I always have the confidence in me that even I am not among the best, but at least I am standing at the mid-upper level in watever I intend to do.
Maybe most ppl have that confidence in them, and that, I always am confident that I am still doing better than most ppl....
So~ I actually do know where I am standing and know my level of "intelligence", my level of "appearance", and kind of stuff...BUT, I let some1 kind of hit me in the face, telling me (and my fren) that we are nv a threat to "him"...erm...we actually do know that our standard of "intelligence"/ "mode in study" will nv even touch ur feet, but~ do u have to be such arrogant, snobbish, look down on ppl kind of person?
Ok~ say, u r such person in nature, but we are ur frens dude....
Nvm~ in my point, Frens, no kira 1~ watever la~ forgive u in watever way~ coz...u gave 2 souls motivation...even for a short period of time, its enough to make us feel better~
k~ here's the main idea~
God is very fair to every1. Nobody can have all the best things on earth~
What I have u, him, her or them might not have. What u have, I might not have in me, but I have something that God gave it to me that might be better than urs~
So, wat is it that every1 kept having the kia su syndrome, even I have got it in me~ what is wrong with every1??
Jealousy made the best policy? hm...I have to slowly get rid of that syndrome~
Anyway, while I still have the motivation, and the "burning desire" to study....just let me be la~ no matter how tired I am, I will still persist on wat I planned to do...just pray hard that I won't fall sick~
Gambateh kudasai!!
July 31, 2007
July 30, 2007
Girl Stuff
I nv notice that I am having the same mood condition, just like other normal girls~ Erm...this means I am normal~ YAY!!!
The thing that I didn't notice is that I get emo and moody when I am having period, just like other girls have...Maybe my emo pops out coz the period plus the not enough sleep....
Ok, Ok....I am trying to cover myself up to say that I am different...but then...after I realised that I shouldn't be moody, then I switch my thought and mind set to more positive d ar~~ Should forgive me for that gua~
See~ I still am discovering something new, not only bout the world, bout text books, bout life, also~ bout myself....
How interesting life is, rite? ^.^
The thing that I didn't notice is that I get emo and moody when I am having period, just like other girls have...Maybe my emo pops out coz the period plus the not enough sleep....
Ok, Ok....I am trying to cover myself up to say that I am different...but then...after I realised that I shouldn't be moody, then I switch my thought and mind set to more positive d ar~~ Should forgive me for that gua~
See~ I still am discovering something new, not only bout the world, bout text books, bout life, also~ bout myself....
How interesting life is, rite? ^.^
July 29, 2007
Organised blog
I was flipping thru my blog, coz want to label my postings and organise my blog~
I found out that I was really so "wu liao" having life like non last year~ jia lat.....all my mind is only focused on 1 main thing and that's all my life is all about....chek ark!!
How silly I am, looking myself, review back wat I am thinking and have in my life....I kind of pity myself. Aih~ but luckily my life now is not as "wu liao" d~
The "Me" in this year have too much things to be completed, too much to do, too much to know, too much...too much....
I wonder~ how I survive thru those years where I have an empty brain~ so silly and pity~ no wonder I am such a nuisance to ppl, and I am such an annoying person.
I won't be such annoying and nuisance, also wont be "empty" minded at all times d~ Lucky for me that I found it still considered to be erm....early, I supposed.
Nvm~ every1 have to go thru this phase oh being stupid, then found out that he/she is such a silly, annoying, stupid, wu liao person in the past....
Have to go face the wall and think bout myself for a while.....ta~
I found out that I was really so "wu liao" having life like non last year~ jia lat.....all my mind is only focused on 1 main thing and that's all my life is all about....chek ark!!
How silly I am, looking myself, review back wat I am thinking and have in my life....I kind of pity myself. Aih~ but luckily my life now is not as "wu liao" d~
The "Me" in this year have too much things to be completed, too much to do, too much to know, too much...too much....
I wonder~ how I survive thru those years where I have an empty brain~ so silly and pity~ no wonder I am such a nuisance to ppl, and I am such an annoying person.
I won't be such annoying and nuisance, also wont be "empty" minded at all times d~ Lucky for me that I found it still considered to be erm....early, I supposed.
Nvm~ every1 have to go thru this phase oh being stupid, then found out that he/she is such a silly, annoying, stupid, wu liao person in the past....
Have to go face the wall and think bout myself for a while.....ta~
July 28, 2007
Dunkin' Donuts
It's my 1st time to try Dunkin' Donuts~ its quite expensive though~ bout RM2.10 each~ but its just for a personal experience, nvm la~ can't always live in the 1900 age right~
Dunkin donuts is sort of donuts that are "dunk in" something~ e.g. chocolate, chocolate chips, sugar sprinkles, nuts, etc....
But wat I can imagine the flavour and that I am dare to try is only those with chocolate, coz if its yucky, then~ I still can tahan the taste with the lovely, super "orgasmic" chocolate :p (pai sei~ quote the word from "u know who" ^.^)
After eatin, its kind of addicted~ donno it's coz of the thick chocolate, or its the super combination of both....
Here's a pic of the donut, its kind of blurry, coz it's taken with my left hand, with the donut on my right hand, and chocolate sprinkle all over the place....haha~~~
For more info~ check out wikipedia....and the main web page of Dunkin' :
www.dunkindonuts.com
Dunkin donuts is sort of donuts that are "dunk in" something~ e.g. chocolate, chocolate chips, sugar sprinkles, nuts, etc....
But wat I can imagine the flavour and that I am dare to try is only those with chocolate, coz if its yucky, then~ I still can tahan the taste with the lovely, super "orgasmic" chocolate :p (pai sei~ quote the word from "u know who" ^.^)
After eatin, its kind of addicted~ donno it's coz of the thick chocolate, or its the super combination of both....
Here's a pic of the donut, its kind of blurry, coz it's taken with my left hand, with the donut on my right hand, and chocolate sprinkle all over the place....haha~~~
For more info~ check out wikipedia....and the main web page of Dunkin' :
www.dunkindonuts.com
July 27, 2007
Health concerned
I was watching Taiwan entertainment program~ then there's an advertisement in between the fragments, where it is produced by the ministry in Taiwan~ they are just so concerned bout public health....
