Sometimes, things just go strange around u~ how u feel, how u think, how ur heart beat goes, how ur body react with all those strange stuff~
But the question here is~ y does such things go about?
I mean~ how does those strange things in u started off, progress, and make u feel unconfortable, but relief without any clinical diagnosis/treatment?
Most of those ppl, even highly, scientifically educated, will put all the blame on ghostly, unseen and unfelt power.
For myself, I insists that such feelings, thoughts and "symptoms" are due to mental, neurological connections. Hence, an in-depth knowledge of nerves, brain, and psycology plays an important part for us, humans, to get to know urself better.
On the other hand, I believe that there is something called "qi"/"chi" or power/energy, in everything on earth. Hence, a balance of all "qi"/"chi", is important in having physical and mental healthiness (a "yin" and "yang" sort of~)
April 30, 2008
终点 vs. 起点
世事的终点，总是另一事的起始点~
世界上，没有一条路是死路~因为，地球是圆的，在死路另一边，一定会有另一个更美好的世界让我们去开发，去认识，去发掘~
上帝创造世界是，牠创下来的每一点每一滴，都是美好的~就只是你，我，他，如何去看待这世界~
换个角度看世界吧~世界会因为有你而更美丽！
记得哦~上帝是疼我们的~就算他把你眼前的所有门都关了，他一定会为你留一扇窗，只是~你有没有用“心”去聆听而已^.^
p/s: 我讲到好像我进了啥教似的:p 但~事情就是这样~你，你，或你~你们到的，想到的，觉得的东东~都是你们脑子里的~ 不要自以为很了解我, 要猜我在想什么~ 哼! 窗都没有！:p
世界上，没有一条路是死路~因为，地球是圆的，在死路另一边，一定会有另一个更美好的世界让我们去开发，去认识，去发掘~
人，总是会有梦想，目标~但，就算是目标达成了，或是失败了~也不能就这样没有了方向啊！因为，这时才是生命的开始，梦想的启发点！人生就像这样: 
总是起起落落的~另一个高峰，不一定要比前一个高峰来得高~但~就是要有勇气去开始^.^
总是起起落落的~另一个高峰，不一定要比前一个高峰来得高~但~就是要有勇气去开始^.^上帝创造世界是，牠创下来的每一点每一滴，都是美好的~就只是你，我，他，如何去看待这世界~
换个角度看世界吧~世界会因为有你而更美丽！
记得哦~上帝是疼我们的~就算他把你眼前的所有门都关了，他一定会为你留一扇窗，只是~你有没有用“心”去聆听而已^.^
p/s: 我讲到好像我进了啥教似的:p 但~事情就是这样~你，你，或你~你们到的，想到的，觉得的东东~都是你们脑子里的~ 不要自以为很了解我, 要猜我在想什么~ 哼! 窗都没有！:p
用“心”~其实，我只是很单纯，很单纯的分享而已^.^
April 28, 2008
忌妒心作怪
啊！！！每当我看到某些事，或物，或情况~我的嫉妒心就会开始做怪~让我抓狂~
或许，我的嫉妒已超过了该处于的平衡点~或许，我有点神经上脑~或许，我就是不能看人家好~好像有点变态^.^但就是这样~难怪~我就只能坐在这，然后八那些有的没的...就不能自己下场进入所嫉妒的世界。。。。
或许，我嫉妒的太多了吧~或许，我只是不甘心，不够感恩~
干嘛？作反啊？读书呗傻子！！
或许，我的嫉妒已超过了该处于的平衡点~或许，我有点神经上脑~或许，我就是不能看人家好~好像有点变态^.^但就是这样~难怪~我就只能坐在这，然后八那些有的没的...就不能自己下场进入所嫉妒的世界。。。。
或许，我嫉妒的太多了吧~或许，我只是不甘心，不够感恩~
干嘛？作反啊？读书呗傻子！！
April 27, 2008
国界
世界，每个国家，每个团体，每个人，都有一个迈向国际，为国争光的理想，但，有没有人想过，何谓你？何谓我？和为国？何谓世界？何谓国际？
我，出生，成长，生活，都在马来西亚~所以，我的身份是马来西亚的人民。
同样的，就拿王力宏举例：他出生于美国，成长过程也在美国，但，因他的血统是台籍，所以就成了台湾之光。再举例：记得那最近成了妓女的大马神童苏菲亚？就因他母亲是大马人，他就算是大马的神童？他爸是巴基斯坦籍，为何不说它是巴基斯坦神童？（p/s:我不是因他现有的身份才硬说他不该是大马人，只是要举例为何人要拿他人的身份当是自己的。）
