want to do this and that but at the same time just, still sitting there scared of this and that?

Uncertainties, that is of wat that happens every moments in ur life, e.g., now I am sitting in front of my comp typing~if I am that kind of scared of this and that too much, I will think, ar bo I don type la, very dangerous u know, sitting in front of the comp too long, will get thrombus in my legs, and if I am having my kettle on at the same time, lagi teruk, wat if the kettle suddenly explode just beside the comp?

Not very convincing? Another example~ I drive to uni everyday~ if I am scared, then I will always be thinking, wat if I kena langgar? KL punya kereta very dangerous u know? Wat if I kena saman if I park at the lorong behind my uni? Wat if there are snatch thieves? TBR wor, very dark de place lai~ very dangerous de u know? >.<’’’

Wat can u actually do with all those uncertainty? Or said as risk? We measure them~ we plan~ we manage~ of coz, there is no such thing as eliminate all the risk to zero, but, weight them, not to avoid them!

Change, it is a process that happens every single second in our life~ e.g., I used to sleep at 11pm, if not, I will go very dizzy, want to vomit and feel like want to kill ppl (its no joke), but then, I try to change bit by bit of myself, telling myself that its not a way of living, and that I might waste lots of my precious time in life to do something more meaningful, like gaining a little bit more of knowledge(in the sense of things other than text)~ now, I can sleep for bout 3 hours at night only, but then, I feel very energetic the next day, no nausea, no nothing~ IF I am afraid of the particular change, thinking that I sure have to sleep at 11pm, and 8 hours at least a day, and I am afraid that I will kill some1 bcoz of that narrowing my sleep at night, then I won’t get who I am today^.^

Change, it’s a process, an experience, a way of life~
If in the end, u get something not as wat u planned at the beginning, accept it~ embrace it as like that of wat u planned, after all, u gained wat others might not, and wat u get might be more than wat u planned in the beginning.
There are things that we can’t see, but I believe, if there is dream, there is hope, there is imagination, there is light in our live~

Asking me to be as who I am today tomolo? Very hard~
Asking me to be living in darkness? Very hard~
Asking me to have no stand in my life, or standing “everywhere” but “no where”? Very hard~

Think~ I just don want “u”, “u” and “u” to become wat I am seeing everyday^.^加油!!

P/s: I am also confronting my fear everyday~ its not suffering, but an enjoyable process~ I am pek chek at times, but then~ this feeling makes me feel that I am alive~ I lose control of myself at times, but~ this makes me have thought of how to make changes to little little things bout myself~ I am still learning also~ of coz~ wat do u expect? I am only 23 this year wat^.^

加油together la^.^

女生没有男朋友的16大好处!!!

Got this from frenster^.^

		1、周末可以放心睡懒觉，不必费心准备约会。 2、早起可以不化妆，不用担心男友嫌弃。 3、在大街上可以到处看看英俊的男子，让自己 的审美跟得上潮流。 4、可以放心大胆的商场的促销活动，不必担心 被如海的人潮将自己男朋友冲到天涯海角，更不 用看男友不满意的脸色。 5、帅哥照片可以满屋子挂，管他韩国、日本或美 国。 6、寿命可以延长，不必做男朋友大男子主义的 出气筒。 7、可以安心上网，不必担心再有谁跟你抢夺上 网权，或者不说不喜欢你上网。 8、有利于节约金钱，不必再担心买给自己的衣 服和买给男朋友的衣服成反比例涵数。 9、有利于节约时间，不用每周都有那么几天想 和男朋友在一起，不用担心男友的所处位置而打电 话寻找。 10、节约大量的电话费，不用担心看到电话费 单时再有想晕倒的欲望。 　　11、大量节约口水，不用因为太爱对方而变的 小心翼翼的询问爱情问题“你爱不爱我？”，“你 到底爱不爱我！！！！”。 12、可以有更多的空闲陪伴父母，不必担心有 人会抱怨“你最爱的人不是我”。 13、可以随意和姐妹通宵畅谈，KTV，不用担心 男朋友不喜欢！ 14、可以专心的工作学习，不必担心怠慢“某 人”会招来第三次世界大战伤及无辜。 15、可以用更开阔的视野来看这个世界，不必 将眼神聚焦在一个人的身上。 16、还有最重要的是没有男朋友的话就拥有了 无限可能，可以今天和张三吃饭，明天和李四看电 影，后天和王麻子逛街……单身的女子 身边不会缺 少倾慕的男子

Well~ this passage is kind of some lie that gals made up to make themselves feel better~ but then~ some of those are true actually, but then~ come on la~ don need to always cover up all of ur feelings by making up all these phrases >.<'''
Well~ just as a reference^.^ I think that this is quite interesting, that's y i put this up^.^