I think this advertisement is produced due to the bird flu~
The content is as follows:
卫生里报告
住在3号的鸡婆请我跟大家说
买鸡肉的新诀窍
如果想让儿子吃得饱饱孝顺乖巧
让我们都健康每天赚大钱
买鸡肉要注意
<防检局屠宰卫生合格>标志
这都是屠宰卫生检查兽医师严格把关的合格兽肉
请大家千万要认明哦～
“喂～你忘了说买鹅肉鸭肉也一样的～
我是住3号的鸡婆啦～“
I think its very hilarious~ which means attracting publics attention to the advertisement itself, and the younger generation may also memorise the whole thing and then the advertisement become popular and therefore, public's conciousness over the particular thing will be increase~
I think this advertisement is produced due to the bird flu~
The content is as follows:
卫生里报告
住在3号的鸡婆请我跟大家说
买鸡肉的新诀窍
如果想让儿子吃得饱饱孝顺乖巧
让我们都健康每天赚大钱
买鸡肉要注意
<防检局屠宰卫生合格>标志
这都是屠宰卫生检查兽医师严格把关的合格兽肉
请大家千万要认明哦～
“喂～你忘了说买鹅肉鸭肉也一样的～
我是住3号的鸡婆啦～“
I think its very hilarious~ which means attracting publics attention to the advertisement itself, and the younger generation may also memorise the whole thing and then the advertisement become popular and therefore, public's conciousness over the particular thing will be increase~
July 25, 2007
credit cards for summon
Heard bout paying bills online, for phone, electicity, water, internet...how bout summon??
Here comes the "In" thing~
The Malaysian traffic force is going to apply the payment of summon using credit cards, and its just a matter of time for the banks and credit card company to approve the process of payment.
In my opinion, this shouldn't be the case, as in paying summons with credit card...wat??? Its just not the right way to do things. Those ppl can just pay those papers like nothing have ever happen to their wallet, don't have any feeling of pain in the heart for paying for their mis-doings, and IF they just swipe their cards on the machine and later, they go bankrupt or they just can't pay back the money to the bank/company....so, the consequences is that they become the "victim" of credit card.
So, wat happens next?
newspaper and everything came out with the "bad"s of using credit cards, talking bout how many users never show up to pay the credit cards bills, how many ppl kill themselves with all those "payments that will nv be paid"...etc...etc... bla bla and blabla....
Then~ the government will "find solution" to solve the increasing credit card usage, limit the credit card users...etc...etc....
Ok~ here's the point....since its not yet a "problem" and therefore it doesn't need any "solution", so~ y want to find trouble with urself?? *duh*
Also, increasing usage of credit card without 1st measuring "how big is own head", its just not the right mentality to own a credit card....its just normal 3rd world mentality, with "vision" to move towards becoming "1st world" country....*duh* x2
Have "fun" with ur card ^.^
P/s: then regret later....if u don have the right mentality....
Mata~
Here comes the "In" thing~
The Malaysian traffic force is going to apply the payment of summon using credit cards, and its just a matter of time for the banks and credit card company to approve the process of payment.
In my opinion, this shouldn't be the case, as in paying summons with credit card...wat??? Its just not the right way to do things. Those ppl can just pay those papers like nothing have ever happen to their wallet, don't have any feeling of pain in the heart for paying for their mis-doings, and IF they just swipe their cards on the machine and later, they go bankrupt or they just can't pay back the money to the bank/company....so, the consequences is that they become the "victim" of credit card.
So, wat happens next?
newspaper and everything came out with the "bad"s of using credit cards, talking bout how many users never show up to pay the credit cards bills, how many ppl kill themselves with all those "payments that will nv be paid"...etc...etc... bla bla and blabla....
Then~ the government will "find solution" to solve the increasing credit card usage, limit the credit card users...etc...etc....
Ok~ here's the point....since its not yet a "problem" and therefore it doesn't need any "solution", so~ y want to find trouble with urself?? *duh*
Also, increasing usage of credit card without 1st measuring "how big is own head", its just not the right mentality to own a credit card....its just normal 3rd world mentality, with "vision" to move towards becoming "1st world" country....*duh* x2
Have "fun" with ur card ^.^
P/s: then regret later....if u don have the right mentality....
Mata~
July 24, 2007
那討人厌的爱
爱，以成过去, 但心仍抽痛～ 爱，以不在，但仍在心里～ 爱，以中断，但感情仍在～ 是爱吗？是自私吗？是无聊吗？只是回忆吗？是习惯吗？是孤独吗？
我无怨无悔，因我已做完我所該做的～
我把父母，家人对我的关心，担心，都看在眼里，记在心里～我懂他们对我担心的原由, 因我太坚强了～自那天，我不曾在任何人面前为这事掉过一滴眼泪～ 也不曾说过我心底的感觉～ 我连我自己也受骗了～
有就有， 怕什么人知道？ 无聊！！！白痴！！！
我不需同情，我不需知道的人特别来关心我。。。都不需要！！！
最坏的打算？？？零～
就是佛理内所说的～ 没事～ 就是，什么事都没事～ 我两袖清风的来，不带走风，不带走啥～
我生活的原理不变～就是平静，安稳，普通，悠闲，还有最重要的， 快乐！！！
羡慕我？ 是的， 我也开始羡慕我自己了～
我还年轻，不懂世俗～ 不懂人生～ 啥都不懂～ 所以，我做任何事，都不去考虑或担心未来～ 可以说我笨，没责任感，逃避, 但，我就是我！
Still living happily, enjoying my life, living in the present and every seconds, every feeling counts as MY LIFE!
p/s: really no joke, no lies in this last phrase.....