就这样，国界，成了一个迷糊点。国籍成了因有成就，就让人抢这是我或是他的，而那可怜的有成就的人，就成了个“无国籍”人~
国籍，只是一张纸上的证明；身份，只是一张卡上的代名；我，你，他~如果世上没有纸，没有卡，没有电脑，没有电子，没有文字，没有语言，我是谁？你，他，有事何物？
世界，国际，就是没有你，没有我，没有他~没有谁的和谁的~也没有这国，那国的~
However,如果不分你我，没有了竞争，何来进步？何来世界？何来国际？
一切变得再也没有意义~
心，要宽，要阔，要看得远，想得开，放得下！ (但又有几个真的可以做到？）
都是虚荣心作怪~
争啥？
我，出生，成长，生活，都在马来西亚~所以，我的身份是马来西亚的人民。
同样的，就拿王力宏举例：他出生于美国，成长过程也在美国，但，因他的血统是台籍，所以就成了台湾之光。再举例：记得那最近成了妓女的大马神童苏菲亚？就因他母亲是大马人，他就算是大马的神童？他爸是巴基斯坦籍，为何不说它是巴基斯坦神童？（p/s:我不是因他现有的身份才硬说他不该是大马人，只是要举例为何人要拿他人的身份当是自己的。）
就这样，国界，成了一个迷糊点。国籍成了因有成就，就让人抢这是我或是他的，而那可怜的有成就的人，就成了个“无国籍”人~
国籍，只是一张纸上的证明；身份，只是一张卡上的代名；我，你，他~如果世上没有纸，没有卡，没有电脑，没有电子，没有文字，没有语言，我是谁？你，他，有事何物？
世界，国际，就是没有你，没有我，没有他~没有谁的和谁的~也没有这国，那国的~
However,如果不分你我，没有了竞争，何来进步？何来世界？何来国际？
一切变得再也没有意义~
心，要宽，要阔，要看得远，想得开，放得下！ (但又有几个真的可以做到？）
都是虚荣心作怪~
争啥？
April 22, 2008
炫耀
世界不一样了~炫耀成了一种普偏的行为，没得炫才叫做out！
我爸常说。。。不要处处炫耀你自己~可，我真的没有啊~我还会控制自己，炫该炫的，不做作，不违反我自己的良心，不制造麻烦^.^
Don't worry~我炫的，是我自豪的事~我如觉得不是该自豪的，或是觉得还不到自豪的阶段，我是不会乱来的~反正~要炫，就是跟那些看到的人宣战~我才没那么笨，明知输九条街了还要跟人家抢。
炫吧kuso的一群!!^.^
p/s: 告诉你哦~当你把大家都是你的朋友时，世界是那么的美，那么的宽阔~当你觉得你的朋友只有一个时，你就会感到孤单，无助哦~ 还好~我已成了前者^.^
我爸常说。。。不要处处炫耀你自己~可，我真的没有啊~我还会控制自己，炫该炫的，不做作，不违反我自己的良心，不制造麻烦^.^
Don't worry~我炫的，是我自豪的事~我如觉得不是该自豪的，或是觉得还不到自豪的阶段，我是不会乱来的~反正~要炫，就是跟那些看到的人宣战~我才没那么笨，明知输九条街了还要跟人家抢。
炫吧kuso的一群!!^.^
p/s: 告诉你哦~当你把大家都是你的朋友时，世界是那么的美，那么的宽阔~当你觉得你的朋友只有一个时，你就会感到孤单，无助哦~ 还好~我已成了前者^.^
Caffeine
Caffeine Content:-(From: http://coffeetea.about.com/library/blcaffeine.htm)
Double espresso (2oz) : 45-100 mg
Brewed coffee (8 oz): 60-120 mg
Instant coffee (8 oz): 70 mg
Decaf coffee (8 oz): 1-5 mg
Tea - black (8 oz): 45 mg
Tea - green (8 oz): 20 mg
Tea - white (8 oz):15 mg
Coca Cola (12 oz can): 34 mg
Pepsi (12 oz can): 38 mg
Barq's Root Beer (12 oz can): 22 mg
7-up (12 oz): 0 mg
Chocolate milk (8 oz): 4 mg
Dark chocolate (1 oz): 20 mg
Milk chocolate (1 oz): 6 mg
Ben & Jerry's Coffee Fudge Frozen Yogurt (8 oz): 85 mg
I was curious y I need longer time to clear off caffeine from my body that even I love coffee, I can't take coffee, coz it will produce a higher stimulatory response than normal ppl...even have tremor and after 12-13 hours, I still can't get into sleep well.
y?
coz~according to wiki: In healthy adults, caffeine's half-life is approximately 3–4 hours. In women taking oral contraceptives this is increased to 5–10 hours, and in pregnant women the half-life is roughly 9–11 hours.