周杰伦大马世界巡回演唱会

Jay Chou's going to be Singing live in Merdeka stadium tomolo~ the venue, which is bout 10+km from my house only, but then~ I can't go for the concert~
1stly, no tickets, which is very expensive, that I don't have that kind of financial support of my own yet, and 2ndly, I don have 100% insured protection of my safety >.<'''

So~ if u still want to get me to the concert, which means~ want a date with me to the concert~ which also means, to fulfill my "date" with Jay Chou, and ur "date" with me~ there are a few things u need to do~

1st, get 2 tickets, which is 1 for me and one for u = RM800 ( I only want to VIP seats:p)
2nd, call me to confirm ur "date" with me (So perasan la me =.=''')
3rd, get a car/transportation in KL
4th, be in KL tomolo b4 the concert start
5th, fetch me from my home
6th, go enjoy the concert with me (no yawning pls)
lastly, sent me back home safely^.^

Perasan rite? Like I am the centre of the world, or the one and the only Queen~
Watever~ it can't be fulfill anyway~ just let me dream bout that, and imagine that I am in the concert for 48 hours by listening to all his songs from the 1st album to the 8th, plus all those soundtracks and stuff~

*Start Dreaming*

Cerebellum

I think I have some problem with my connection of cerebellum with my body parts~

I choked today when I tried to swallow my saliva, and then coughed and coughed for 2 minutes or so after that choked. Then, the other day when I was having my dinner, I have the bolus of rice stucked in my throat that I have to make super effort of swallowing to make it go into my stomach. And, as most of u know, I have shaky hands, which I can't really control them properly....

Some nerves must be short-circuit"ing" some where in my brain~

Well~ want to get me into some tests??haha~~no need la~ its just some normal short-circuit, like electricity by past the wrong routes at times^.^

p/s: too much drama d~ wahahahaha~~~

Natural Ability

Today, a fren asked me:" u said that I have natural ability to attract other ppl's attention. So, if u have the ability, what will u do with it?"

Well~ I will become a person who is very 嚣张（xiao1zhang1), coz~ I always wanted attention from ppl^.^However, I am not that kind that wan to attract attention till go to jump from a building, or shout out loud in public, or dance naked in public....sort of things like that :p Wat I'll do is things that I try to make effort on something~ do something quietly, expecting somebody will notice and appreciate my existence~ That's y, when I think that someone will have bad impression towards me, or that I will "black listed" somehow, I get very panicky and "pek chek"....

Talking bout my 嚣张 if I have the natural ability of attraction, I might be very proud, talking things like everyone is an idiot, chin and eyes always pointing towards the sky, always think that I am a born-to-be star, doing things without considering other's feelings, making myself as if I am the center of the world as if the world cannot turn without me born to this world....etc...etc...

Luckily, God is very fair to every1~
Ppl like me, who might misuse the attention, only get a bit here and there, and have to be humble(at times:p) and be proud of myself (without over do it at times), be emo at times, think a lot on tiny little stuff (which makes me have lots of craps in my blog ^.^), and will be super happy if there is somebody,which might not be a very important person in my list, appreciate wat I did (e.g. smile at ppl and ppl smile back to me >.<''')...etc...etc....
And~ ppl who know how to use the attention correctly gets the natural ability from God, which means~ they know how to control themselves, I mean control their brain, have the correct mind set at all times, having very clear mind on everything happen (well, u know who u are, but then~ CTRL urself pls!! :p)

To end~ this blog is written only becoz I am so sleepy and tired PLUS lazy to hold a pen~ anything that might clashes with things u saw somewhere, or u thought u knew that b4, its just an coincidence:p

Nitez la^.^

Sharing of Dreams

There is once that I shared my dreams bout what I’d become in future with my grandma~ But, the only thing she told me is that~ humans can’t be the most perfect one on earth, so, y not I just have a normal life, normal job and just be someone that won’t try to be a superman/woman that think that he/she save the world.

What’s wrong to be dreaming a hoping that I can be somebody that can contribute a minute effort of mine, even as to sacrifice myself in the end? It’s nothing really~ I just want to do something, produce or make an effort so as to make my life more meaningful in the end while doing things that actually being appreciated.