此地无银三百两？？ watever~ ^.^
我无怨无悔，因我已做完我所該做的～
我把父母，家人对我的关心，担心，都看在眼里，记在心里～我懂他们对我担心的原由, 因我太坚强了～自那天，我不曾在任何人面前为这事掉过一滴眼泪～ 也不曾说过我心底的感觉～ 我连我自己也受骗了～
有就有， 怕什么人知道？ 无聊！！！白痴！！！
我不需同情，我不需知道的人特别来关心我。。。都不需要！！！
最坏的打算？？？零～
就是佛理内所说的～ 没事～ 就是，什么事都没事～ 我两袖清风的来，不带走风，不带走啥～
我生活的原理不变～就是平静，安稳，普通，悠闲，还有最重要的， 快乐！！！
羡慕我？ 是的， 我也开始羡慕我自己了～
我还年轻，不懂世俗～ 不懂人生～ 啥都不懂～ 所以，我做任何事，都不去考虑或担心未来～ 可以说我笨，没责任感，逃避, 但，我就是我！
Still living happily, enjoying my life, living in the present and every seconds, every feeling counts as MY LIFE!
p/s: really no joke, no lies in this last phrase.....
此地无银三百两？？ watever~ ^.^
My day~ sleepy
I got less sleep these days...having myself to torture myself, in which I feel good in doing that....yea~ I have something wrong in me~
So...I have done some silly things coz of my "not enough sleep" ness, yesterday and today.
Yesterday, after I parked my car, stepped out, and then yucks!! I step on shit AGAIN!!! but then, i just wipe it away cleanly...went to class, then go home....
Today, when I parked my car, langgar the pavement twice, then engine died once....seems to u like its a very small place, or a difficult place to go in~ NOPE, its super easy place to park...OK, nvm~ then went to Mc D, drive thru, then langgar pavement AGAIN....so dumb....Before that, in the morning, when I drove my car out from the lot, I almost hit a car which just drive over behind my car while I am reversing~ I already checked the mirror b4 reversing, donno its that fellow's fault or mine -.-'''
Anyway~ here's a page bout life to share with all of u....enjoy~ and hope it start to change ur life from then~ Coz, that's wat I always have in mind, just that I doesn't quite apply all those...:p
http://abrahamhicksvideo.wordpress.com/2007/06/29/self-empowering-message/
going to get some sleep d~ =.= Zzzzzzz
So...I have done some silly things coz of my "not enough sleep" ness, yesterday and today.
Yesterday, after I parked my car, stepped out, and then yucks!! I step on shit AGAIN!!! but then, i just wipe it away cleanly...went to class, then go home....
Today, when I parked my car, langgar the pavement twice, then engine died once....seems to u like its a very small place, or a difficult place to go in~ NOPE, its super easy place to park...OK, nvm~ then went to Mc D, drive thru, then langgar pavement AGAIN....so dumb....Before that, in the morning, when I drove my car out from the lot, I almost hit a car which just drive over behind my car while I am reversing~ I already checked the mirror b4 reversing, donno its that fellow's fault or mine -.-'''
Anyway~ here's a page bout life to share with all of u....enjoy~ and hope it start to change ur life from then~ Coz, that's wat I always have in mind, just that I doesn't quite apply all those...:p
http://abrahamhicksvideo.wordpress.com/2007/06/29/self-empowering-message/
going to get some sleep d~ =.= Zzzzzzz
July 23, 2007
Lately~
Lately, I am very easily frustrated bout things....some small, tiny, minute, unnoticed thingy can make me feel irritated~
Is it that I have not enough sleep? or that I have too many things inside my brain...too many things to settle; too much to remember(and that is wat I hate...i don like to remember things); too much to do, but too little done; time flies...etc...etc...
Or it's that the weather change too fast, sometimes sun is in sight, but the next minute, rain drops starts to fall...
Oh ya~ and I found out a way to make my life easier, not to offend ppl with my words...that is~ process less words in my brain, having an empty brain with nothing in it, keeping myself focus on one particular thing, then just listen and smile to the ppl that talk to u~ to do that, sleep less, so that u are too tired and ur brain just can't function properly. The next is not to get urself into trouble with words that carry responsibility~ e.g.: when some1, which u know is the suka kira punya ppl, ask me bout the date of test/to pass up lab report, I just say the date once, then if he/she have doubt/suspect in his/her action, face or words, I will just say that "if u believe, then just take it lor, if not nvm, it doesnt really concerns me"....great rite? but~ it's kind of rough in talking that way...but wat to do??
Also~ if u just don want to tell any "fact" that u supposed it's rite to u to that particular "doubt" fellow~ just make ur face blur and say that ur brain is not functioning....so great :p
conclusion: I am just not in the mood for things irritates me, even in the tiniest way. In which the above sentence means that I am a hedgehog!! don irritate me or I will cucuk u to death!!
Is it that I have not enough sleep? or that I have too many things inside my brain...too many things to settle; too much to remember(and that is wat I hate...i don like to remember things); too much to do, but too little done; time flies...etc...etc...
Or it's that the weather change too fast, sometimes sun is in sight, but the next minute, rain drops starts to fall...
Oh ya~ and I found out a way to make my life easier, not to offend ppl with my words...that is~ process less words in my brain, having an empty brain with nothing in it, keeping myself focus on one particular thing, then just listen and smile to the ppl that talk to u~ to do that, sleep less, so that u are too tired and ur brain just can't function properly. The next is not to get urself into trouble with words that carry responsibility~ e.g.: when some1, which u know is the suka kira punya ppl, ask me bout the date of test/to pass up lab report, I just say the date once, then if he/she have doubt/suspect in his/her action, face or words, I will just say that "if u believe, then just take it lor, if not nvm, it doesnt really concerns me"....great rite? but~ it's kind of rough in talking that way...but wat to do??
Also~ if u just don want to tell any "fact" that u supposed it's rite to u to that particular "doubt" fellow~ just make ur face blur and say that ur brain is not functioning....so great :p
conclusion: I am just not in the mood for things irritates me, even in the tiniest way. In which the above sentence means that I am a hedgehog!! don irritate me or I will cucuk u to death!!