And in my body,I think I have higher estrogen level than normal women of my age, which is equivalent to "taking contraceptives"(I mean~the estrogen level is equivalent), which equals to the caffeine half life in my body should be between 5-10 hours, hence, clearance rate is super slow in my body.
Well~ its all just a hypothesis....
can't get a better way of explaining things...(but will try to get a better explaination^.^)
Check out: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caffeine
Caffeine database: http://www.cspinet.org/new/cafchart.htm
Double espresso (2oz) : 45-100 mg
Brewed coffee (8 oz): 60-120 mg
Instant coffee (8 oz): 70 mg
Decaf coffee (8 oz): 1-5 mg
Tea - black (8 oz): 45 mg
Tea - green (8 oz): 20 mg
Tea - white (8 oz):15 mg
Coca Cola (12 oz can): 34 mg
Pepsi (12 oz can): 38 mg
Barq's Root Beer (12 oz can): 22 mg
7-up (12 oz): 0 mg
Chocolate milk (8 oz): 4 mg
Dark chocolate (1 oz): 20 mg
Milk chocolate (1 oz): 6 mg
Ben & Jerry's Coffee Fudge Frozen Yogurt (8 oz): 85 mg
I was curious y I need longer time to clear off caffeine from my body that even I love coffee, I can't take coffee, coz it will produce a higher stimulatory response than normal ppl...even have tremor and after 12-13 hours, I still can't get into sleep well.
y?
coz~according to wiki: In healthy adults, caffeine's half-life is approximately 3–4 hours. In women taking oral contraceptives this is increased to 5–10 hours, and in pregnant women the half-life is roughly 9–11 hours.
And in my body,I think I have higher estrogen level than normal women of my age, which is equivalent to "taking contraceptives"(I mean~the estrogen level is equivalent), which equals to the caffeine half life in my body should be between 5-10 hours, hence, clearance rate is super slow in my body.
Well~ its all just a hypothesis....
can't get a better way of explaining things...(but will try to get a better explaination^.^)
Check out: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caffeine
Caffeine database: http://www.cspinet.org/new/cafchart.htm
April 20, 2008
战术
生活在世上，战术，是个必备的条件~ 就像是种人与人之间的一种沟通吧！
每个人心里对事的战术都不一样~所以才会有：“人群分类”。
有些人使用美人计，有的是调虎离山，有的是笑里藏刀，有的却像在战场上的军人一样是也防不是也防。。。
我的~却是直肠直肚，又哪句说哪句~再加上我的无敌厚脸皮，刚认识我的人都会觉得，好像我脑子里会有一对的学问，一托拉库不为人知的知识~到后来，那些人的眼镜都破到不堪。。嘻嘻！！ 我不是故意的啦~只是，这是我的心里战术，也方便我做人不用那么累^.^ 还有些人啊~就算曾给我的面貌给骗了，但，就还是觉得我还是那未被发掘的天才~歹势啦~我就是脸皮厚:p 就这样，拿着我的脸骗人家的称赞，但我还是挺得意的。。。哇哈哈哈哈哈！！！让我飘飘然 :p
嗯~我觉得我这样还不赖啊~起码我还是我，不用隐藏自己~不像有些人，明明就家境不赖，功课很好做啥都像从天降下来的好运。。。但还在那儿给我念~那是他的战术，要缭乱人心~朋友~要感恩！！我认识你，我知道你有几两重，不会摇动我的思绪的！！
感恩啊！！
每个人心里对事的战术都不一样~所以才会有：“人群分类”。
有些人使用美人计，有的是调虎离山，有的是笑里藏刀，有的却像在战场上的军人一样是也防不是也防。。。
我的~却是直肠直肚，又哪句说哪句~再加上我的无敌厚脸皮，刚认识我的人都会觉得，好像我脑子里会有一对的学问，一托拉库不为人知的知识~到后来，那些人的眼镜都破到不堪。。嘻嘻！！ 我不是故意的啦~只是，这是我的心里战术，也方便我做人不用那么累^.^ 还有些人啊~就算曾给我的面貌给骗了，但，就还是觉得我还是那未被发掘的天才~歹势啦~我就是脸皮厚:p 就这样，拿着我的脸骗人家的称赞，但我还是挺得意的。。。哇哈哈哈哈哈！！！让我飘飘然 :p
嗯~我觉得我这样还不赖啊~起码我还是我，不用隐藏自己~不像有些人，明明就家境不赖，功课很好做啥都像从天降下来的好运。。。但还在那儿给我念~那是他的战术，要缭乱人心~朋友~要感恩！！我认识你，我知道你有几两重，不会摇动我的思绪的！！
感恩啊！！
April 18, 2008
Back in Penang
螳螂 in the garden
Lunch cooked for myself^.^(grilled salmon, sausage and egg)
Dinner in TBowl (sitting on the toilet bowl =.=''')
Having Breakfast with dad in the garden (Sausage, egg and banana)
For more pic, click on "my photo album" icon^.^
April 16, 2008
good for nothing
Aih~ another wave of emo striking....who asked me to be so kaypo with other ppl's life now and then? then now~ I am so freak out bout myself that I don have anything that I am capable of doing to its best....all I know is those things that spend money and not getting even 1 sen in return. I know how to do things most females do...but not even that I know all of them~ I don even have B**** =.=''' how sad....