E.g. There is once that a reporter of Majalah3 went to the border of Israel to make a live telecast of what happens there, and how’s the life like at the border. She’s actually risking her life to make that telecast just to make a report to us, Malaysians~ In the whole 15-20 minutes report, there are times that sounds of bombs and voices of crying innocent children heard, and there are scenes where they are actually encountering an Israel soldier holding a “gun” in his hands. Well~ after watching that report, I told my dad, IF, I’ve got a chance to do something as risky as that, that I probably sacrifice on the “screen”, its worth it^.^ (but then, of coz, who would want ppl like me to do such thing for them? *swt*)

The main idea is that, its not that I hope or dream to become the perfect, most intelligent person living, but, its about making my life seem to be as meaningful, and that I have no regrets over my whole life

Ok~ let me continue dreaming and hoping~ maybe someday, I get wat I hope for, or at least, touching the sleeve of my dream will be enough for me^.^

Ja ne~~

^Pinky^

Changed my blog into pinky pinky again~ The wordings are much more easier to be read (as long as I don't change the font to italics :p), and the colour~~haha~its according to my mood now~ after all, its Valentines day tomolo^.^

So~to celebrate Valentine's day with the lovely super blog of mine~ I declare its pinky pinky day until its no more everyday Valentine in me^.^ haha~~~

p/s: I am kind of getting my craziness in me progressing quite fast these days~ world is suppose to be crazy and "virtual" in reality in some sense in the end, rite? ^.^
Happy Valentines Day^.^

Namdaemun, South Korea

Namdaemun in Seoul, South Korea burnt down~

Namdaemun in Seoul is one of the largest night market, a tourist attraction in Seoul. Namdaemun, also means great south gate in Korean, is an ancient, 600 years old gate~
Lucky me, that I have a chance to see the gate b4 it was burnt down~ but sad and how unlucky for South Korea and the world that we actually lost one of the heritage building on earth~

Before,
After,
For more information, pls visit:
http://www.rte.ie/news/2008/0211/korea.html
http://www.koreatimes.co.kr/www/news/photo/photo_list.asp?categoryCode=115

p/s: Thanks papi for the info^.^

皇后，太后

公主~当一个公主，到了适当的时候，公主要“嫁”了~找到了可以托付终生的“东东”~ “嫁”给世上最完美的“太子”，过不久，与后宫三千争斗，经过时间的磨练，学习，成长~ 老皇帝逝世~然后，台资成了皇帝~ 那公主，就成了皇后。 再经过掌控后宫三千与宫中的大小事务~岁月的催残~~那当皇后的公主，就成了太后~ 太后所管辖的事务不多，但掌握在手中的权威一人之下万人之上~

太后~如果我的世界是一个很大很大的宫~我的愿望，使成为慈禧太后~ 虽她现在被很对人说它不是个好人，让中国给外人入侵， 但，在某些方面，它是很值得仰慕，学习的~

我现还是个公主~即将踏入成为皇后的路途上，嫁给我的梦，成为我宫中的慈禧太后~

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~
p/s: 我有点走火入魔，有点疯疯癫癫了~ yay!!!^.^

Candy from Taiwan

Plaster Chocolate

Sanitary Pad Mashmallow

自己的肯定

去爱吧！就像没受过伤一样~
歌唱吧！就像每人聆听一样~
跳舞吧！就像没人观看一样~
工作吧！就像没有金钱一样~
生活吧！就像明天是世界末日一样~

人生，不一定要有人关注，只要有自己的肯定，活着，就有意义^.^

Help Me!!!

Well~ its chinese new year!! yeah!!! so~ wat is it to complain about?? I have no voice!! Help~

Its not that I really need my voice that I earn my everyday life with my voice, but then~ its like~ one that is so talkative in nature, well~ at times, and at such a time that I really really need my voice to say "HAPPY NEW YEAR" out loud that ppl see me in person that I have a new hair style or wat so ever~ but I cant shout!! the only thing that I can make it is to talk soft, slow and steady, with no pitch and no tone >.< *ouch*

Its new year~ and I can celebrate it only with a slow steady voice. Does it means that I start off my new year without talking so much, and that the whole year to come, I won't be so kacau kacau, talking nonsense d?? Hopefully^.^

The main idea is that~~ I can't talk~ I have no voice, and I can't scold ppl~ that's very very irritating~ HELP!!!

Magical moment

Have had any magical moments in ur life? I have a memorable, touching and very unimaginable 1~ DISNEY~

DISNEY was always associated and linked to a ground which is filled with kids running around, with all the rides and with stuff and memories of bedtime stories, animation, cartoons, mickey, magical stuff an imaginary land of fairy tales.

Even I went to the smallest, most unequipted one on earth~ but yet, its such a wonderful experience and when talking about it with frens, its like so so superly excited bout it even its so so over d~
Every 1 seems to be excited and enjoying the whole Disney thing, as in she's like saying "later we go watch that show"~ and my dad, being soooo tired that his eyes was super red, and dad's supposed to be neutral and being ok with watever, accompany me for all those things in the park, but he accompanied me to one of a trilled rides, his exciting face when we are in the queue and how we screamed together during the ride and how he's talking non-stop with exciting tone to my mom describing the whole ride~ hehe~~ i know u enjoyed it :p

Actually~ my main point is~ u will nv know how touching is it to be personally inside DISNEY, having the feel and having that "I am in a fairy tale" kind of thought~ SUPERB!!!