July 21, 2007
Part of Phobia
Every1 have some phobia imprinted in them, its either u choose to accept the fact that u have the phobia or u simply trying to always bluff urself that u r perfect~
Today~I have accepted the fact that I have another phobia that I knew it for a long time, but its that I don really go and think about it~
----->>AGE<<-----
It's kind of hilarious~ maybe I have had too much of the family/parental thought that I have learnt since I am small, that is to respect ppl that is older than u~ It's be'coz I have a huge extended family...in which my dad is kind of the youngest among all~ and that me and my big bro is always kind of seen as "child" -.-'''
Since small, my idea is that any1 that is older than me, I can't talk directly or straight or normal conversation with them~ coz, all I have in mind is respect. If you think that I sort of normal, and that you are seeing the real side of me~ erm...it's probably not me, coz I donno wat I am saying literally, and I actually don't quite express the real thought in my mind to you. Coz, if I did, you might think that I offended u or, if you don feel that way, I will feel very embarrass after that, and the scene will kept replaying in my brain~~
Even it's my bro's fren, or even his gf, or even seniors in secondary or in university, all I have in mind is respect and they are my senior....
-.-'''
how sad~
I one state of view, it's great that I know how to respect others; but on the other way round, I am just not such a sociable person....*sob* *sob*
Maybe, when time goes by, and that I seen more ppl in life or that I myself stepped into the society, I might be able to overcome this particular phobia of mine~
Or~ maybe its just that I don have enough self-confidence in me, that I am always too humble....
Or~ maybe it's only me and myself, that I am born an anti-sociable nerd
How sad, but its still me^.^
Today~I have accepted the fact that I have another phobia that I knew it for a long time, but its that I don really go and think about it~
----->>AGE<<-----
It's kind of hilarious~ maybe I have had too much of the family/parental thought that I have learnt since I am small, that is to respect ppl that is older than u~ It's be'coz I have a huge extended family...in which my dad is kind of the youngest among all~ and that me and my big bro is always kind of seen as "child" -.-'''
Since small, my idea is that any1 that is older than me, I can't talk directly or straight or normal conversation with them~ coz, all I have in mind is respect. If you think that I sort of normal, and that you are seeing the real side of me~ erm...it's probably not me, coz I donno wat I am saying literally, and I actually don't quite express the real thought in my mind to you. Coz, if I did, you might think that I offended u or, if you don feel that way, I will feel very embarrass after that, and the scene will kept replaying in my brain~~
Even it's my bro's fren, or even his gf, or even seniors in secondary or in university, all I have in mind is respect and they are my senior....
-.-'''
how sad~
I one state of view, it's great that I know how to respect others; but on the other way round, I am just not such a sociable person....*sob* *sob*
Maybe, when time goes by, and that I seen more ppl in life or that I myself stepped into the society, I might be able to overcome this particular phobia of mine~
Or~ maybe its just that I don have enough self-confidence in me, that I am always too humble....
Or~ maybe it's only me and myself, that I am born an anti-sociable nerd
How sad, but its still me^.^
July 19, 2007
My Pooh Collection
I just realised that I have some of a collection of Pooh....
It's mostly coz my frens knows that I am a huge fan of Pooh...anything that is related to pooh, and also, the most important contributer is my big bro~ He bought me everything that I don't have in my collection yet...and then, every year during my b'day, I will get a "surprise", which I always love wat he gave to me^.^
I have uploaded the photos of my collection of Pooh in my photo~ just click the icon at the list on the right hand side of the page~
Enjoy~
Hurray Pooh!!!
It's mostly coz my frens knows that I am a huge fan of Pooh...anything that is related to pooh, and also, the most important contributer is my big bro~ He bought me everything that I don't have in my collection yet...and then, every year during my b'day, I will get a "surprise", which I always love wat he gave to me^.^
I have uploaded the photos of my collection of Pooh in my photo~ just click the icon
Enjoy~
Hurray Pooh!!!
July 18, 2007
Floating~Drifting
Lets make things clear 1st~ It's not bout driving or speeding...it's bout thought, ok:p
Have u had the feeling that everything is going the way as you planned, and everything is like at ur fingertips and u are like sitting in the control room of ur own life or part of ur life?? Then, suddenly, u fell deep into the valley, and things starts to go the "wrong" way, and your life goes out of order, uncontrollable, unpredictable, you don't know wat you are doin and who you r, you r confused....totally confused~??
It's how I always felt.
I can't have ppl always speak highly of me or to have expectations out of me~ if so, then I will be floating in the air, and forgot to stand firm on earth~ and suddenly, I figure out it's just a dream, everything breaks into pieces....and so does my heart, and my "self".
I need ppl to step on me, say that I sucks, I am ugly, that I am useless, that I am etc, etc....but, not always la~ sometimes it's me myself that know how much "status"/ what is my stand and where do I stand in a herd....so~ I don mind ppl tell me that~ really don't mind...coz it helps me think real and grab the reality. BUT, don over do it la~ I also have a fragile heart ^.^
I have failed a number of times with that me not being able to capture the mid-point of floating in the air/dream and standing/grabbing the reality~
I did done things that are extreme, which makes my life after it sucks, fail and losses myself~ lost balance of life and hated myself as much as I hated that particular "thing".
Now that I know, I added a new item for me to fulfil in my list~ that is to learn to control the grab of being floating/drifting, but at the same time, being able to stay in reality.
Aza Aza!!!
Have u had the feeling that everything is going the way as you planned, and everything is like at ur fingertips and u are like sitting in the control room of ur own life or part of ur life?? Then, suddenly, u fell deep into the valley, and things starts to go the "wrong" way, and your life goes out of order, uncontrollable, unpredictable, you don't know wat you are doin and who you r, you r confused....totally confused~??
It's how I always felt.
I can't have ppl always speak highly of me or to have expectations out of me~ if so, then I will be floating in the air, and forgot to stand firm on earth~ and suddenly, I figure out it's just a dream, everything breaks into pieces....and so does my heart, and my "self".
I need ppl to step on me, say that I sucks, I am ugly, that I am useless, that I am etc, etc....but, not always la~ sometimes it's me myself that know how much "status"/ what is my stand and where do I stand in a herd....so~ I don mind ppl tell me that~ really don't mind...coz it helps me think real and grab the reality. BUT, don over do it la~ I also have a fragile heart ^.^
I have failed a number of times with that me not being able to capture the mid-point of floating in the air/dream and standing/grabbing the reality~
I did done things that are extreme, which makes my life after it sucks, fail and losses myself~ lost balance of life and hated myself as much as I hated that particular "thing".