All I know is to study~and then spend money buying things that satisfy my needs. I am like a frog under the well....
erm~ maybe, wat I hold onto now is just my determination on things I wan in life and the No Fear.
Hope that I will become someone rather than a good for nothing someday....*dream* *dream* *dream*
All I know is to study~and then spend money buying things that satisfy my needs. I am like a frog under the well....
erm~ maybe, wat I hold onto now is just my determination on things I wan in life and the No Fear.
Hope that I will become someone rather than a good for nothing someday....*dream* *dream* *dream*
April 14, 2008
acceptance range/level
ppl tend to have lower and lower range of accepting things when one gets older day by day~ its like~ my dad can't stand those music me and my bro is listening and even those in Light FM, saying that they are very noisy, having no content in the songs, no motive in listening those songs~also, my grandaunt, who say that the My FM commercial have no motive whenever she sees it playing in Astro....
I was thinking....is it that when ppl gets older, they become in need of reasons to do every single thing, and that they have lower range of getting themselves to suit to the environment...like... old ppl like to ask me things like: y do u want to do this kind of thing if u can get the same results in the easier way. Erm~ I always don have any answer to that, its all just because that I want to try something that I never did b4 and experience in taking the other way is just not that of the easier way.
Maybe, its the fear and seeing things furthur, taking lots of things into consideration that older ppl, think that reason makes a huge part in their life, because~ erm~ maybe they have experienced more than I do, and hence, seeing things in a bigger picture.
My range of accepting things is very wide, I think~ coz to me, everything have their good and bad~ like....I love Baskin more coz of its creamy, milky flavour of it, but Haagen is great, coz of its smooth, mouth melting feeling...even New Zealand Natural have their own unique taste^.^ Another example...who say that the tap head have to be intact so that I can operate? The place I am staying in KL, the auntie donno y, its her house, but then~ its like "haunted", where nobody is staying....the tap head is spoilt, but she just don want to repair it. If its u who stays there, u won't have that kind of patience to bear with this kind of thing, telling the auntie over and over again that the tap head have to be repaired, BUT, I just change myself to accept the fact and suit myself to the situation. Maybe, this shows more of my patience, but this also show how I accept things better^.^
Well~different ppl have different ability and unique properties in them~so~ watever they do, we just have to see things in a different angle, and u will get a better picture out of it.
Accepting things seems to be easy, but aren't we complaining everyday bout minor stuff?
Widen ur range, making the world a creative one^.^
I was thinking....is it that when ppl gets older, they become in need of reasons to do every single thing, and that they have lower range of getting themselves to suit to the environment...like... old ppl like to ask me things like: y do u want to do this kind of thing if u can get the same results in the easier way. Erm~ I always don have any answer to that, its all just because that I want to try something that I never did b4 and experience in taking the other way is just not that of the easier way.
Maybe, its the fear and seeing things furthur, taking lots of things into consideration that older ppl, think that reason makes a huge part in their life, because~ erm~ maybe they have experienced more than I do, and hence, seeing things in a bigger picture.
My range of accepting things is very wide, I think~ coz to me, everything have their good and bad~ like....I love Baskin more coz of its creamy, milky flavour of it, but Haagen is great, coz of its smooth, mouth melting feeling...even New Zealand Natural have their own unique taste^.^ Another example...who say that the tap head have to be intact so that I can operate? The place I am staying in KL, the auntie donno y, its her house, but then~ its like "haunted", where nobody is staying....the tap head is spoilt, but she just don want to repair it. If its u who stays there, u won't have that kind of patience to bear with this kind of thing, telling the auntie over and over again that the tap head have to be repaired, BUT, I just change myself to accept the fact and suit myself to the situation. Maybe, this shows more of my patience, but this also show how I accept things better^.^
Well~different ppl have different ability and unique properties in them~so~ watever they do, we just have to see things in a different angle, and u will get a better picture out of it.
Accepting things seems to be easy, but aren't we complaining everyday bout minor stuff?