*sob* *sob*~ tears feeling d~ even as I am only listening to the mandarin version of the HK Disney theme song~

Going back to my dreamland~ taz^.^

Jelly Fish

I said I love Jelly fish~ (or did I??:p) Its spectacular to see jelly fish in water, making graceful "dance" moves, moving in which ever direction they intend to~

Maybe~ its just that I admire the life of an jelly fish, or *** **** * ** * ***** **** ******~ Jellies move so gracefully in water that makes ppl being jealous of their movements; they get lots of freedom in water, but got caught and kept by researchers and underwater world; they are so fragile that they are composed of 90% water, but they release toxicants not toxic to them, but living things around them; they are lovely, but they aren't anything that u want to get close with.....

By the way~ they taste super awesome~ YUM YUM ^.^

like jellies? ^.^

Brain Power

Have u ever thought of how brain works? or ever wonder how u every component of our body "playing symphony", producing wonderful music every sub-seconds of our life?
Its wonderful to think of it~ e.g. y do we walk in a straight line? y can we differentiate our position even when our eyes close? how do we differentiate the size of grains in our mouth even we are chewing then with our eye's closed? how do we actually coordinate tapping of our fingers together with our toe with different rhythm when listening to a particular song?

Ok~ the thing is~ come to think bout the basics of human brain, a 2 or 3 year old kid can analyse things happen in their environment so well that sometimes, even better than adult analysis~ e.g., a kid with which her dad went overseas for more than a year and can't get home so often, she doesn't irritates her mom by asking her mom where dad is every now and then, coz she knows that her mom miss her dad more than she did~ She's just a kid, but she knows that~ y?

We walk without being taught how to walk, we speaks without being taught how to control sound production from our vocal cord, we chew food without being taught how to bite them into smaller pieces b4 swallowing them, we learn language without knowing how the letters are written.....

Brain is sure a wonderful creation~ I dare say that the best neurosurgent still have lots to explore and sometimes, he come to a situation that he starts thinking~ why his neuron is connected in such a way that he come up with that idea^.^

Tomorrow

Humans seems to be hoping and expecting more than wat they should get. E.g. there’s this movie director that says: with his fame, getting a million as an income shouldn’t be wat he gets.

People tend to waste much of their time judging wat should and wat shouldn’t be done, waste much of their time getting angry and frustrated over little things each and everyday, making silly complains even they have more than their “survival” needs, hoping that tomolo will be a better day without putting any effort or changes to their life.

Sometimes, some have the urge and eager to strive on something in their life, trying hard to make changes and trying to put 100% effort in wat they are striving for to get a better life. However, over time, the effort tend to decay and they tend to laze off, waiting for tomolo~

Will there be always tomolo that awaits?

Chasing after fault in the past

There are people in this world that always looks for ppl that are responsible for the fault of something, but they missed getting things done~ always look and stay in the past, but they often forget the words "present" and "future".

Examples:
In UTAR, there are lecture halls with faulty microphones, projectors and even computers~ worse is, when a laptop is obtained from the department, the laptop is super lag and it waste time of lecturers and students. Most important thing is that we waste our money by wasting all our time waiting for this comp and that projector to get classes start.
When the student rep of UTAR (which is my classmate~she's like super girl^.^) went to the department to complain bout the laptops and computers that aren't working well enough, the fellow's' just say that those stuff are used by a lot of ppl and they can't track down who spoil them~*duh*
Wat is the "tut" have to do with who spoil the stuff? The complain is suppose to make things work, get classes going and make repairs wat-so-ever~ Even the toilet is "rosak" after the 3 month's long sem break~ Hey~ did we actually pay for the fees? where did all the money goes other than to all the staff and lecturers, plus some bills to pay? maintenance I suppose??

Ok~ maybe this is a small thing to be said in a blog~ since there are this "politician" stuff going on recently, and that they wanted to catch the one who is behind all those recordings~*duh*+*duh*+*tut*
Maybe~ yes, the fellow who did the recordings of the scene have to be caught, but then, if "u" did nothing wrong in the 1st place, that nobody can be there to make "news" out of anything u do~ wat is the big fuss of getting the fellow caught and punishment and all that? Thats living in the past, chasing fault that happened in the past, rite?

Hello~~ is anybody there to evaluate the present and the future?? or every1 is too bz doing all nonsense "postmortem"?

"swt" "swt" "swt"