Now that I know, I added a new item for me to fulfil in my list~ that is to learn to control the grab of being floating/drifting, but at the same time, being able to stay in reality.
Aza Aza!!!
July 17, 2007
Rashes
Talking bout rashes~ I have had rashes that is sort of systemic running in my body for bout 2 months d~ didn't see doctor nor take any medicine, coz me myself can't think of any reason I have such thing on my body and IF I went to see doctor, he will sure say the same thing, it's allergic reaction, that I have to take antihistamine, or worse, some stupid doctor will give me antibiotics~ where....i don't know y in the hell a Doctor will simply give anything in which it's not bacterial causing for sure~ *duh*
Here's a shot taken with rashes on my knee....coz...when it's goes some other places...well...such as buttocks, I can't take a pic of it and put online rite -.-''' hehe....
Here's a shot taken with rashes on my knee....coz...when it's goes some other places...well...such as buttocks, I can't take a pic of it and put online rite -.-''' hehe....
July 16, 2007
Self
I just came back from Penang~ as usual, it's not holiday and nothing special, just that I have some weirdo goin inside my head:p
And, have some little talk with every1 in the house~
My bro said that I wat I have written in my blog is those that he have had in his when he is in my age, 3 years ago~
Erm...I was thinking~ maybe it's becoz that in this age like mine, I am searching for who I am, searching for acceptance by others, searching for affirmation from other's eyes....But, at the same time, we deny ourselves, deny the fact that we are who we obtained from the search, deny that we are lying to ourselves, deny that we are like who we are~~ then...we try to search for a new self~ that's y, we always have switch personality, switch thought, switch preference over time....sometimes, we every contradict the self in the past ^.^
It's quite normal actually, to have this kind of mind, thought and stage of point...it's a set point of life that every1 have to go through~ just that it comes earlier that others or later.
Anyway~ I am still considered young and have lots of time in life, though I always fear that my life is too short, and that I am getting older each and every seconds and that I don have time to fulfill every item in my wish list~
*sob* *sob* *sob*
Life's like that~ -.-'''
And, have some little talk with every1 in the house~
My bro said that I wat I have written in my blog is those that he have had in his when he is in my age, 3 years ago~
Erm...I was thinking~ maybe it's becoz that in this age like mine, I am searching for who I am, searching for acceptance by others, searching for affirmation from other's eyes....But, at the same time, we deny ourselves, deny the fact that we are who we obtained from the search, deny that we are lying to ourselves, deny that we are like who we are~~ then...we try to search for a new self~ that's y, we always have switch personality, switch thought, switch preference over time....sometimes, we every contradict the self in the past ^.^
It's quite normal actually, to have this kind of mind, thought and stage of point...it's a set point of life that every1 have to go through~ just that it comes earlier that others or later.
Anyway~ I am still considered young and have lots of time in life, though I always fear that my life is too short, and that I am getting older each and every seconds and that I don have time to fulfill every item in my wish list~
*sob* *sob* *sob*
Life's like that~ -.-'''
July 15, 2007
Roast Goose
Dad bought a roast goose from Hong Kong for me "at my request" :p
It's because the roast goose is a delicacy in Hong Kong, in which I find it very delicious...Can't stop thinking bout the taste after I 1st tasted it 2 years before.
So~ can u ever imagine such beautiful, eligant, graceful creature
become~
*Ouch*
It's chinese culture~ we eat almost everything on earth :p
It's because the roast goose is a delicacy in Hong Kong, in which I find it very delicious...Can't stop thinking bout the taste after I 1st tasted it 2 years before.
So~ can u ever imagine such beautiful, eligant, graceful creature
become~
*Ouch*It's chinese culture~ we eat almost everything on earth :p
July 12, 2007
Mind in present, heart in the past~
What would u do if u keep on walking towards the future~Trying very hard to live in present life, but u just can't~ ur mind kept moving forward, but ur heart is still left in the past~
Imagine, after working so hard for today and tomolo, then the next morning, u woke up, open ur eyes and u still live in the past~ ur house is not the house u stayed in last night; ur purse is not the same as that of of yesterday's; ur diary is not that of yesterday's; ur hp is not as that of yesterday's.....BUT, memories is still there~
Scary rite? feeling of wanting to cry out loud?
This is how I feel every now and then, once in a month or a few weeks~ is it sort of the gal thingy, or that I am having minor schizophrenia?
Donno~ all I know is that...I have to be strong, be tough and not to be that gal I used to be already....coz....life is not that easy~ everything happen is to hurt u, to make u loss confidence, to make u believe~
BUT, trust me....everything is a lie~ nothing is so straight forward, nothing is just there becoz of u....
I don believe in anything!! except for myself!!
Being me, having me in the center of my thought.....whether it is the past, present or future...everything will be me and myself. Nothing will take me down again....and don ever even try to make me!
Imagine, after working so hard for today and tomolo, then the next morning, u woke up, open ur eyes and u still live in the past~ ur house is not the house u stayed in last night; ur purse is not the same as that of of yesterday's; ur diary is not that of yesterday's; ur hp is not as that of yesterday's.....BUT, memories is still there~
Scary rite? feeling of wanting to cry out loud?
This is how I feel every now and then, once in a month or a few weeks~ is it sort of the gal thingy, or that I am having minor schizophrenia?
Donno~ all I know is that...I have to be strong, be tough and not to be that gal I used to be already....coz....life is not that easy~ everything happen is to hurt u, to make u loss confidence, to make u believe~
BUT, trust me....everything is a lie~ nothing is so straight forward, nothing is just there becoz of u....
I don believe in anything!! except for myself!!
Being me, having me in the center of my thought.....whether it is the past, present or future...everything will be me and myself. Nothing will take me down again....and don ever even try to make me!
July 11, 2007
complicated?