Widen ur range, making the world a creative one^.^
April 12, 2008
Dinner @ Rasa Sayang
Its family Birthday month~ So, the whole family, of coz, with my big bro's gf, Irene go for a grand dinner (I am the only 1 who doesn't have any income yet, so~ my job is just to eat and enjoy :p)
The dinner was superb! The food that entered my stomach are as follows: Lobster, fresh oyster, fresh mussle, fresh tuna and salmon, crab, blue cheeze, lamb satay, abolone, jelly fish, octopus, scallop, fish roe, sushi, appricot custard, chocolate dessert and of coz, some juice ^.^ (maybe I missed something, just can't remember wat I just ate :p)
Having a bloated stomach, I intend to sleep late tonight, erm~ so....exercise have to be delay 1 more day =.='''
Oh ya~ forgot to thank my big bro for that ^.^ u become more and more like a man d...hehe^.^ Thank You!!
p/s: photos uploaded in my flickr album. Just click on "my photo album" link on the right of the screen.
Photos are contributions of Nesohu.com!
The dinner was superb! The food that entered my stomach are as follows: Lobster, fresh oyster, fresh mussle, fresh tuna and salmon, crab, blue cheeze, lamb satay, abolone, jelly fish, octopus, scallop, fish roe, sushi, appricot custard, chocolate dessert and of coz, some juice ^.^ (maybe I missed something, just can't remember wat I just ate :p)
Having a bloated stomach, I intend to sleep late tonight, erm~ so....exercise have to be delay 1 more day =.='''
Oh ya~ forgot to thank my big bro for that ^.^ u become more and more like a man d...hehe^.^ Thank You!!
p/s: photos uploaded in my flickr album. Just click on "my photo album" link on the right of the screen.
Photos are contributions of Nesohu.com!
April 11, 2008
blog
My blog is like part of me, that its something that stands at a very high position in my life. Its a place where I can boast bout myself, say anything without having to see ppl's face and to share and virtually discuss thoughts with ppl around me.
I know my language level is very very shallow that even kindie can read wat I am writing but the interesting thing is that u will often stare at my blog blank or get question mark above ur head after u off ur comp (perasan :p)
Erm~ seemingly, ppl that often read my blog updates kind of miss them even its just like a week or 2. This means~ my blog is kind of a success in a way that ppl actually miss my silly thought...haha...
Well~ thanks for all ur support. Even the comment space is always blank (except my bro), but I know u, u and u are all reading my blog^.^
Keep an eye on the updates on my blog^.^-v
Here's a spot the abnormality:
Doesn't that picture on the cover of that Colour pen applicable to those boxes beside it? Hehe~ just think that its interesting~ but my hands are too shaky that day, thanks to the stupid coffee @#$(@#)$@!
I know my language level is very very shallow that even kindie can read wat I am writing but the interesting thing is that u will often stare at my blog blank or get question mark above ur head after u off ur comp (perasan :p)
Erm~ seemingly, ppl that often read my blog updates kind of miss them even its just like a week or 2. This means~ my blog is kind of a success in a way that ppl actually miss my silly thought...haha...
Well~ thanks for all ur support. Even the comment space is always blank (except my bro), but I know u, u and u are all reading my blog^.^
Keep an eye on the updates on my blog^.^-v
Here's a spot the abnormality:
Doesn't that picture on the cover of that Colour pen applicable to those boxes beside it? Hehe~ just think that its interesting~ but my hands are too shaky that day, thanks to the stupid coffee @#$(@#)$@!
April 8, 2008
History Replay
Notice that in grandma of mom's side is like very dependent on auntie and the 1st uncle that stays with grandma, grandma just don't want to ask him to do anything.
The thing is, both of them are grandma's children, but in the end, asking auntie to do things seems to be so easy and to ask the 1st uncle to do things is super hard. Y? I don't quite understand.
Now that the history about to replay in my family, getting mom to ask me to help her is just a call away, but asking my bro is like~ don wan la~ he will complain and say a lot of thing...bla bla bla~ thinking bout that, mom will be getting onto the seat of grandma, I will be with the combination of mom and her sis, and my bro will be a combination of 60-40 of 1st and 3rd uncle.
Well, we are ur kids, asking us to do anything, help out, even we complain or say anything, its just reasonable to do anything, even to taste ur shit(yucks! that only occur in chinese cultural story book "二十四孝" :p)
Old ppl~ its like asking grandchildren or children to do little little things are very hard~ but in the past, when u guys wipe our buttocks, bathe us, feed us....erm...I don think there's any complain.