There are ppl that think life is complicated...of coz~ I have had that in my mind for seconds in the past~ BUT, there is nobody other than urself that can make ur own life complicated as it seems to be to u.
It just simple~ It's just all in ur mind. Keep thinking the same thing, then build up circumstances, making urself a director, making drama of ur own...all scramble, jumble up in ur mind...
In Neuro class~it said something like....thoughts are just neurotransmitters, action potential firing....maybe that's the coz of complications in our thoughts of things.
So...y not keep things simple, think of things that is more important/valuable, then, we could maybe save some energy and neurotransmitters....so that we could have better, healthier brain when we get old...haha~~
It's just some of my imaginary stuff...wasting my neurotransmitters, coz I have tonnes of them:p
Conclusion:- 1) Life is just simple, and everything is just in ur mind.
2) Nobody can make ur life complicated other than urself
Free ur mind!!
It just simple~ It's just all in ur mind. Keep thinking the same thing, then build up circumstances, making urself a director, making drama of ur own...all scramble, jumble up in ur mind...
In Neuro class~it said something like....thoughts are just neurotransmitters, action potential firing....maybe that's the coz of complications in our thoughts of things.
So...y not keep things simple, think of things that is more important/valuable, then, we could maybe save some energy and neurotransmitters....so that we could have better, healthier brain when we get old...haha~~
It's just some of my imaginary stuff...wasting my neurotransmitters, coz I have tonnes of them:p
Conclusion:- 1) Life is just simple, and everything is just in ur mind.
2) Nobody can make ur life complicated other than urself
Free ur mind!!
July 9, 2007
Bandaged leg
Bought myself a calf bandage after a few "attack" of cramps on my right calf~ Counterpain just don work for my skin anymore, maybe coz I have too thick a layer of it~ Hope I will feel better with the protection of the bandage~
Nice leg right?? even with the bandage on :p
Nice leg right?? even with the bandage on :p
4 seasons
Spring, is when flowers starts to bloom~
Everything is a brand new start, every little thing is fresh, exciting and beautiful. World seems to be such a wonderful place to be~ having full spirit in doing things, setting goals and drawing plans....felt happy bout everything around u...everything seems to be going the rite track towards the target set.
Summer, is when sun is shining bright, with heat and colours of the flame on earth~
Everything is pushes to the very limit. It's so damn hot and stressed up. Time seems to be not enough for everything~ plans starts to swing from its set course, target seems to be getting away from plan....felt tensed and uneasy~
Autumn, is when leave starts to dry up for the cold winter, then drop off from the branches~
Everything seems dry and monotonous~ Things and urge starts to slow down, preparing for the ease and relax life. Plans become not so important, targets become impossible to achieve. Excuses stack things up~ life become colder, mood swings easily like the uncertain wind and rain.
Winter, is when snow starts falling, and cold starts crawling up ur spine~
Everything seems to be cold, and all u wanted is a cup of hot coffee or hot choc. Life is with no flame and push to do anything. The only thing in mind is relaxation and filled with enjoyment. Plans and target are nothing. Everything and anything can be wait till spring comes, where weather become soothing and temperature rises abit.
Life~ in each and every year, is like passing a few 4 seasons, having ups and downs; heart with burning desire and an ice-cold heart~
I am glad that life is such a beautiful process, having colourful spring, flaming summer, moody autumn and last but not least, the cold, simple winter.
For me~ I am bout in between summer and autumn now...
Having flaming urge to complete stuff in hand, but, on the other hand, being always emo and having a bit of going downhill mood :p
What season r u in?
Everything is a brand new start, every little thing is fresh, exciting and beautiful. World seems to be such a wonderful place to be~ having full spirit in doing things, setting goals and drawing plans....felt happy bout everything around u...everything seems to be going the rite track towards the target set.
Summer, is when sun is shining bright, with heat and colours of the flame on earth~
Everything is pushes to the very limit. It's so damn hot and stressed up. Time seems to be not enough for everything~ plans starts to swing from its set course, target seems to be getting away from plan....felt tensed and uneasy~
Autumn, is when leave starts to dry up for the cold winter, then drop off from the branches~
Everything seems dry and monotonous~ Things and urge starts to slow down, preparing for the ease and relax life. Plans become not so important, targets become impossible to achieve. Excuses stack things up~ life become colder, mood swings easily like the uncertain wind and rain.
Winter, is when snow starts falling, and cold starts crawling up ur spine~
Everything seems to be cold, and all u wanted is a cup of hot coffee or hot choc. Life is with no flame and push to do anything. The only thing in mind is relaxation and filled with enjoyment. Plans and target are nothing. Everything and anything can be wait till spring comes, where weather become soothing and temperature rises abit.
Life~ in each and every year, is like passing a few 4 seasons, having ups and downs; heart with burning desire and an ice-cold heart~
I am glad that life is such a beautiful process, having colourful spring, flaming summer, moody autumn and last but not least, the cold, simple winter.
For me~ I am bout in between summer and autumn now...
Having flaming urge to complete stuff in hand, but, on the other hand, being always emo and having a bit of going downhill mood :p
What season r u in?
July 8, 2007
Hello Kitty Collection Spree
Some of u might felt weird~ isn't that I love Pooh?? y suddenly hello kitty??
Actually~ I got a bit bored bout Pooh d~:p Also, that now I am super in love with anything pink! and the main colour of Hello Kitty is Pink, in which, I can't resist them -.-'''
Remember that in the previous blog, I say that I want t full collection of either Pooh, Doraemon of Hello Kitty? Think that it's impossible and that I am dreaming? Think that there are no such things that can all be made with hello kitty's pink and cute icon? Here's some examples~
Digital Camera
Mini Fridge
Thermos Set
Laptop
Just in case some of u want to buy my some Hello Kitty stuff, here's some links:
http://shop.sanrio.com/on/demandware.store/Sites-eStore-Site
http://www.giftapolis.com/hellokitty.html
http://www.dreamkitty.com/
And~ for more information bout Hello Kitty, click on the site below:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hello_kitty
Hehe~~Happy Pinky Pinky ^.^
Actually~ I got a bit bored bout Pooh d~:p Also, that now I am super in love with anything pink! and the main colour of Hello Kitty is Pink, in which, I can't resist them -.-'''
Remember that in the previous blog, I say that I want t full collection of either Pooh, Doraemon of Hello Kitty? Think that it's impossible and that I am dreaming? Think that there are no such things that can all be made with hello kitty's pink and cute icon? Here's some examples~
Digital Camera
Mini Fridge
Thermos Set
LaptopJust in case some of u want to buy my some Hello Kitty stuff, here's some links:
http://shop.sanrio.com/on/demandware.store/Sites-eStore-Site
http://www.giftapolis.com/hellokitty.html
http://www.dreamkitty.com/
And~ for more information bout Hello Kitty, click on the site below:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hello_kitty
Hehe~~Happy Pinky Pinky ^.^
July 7, 2007
070707
Today is a memorable day, this series of number, 070707, represents today's date, which only appear once in a millennium...should be a day to be celebrated like celebrating the comings of a millennium. But, who cares wat day is it?
Erm..maybe it's a date that is easy to be remembered, and that's y many tends to get their marriage on this particular day; to open a new shop; to.....etc...etc....
It's a mirror for humans, where it reflects humans are so lazy even to remember a particular date~ so~they try to choose a date which is easy to remember ^.^
What have I done in this particular "special" day?
Normal~ not much ups and downs....
Have to go to uni even it's saturday, and the worse thing is that the class starts at 8am AND, the lecture is super torture, which the lecturer talking in "fragmented" english but we all still have to focus and get the points of wat he is talking about~ I know it's hard to talk in front of a huge class~ but...but.....its really torturing.
Then went to pay my Maxis Broadband bills and then....have a 1 and a half hour sleep.....SATISFIED!!!
Have to finish 2 reports today~continue blogging next time^.^
Erm..maybe it's a date that is easy to be remembered, and that's y many tends to get their marriage on this particular day; to open a new shop; to.....etc...etc....
It's a mirror for humans, where it reflects humans are so lazy even to remember a particular date~ so~they try to choose a date which is easy to remember ^.^
What have I done in this particular "special" day?
Normal~ not much ups and downs....
Have to go to uni even it's saturday, and the worse thing is that the class starts at 8am AND, the lecture is super torture, which the lecturer talking in "fragmented" english but we all still have to focus and get the points of wat he is talking about~ I know it's hard to talk in front of a huge class~ but...but.....its really torturing.
Then went to pay my Maxis Broadband bills and then....have a 1 and a half hour sleep.....SATISFIED!!!
Have to finish 2 reports today~continue blogging next time^.^
July 6, 2007
My birthday~
It's my birthday today~~erm...nothing so great about it...coz life is still continuing, still have to go to class...have to eat, shit and bath....it's just another day~ but the great thing about this day is that u get wished by lots of ppl, get presents if lucky(but I don get any~coz....the things I wanted is too expensive, or that it's things that only me myself can give to me:p
I sort of "celebrated" my birthday with 2 of my best frens in KL~ Darren and Aik Aun...coz they just like accompany for a lunch and a movie for the afternoon...anyway~ thanks to them~ if not...I will have to find some crazy things to do to past my "special" day as I always do since I know how to drive myself^.^
hm....want to know my birthday wish list??
1. A personal jet with license for it
2. An unlimited flight ticket, valid for any country for life long
3. Erm...as for gatget, a brand new digital camera, with high quality images; and a brand new handphone, with functions as in nokia N series (best if the functions are as superb as that in N95/nokia navigator)
4. A complete set of Pooh, Hello Kitty or Doraemon stuff to decorate my whole bed room~ which includes~bed sheet cover, pillow case, clock, tooth brush and bathroom set, book shelf, mouse, soft toy, pen/pencil case, bag, bowl and cutlery, fan, kettle, oven, water bottle, table mat, floor mat, phone, cup....anything that u can think of naming^.^
5. More time for a day, for me to do stuff that I love doin~
6. Erm...*a censored wish*~
7. Money flowing into my bank?
8. Good health and good body shape~
9. Getting better results for exams?
and lastly, as said by every miss universe~World Peace...wahahaha~~
Erm~quite crazy..I know~ but~ it's better to have dream than none rite??^.^
Love and Hugs to all frens that wished me~this gain my luck.....THANKS!!
I sort of "celebrated" my birthday with 2 of my best frens in KL~ Darren and Aik Aun...coz they just like accompany for a lunch and a movie for the afternoon...anyway~ thanks to them~ if not...I will have to find some crazy things to do to past my "special" day as I always do since I know how to drive myself^.^
hm....want to know my birthday wish list??
1. A personal jet with license for it
2. An unlimited flight ticket, valid for any country for life long
3. Erm...as for gatget, a brand new digital camera, with high quality images; and a brand new handphone, with functions as in nokia N series (best if the functions are as superb as that in N95/nokia navigator)
4. A complete set of Pooh, Hello Kitty or Doraemon stuff to decorate my whole bed room~ which includes~bed sheet cover, pillow case, clock, tooth brush and bathroom set, book shelf, mouse, soft toy, pen/pencil case, bag, bowl and cutlery, fan, kettle, oven, water bottle, table mat, floor mat, phone, cup....anything that u can think of naming^.^
5. More time for a day, for me to do stuff that I love doin~
6. Erm...*a censored wish*~
7. Money flowing into my bank?
8. Good health and good body shape~
9. Getting better results for exams?
and lastly, as said by every miss universe~World Peace...wahahaha~~
Erm~quite crazy..I know~ but~ it's better to have dream than none rite??^.^
Love and Hugs to all frens that wished me~this gain my luck.....THANKS!!
It's just a matter of choice
Do u know~ that there are ppl out there that always try to motivate ppl, but in the actually fact, they are trying to motivate themselves? That there are ppl out there that ask ppl to live in the present, not in the future, but they themselves live in total fear of wat might happen in the future? That there are ppl out there that isolated themselves in fear and tremble every single day they are living in? That there are ppl that nv even want to take one simple step out nearer to the risk, not even IN the risk itself?