Conclusion: Me, myself need to learn to have more patience towards older ppl, but seriously, if I think u are on the right position, I can do anything u asked me to, but if I think u are just super wrong, I will still voice out anything. For my bro...well~ i know u are a super great child, grandchild and a super bro, but sometimes, u are just more concerned bout ur own self than parents and stuff. To my lovely dad and cute mom, well, the right concept take both of u to a better sweet old days in future^.^
p/s: I know u are reading, and that's y :p
The thing is, both of them are grandma's children, but in the end, asking auntie to do things seems to be so easy and to ask the 1st uncle to do things is super hard. Y? I don't quite understand.
Now that the history about to replay in my family, getting mom to ask me to help her is just a call away, but asking my bro is like~ don wan la~ he will complain and say a lot of thing...bla bla bla~ thinking bout that, mom will be getting onto the seat of grandma, I will be with the combination of mom and her sis, and my bro will be a combination of 60-40 of 1st and 3rd uncle.
Well, we are ur kids, asking us to do anything, help out, even we complain or say anything, its just reasonable to do anything, even to taste ur shit(yucks! that only occur in chinese cultural story book "二十四孝" :p)
Old ppl~ its like asking grandchildren or children to do little little things are very hard~ but in the past, when u guys wipe our buttocks, bathe us, feed us....erm...I don think there's any complain.
Conclusion: Me, myself need to learn to have more patience towards older ppl, but seriously, if I think u are on the right position, I can do anything u asked me to, but if I think u are just super wrong, I will still voice out anything. For my bro...well~ i know u are a super great child, grandchild and a super bro, but sometimes, u are just more concerned bout ur own self than parents and stuff. To my lovely dad and cute mom, well, the right concept take both of u to a better sweet old days in future^.^
p/s: I know u are reading, and that's y :p
April 7, 2008
Present
It's about mom's birthday~ which is about 3 days away, but she has been very upset and complaining bout her hp, and wanted to buy a "chapalang" hp from Tesco =.=''' I have been trying to make her think that I will get her 1, since dad say he is going to give her surprise~ but then~ she really keat~ tell my dad she want to go Tesco to get that hp, so~ my dad also takut sama dia(coz me got the siao gene from her:p, so I know how siao can the "determination" to get something can go), so~ he tell her that he's going to get her 1 new hp....so~ no more surprise :(
Ok~ talking bout presents, its not a usual thing that runs in our family~ even angpow is only given on chinese new year(erm~as long as I can recall la). So, its kind of weird to give some1 present on some "special" day like Birthday....and hence, saying thank you is kind of a pai sei thing if suddenly some1 in the family give a present to the others^.^ Erm....i am kind of pai sei to say thank you to them also~ coz...weird la~ sendiri punya family, sendiri punya parents and abang~ say thank you do wat? So, here comes a magic word: appreciate~ or using sms or msn or email --> senang, cepat dan berkesan^.^
Y lea? Y we don't have that kind of present giving running in our house?
maybe~ its coz we get everything we need not only on special occasion, but on anytime of the year when things come into our mind....also~maybe we have been given everything in advance until...err....I donno advance till wat year my "birthday" present went d....haha~~
As long as I can recall, the last formal birthday present is my 1st hp in 2002, nokia 3310 (y I can remember? coz that year is world cup year, and I use my hp to talk football with my frens:p)
So~ erm~ Happy belated Birthday to my "world class" big bro (2nd April) and my lovely dad (6th April, yesterday) and Birthday in advance to my cute mom (10th April)....make cake for the 3 of u when i go back pg^.^
Ok~ talking bout presents, its not a usual thing that runs in our family~ even angpow is only given on chinese new year(erm~as long as I can recall la). So, its kind of weird to give some1 present on some "special" day like Birthday....and hence, saying thank you is kind of a pai sei thing if suddenly some1 in the family give a present to the others^.^ Erm....i am kind of pai sei to say thank you to them also~ coz...weird la~ sendiri punya family, sendiri punya parents and abang~ say thank you do wat? So, here comes a magic word: appreciate~ or using sms or msn or email --> senang, cepat dan berkesan^.^
Y lea? Y we don't have that kind of present giving running in our house?
maybe~ its coz we get everything we need not only on special occasion, but on anytime of the year when things come into our mind....also~maybe we have been given everything in advance until...err....I donno advance till wat year my "birthday" present went d....haha~~
As long as I can recall, the last formal birthday present is my 1st hp in 2002, nokia 3310 (y I can remember? coz that year is world cup year, and I use my hp to talk football with my frens:p)
So~ erm~ Happy belated Birthday to my "world class" big bro (2nd April) and my lovely dad (6th April, yesterday) and Birthday in advance to my cute mom (10th April)....make cake for the 3 of u when i go back pg^.^
April 5, 2008
Balance
Nutritionist always say that a balance diet is very important in every meal~ But my way of making things balance is by doing the week to week or mood to mood balance^.^
Its like~ i have had 3 days in a week with fast food, oily fast food, then try to make my way thru, getting healthy food for the next coming weeks, which is less oil, more vege, and very very moderate meals...so~ balance up all those food and "nutrient" absorbed into my body, which kind of like intestine clearance every weekend^.^
Not very healthy though =.=''' I am now making my way towards heart attack and brain damage, plus, kidney failure =.='''
Hopefully I can tahan longer on foods that are healthy.
P3@c3 -.^ _v
Its like~ i have had 3 days in a week with fast food, oily fast food, then try to make my way thru, getting healthy food for the next coming weeks, which is less oil, more vege, and very very moderate meals...so~ balance up all those food and "nutrient" absorbed into my body, which kind of like intestine clearance every weekend^.^
Not very healthy though =.=''' I am now making my way towards heart attack and brain damage, plus, kidney failure =.='''
Hopefully I can tahan longer on foods that are healthy.
P3@c3 -.^ _v
March 31, 2008
Face
Face is something very important in Chinese/Asian culture~ it is so important that even if we fell in public, the first thing that come into our mind is: are there ppl watching me while I fall or how do I hide myself immediately, than did I injure myself.
To boost bout ourselves is another thing that show others that we have "face". There are lots of examples as in different locations:
-In classical coffee shops, ppl "talk empty"(cakap kosong) bout something as in: analysis of political issue in their own way. Sometimes, when I over heard their conversation, its so funny but, from there, I take up a bit from the ppl's point of view and then analyse my thoughts in a better way, seeing a bigger picture.
-In traditional market, this auntie will tell that auntie how many marks her child got in sch, or the position of her child in sch, then compare hers and the other aunties. Even to compare price of a bunch of vege she bought yesterday some where else, which is like 10cents cheaper than the other auntie bought.
-In office, talking bout econ in the share market way. Saying bout how much my share went up yesterday and stuff.
Its all bout the good things ppl boost about, but when it comes to the bad things, they will still boost, but by turning points that looks bad to be seemingly as if nothing actually knock on his/her head.
HUMBLE~ is the word that all of us have to learn, BUT, not to the extreme that we keep everything to ourselves, thinking that sharing is showing off.
Its hard to get a balance, I know~ but then, just try not to make urself stand up, without even estimating ur own capability, or who are u/where r u standing comparing to the ppl u are talking to.
To boost bout ourselves is another thing that show others that we have "face". There are lots of examples as in different locations:
-In classical coffee shops, ppl "talk empty"(cakap kosong) bout something as in: analysis of political issue in their own way. Sometimes, when I over heard their conversation, its so funny but, from there, I take up a bit from the ppl's point of view and then analyse my thoughts in a better way, seeing a bigger picture.
-In traditional market, this auntie will tell that auntie how many marks her child got in sch, or the position of her child in sch, then compare hers and the other aunties. Even to compare price of a bunch of vege she bought yesterday some where else, which is like 10cents cheaper than the other auntie bought.
-In office, talking bout econ in the share market way. Saying bout how much my share went up yesterday and stuff.
Its all bout the good things ppl boost about, but when it comes to the bad things, they will still boost, but by turning points that looks bad to be seemingly as if nothing actually knock on his/her head.
HUMBLE~ is the word that all of us have to learn, BUT, not to the extreme that we keep everything to ourselves, thinking that sharing is showing off.
Its hard to get a balance, I know~ but then, just try not to make urself stand up, without even estimating ur own capability, or who are u/where r u standing comparing to the ppl u are talking to.
March 29, 2008
爱
我刚刚想到了一样东西~ 我常在心中，行动上的伟大，或表示的爱，就只不过是如此~就如此的表面化，只想到我自己，从来就没考虑到你。
可能，当温室里的小花惯了~什么叫为他人着想，我看，我一点都不懂。
我只想对你说：对不起！
OK~继续当我温室里的小花~就因为在没有负担，所以可以继续任性！
可能，当温室里的小花惯了~什么叫为他人着想，我看，我一点都不懂。
我只想对你说：对不起！
OK~继续当我温室里的小花~就因为在没有负担，所以可以继续任性！
March 24, 2008
Trio
What will it become if a trio that makes up of a perfectionist, a late and a whatever?
Well, things get into place quite Ok since donno when, its because even though the 3 of them have different kind of attitude and different down-side and up-side of them, they have some little force that put the 3 of them together~ its kind of unexplainable, but the force just exist O.o Of coz, there are times that they get onto each others nerves, but things are sorted out quickly^.^
This it the latest outcome after emotionally struggle through the "cooperation" :p
Simple, yet successful in a way ^.^
Well, things get into place quite Ok since donno when, its because even though the 3 of them have different kind of attitude and different down-side and up-side of them, they have some little force that put the 3 of them together~ its kind of unexplainable, but the force just exist O.o Of coz, there are times that they get onto each others nerves, but things are sorted out quickly^.^
This it the latest outcome after emotionally struggle through the "cooperation" :p
Simple, yet successful in a way ^.^
March 23, 2008
Countries
Did u know that how many countries are there on earth?
244!!!!
There are 244 of them and at the age of 22, I have been to 10 of them, which is 4.1% of them~ including the 1 I am staying in....erm is this considered an achivement??
It doesn't really matters much and does not differs much if I go to some where near, like Taiwan or Hong Kong, or even Singapore, or Malaysia itself, the things that matters is wat I've learn in each trip.
BUT~~I wan to go Sweden!!!! O.o
K la~ its fated that I have to go next time~so~for the both of u~ enjoy urself la>.<'''
244!!!!
There are 244 of them and at the age of 22, I have been to 10 of them, which is 4.1% of them~ including the 1 I am staying in....erm is this considered an achivement??
It doesn't really matters much and does not differs much if I go to some where near, like Taiwan or Hong Kong, or even Singapore, or Malaysia itself, the things that matters is wat I've learn in each trip.
BUT~~I wan to go Sweden!!!! O.o
K la~ its fated that I have to go next time~so~for the both of u~ enjoy urself la>.<'''
有早知，没乞丐
有早知，没乞丐(if there is "If i knew", there won't be beggar")
Well, I quite take that whole phrase into application, coz, its better to know things earlier, even though it doesn't help much, and I don't even understand a single word of anything told to me.
Remember that during year 2 sem 1, during A&P lecture, Dr. Kim taught us bout the ICAM and VCAM in the endothelium attachment~that time, she say~ this is too complicated, u all don't have to know the mechanism yet, u just have to remember the role of ICAM and VCAM in endothelium attachment.
but then, till now, looking at the notes with the mechanism of ICAM and VCAM, its still the same, = it donno me, I donno it.
So~ wat's the meaning of~ "u don't have to know the mechanism yet"? Its still the same if we know the mechanism from the beginning wat~ (p/s: I am not saying that she is wrong, maybe she did told us the mechanism, but I didn't remember >.<)
The same principle apply to teaching kids or telling kids things~ its like~ old ppl always say that the kids are too small to understand things we adults know, but, I still stand firm that even though they don't get the exact idea, they can adapt to the changes better than us adult, coz in their world, things are as simple as ABC~
e.g. when I was still in primary, my dad always tell me things that he learn in his world, when talking to his client~ he once told me that one of his client asked him, "u tell me that things are like this, this and this and move like this~ wat if we move back a few step and look around, will things work out better?"
Well, how can a primary sch gal me know how to interpret that whole situation? I just remember the whole story he told me, and remember that he say he learned something from there~ so~after that, when I encounter some situation that I can apply this, I then truely understands the whole idea.
There are a lot more e.g., but this is one that I can now think of^.^
Conclusion, its not a must to understand, but to apply and to adapt that one gains.
Well, I quite take that whole phrase into application, coz, its better to know things earlier, even though it doesn't help much, and I don't even understand a single word of anything told to me.
Remember that during year 2 sem 1, during A&P lecture, Dr. Kim taught us bout the ICAM and VCAM in the endothelium attachment~that time, she say~ this is too complicated, u all don't have to know the mechanism yet, u just have to remember the role of ICAM and VCAM in endothelium attachment.
but then, till now, looking at the notes with the mechanism of ICAM and VCAM, its still the same, = it donno me, I donno it.
So~ wat's the meaning of~ "u don't have to know the mechanism yet"? Its still the same if we know the mechanism from the beginning wat~ (p/s: I am not saying that she is wrong, maybe she did told us the mechanism, but I didn't remember >.<)
The same principle apply to teaching kids or telling kids things~ its like~ old ppl always say that the kids are too small to understand things we adults know, but, I still stand firm that even though they don't get the exact idea, they can adapt to the changes better than us adult, coz in their world, things are as simple as ABC~
e.g. when I was still in primary, my dad always tell me things that he learn in his world, when talking to his client~ he once told me that one of his client asked him, "u tell me that things are like this, this and this and move like this~ wat if we move back a few step and look around, will things work out better?"
Well, how can a primary sch gal me know how to interpret that whole situation? I just remember the whole story he told me, and remember that he say he learned something from there~ so~after that, when I encounter some situation that I can apply this, I then truely understands the whole idea.
There are a lot more e.g., but this is one that I can now think of^.^
Conclusion, its not a must to understand, but to apply and to adapt that one gains.
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