Aih....maybe I am still young and that I haven't see much of the world~ where ppl say初生之度，不怕虎~ I would like to take risks, but with consideration of wat might happen after that~ which means, I consider the consequences b4 doing things, but if the risk is not that huge, it's worthwhile taking it. Anyway~ it's life, and in life, wat is so great about it, wat's the experience that we can gain, or wat's the true meaning of life if everything is nothing with risk?
Life will be super flat, monotonous, no interesting stuffs, and not much experience gained, coz no pain, no gain rite?
By the way~ I doesn't mean that my life have to be super packed with risks and interesting stuff~coz, in my case, I love risks, but there are still limitations to my life, in which, I am "still a child", not independent and that my choice is mostly dependent on elderly's thought and concept. Of coz, I have my own point of view bout things that I am still trying to get my parents, and my bro to accept them~coz, my family stands firm in the 1st class state in my life, and that everything have to be approved, be accepted and to be known as rite, b4 I do anything~
Coz...coz....I have great respect to both my parents and my brother, and it's not bout chickening or that I just don want to bare any responsibility or that I live in fear~
Life is just a matter of choice, whether u want to live it today, or fear for tomolo and always being living in the fear that u forgot how to live life today. So~ I have one simple question here~ What is the use of living in the fear of tomolo and that u have nv been living today?Do u think that living is still worthwhile? erm...if u think, u believe that fear is part of life that everyday is to have fear and then the day will be full, then...just go ahead~
Life is about choice....even that when u are to be born, ur brain have started to make decision either to be divided into epidermal cells of to be developed into u brain, where u used to decide wat u think. Every morning, when u wake up, the 1st decision u make, consiously or unconsiously is to open ur eyes or not to~ then, to go to class/work, or not to~
So~~I am going too far~
Coming back~ the conclusion.....in my point of view bout life, there is nothing that is impossible, and it is not a thing that cannot be done, only to be choose btw want to, or don want to~
HUMANS~ weird, confused, controversial, an animal which "feels"......they are just a piece of shit, being a handful of sand in christianity point of view, an in buddism, its just a soul+body, which comes to earth coz of reasons缘 accumulated from past life~
One only live life once, and that, every single moment of life is to be treasure, and risks have to be taken~
Aih....maybe I am still young and that I haven't see much of the world~ where ppl say初生之度，不怕虎~ I would like to take risks, but with consideration of wat might happen after that~ which means, I consider the consequences b4 doing things, but if the risk is not that huge, it's worthwhile taking it. Anyway~ it's life, and in life, wat is so great about it, wat's the experience that we can gain, or wat's the true meaning of life if everything is nothing with risk?
Life will be super flat, monotonous, no interesting stuffs, and not much experience gained, coz no pain, no gain rite?
By the way~ I doesn't mean that my life have to be super packed with risks and interesting stuff~coz, in my case, I love risks, but there are still limitations to my life, in which, I am "still a child", not independent and that my choice is mostly dependent on elderly's thought and concept. Of coz, I have my own point of view bout things that I am still trying to get my parents, and my bro to accept them~coz, my family stands firm in the 1st class state in my life, and that everything have to be approved, be accepted and to be known as rite, b4 I do anything~
Coz...coz....I have great respect to both my parents and my brother, and it's not bout chickening or that I just don want to bare any responsibility or that I live in fear~
Life is just a matter of choice, whether u want to live it today, or fear for tomolo and always being living in the fear that u forgot how to live life today. So~ I have one simple question here~ What is the use of living in the fear of tomolo and that u have nv been living today?Do u think that living is still worthwhile? erm...if u think, u believe that fear is part of life that everyday is to have fear and then the day will be full, then...just go ahead~
Life is about choice....even that when u are to be born, ur brain have started to make decision either to be divided into epidermal cells of to be developed into u brain, where u used to decide wat u think. Every morning, when u wake up, the 1st decision u make, consiously or unconsiously is to open ur eyes or not to~ then, to go to class/work, or not to~
So~~I am going too far~
Coming back~ the conclusion.....in my point of view bout life, there is nothing that is impossible, and it is not a thing that cannot be done, only to be choose btw want to, or don want to~
HUMANS~ weird, confused, controversial, an animal which "feels"......they are just a piece of shit, being a handful of sand in christianity point of view, an in buddism, its just a soul+body, which comes to earth coz of reasons缘 accumulated from past life~
One only live life once, and that, every single moment of life is to be treasure, and risks have to be taken~
July 5, 2007
Experiment of the day
Today, we finally finished up our molecular biology experiment, which is the extraction and purification of DNA, then PCR, then electrophoresis~ It takes 3 labs sessions to finish the whole thing.
It's kind of stupid, adding this and that, then put into ice, then put into machines, then try to figure out how to measure the molecular weight of the DNA fragments...but, it's very interesting, learning all the techniques and stuff on how to actually play with such a small, unindentified by the rough eyes, and it's all over our body^.^
Here's some pics of the lab today~ running gel electrophoresis, then developed the gel which is stained by EtBr:-
It's kind of stupid, adding this and that, then put into ice, then put into machines, then try to figure out how to measure the molecular weight of the DNA fragments...but, it's very interesting, learning all the techniques and stuff on how to actually play with such a small, unindentified by the rough eyes, and it's all over our body^.^
Here's some pics of the lab today~ running gel electrophoresis, then developed the gel which is stained by EtBr:-
July 4, 2007
Coffee in Oldtown
Today's lunch...or I should say tea is at old town...coz when I have that, it's already bout 3pm~
The funniest thing is that I didn't bring my purse to uni today, BUT, I still wan go makan with my frens:p The more jia lat thing is~ I still want to shopping...with my gatal hands -.-'''
I've got no money to pay for my food, didn't bring my jusco card, so have to pinjam from fren also to pay the parking...then~ still, went to Watson to buy the girly stuff -.-'''
I am really no help and is qualified to die d:p
Ok~ this is the photo of a cup of coffee in oldtown, which in my dad's point of view, a standard cup of coffee have to be like this:
The old town coffee really superb! The taste even without adding sugar is very smooth like silk on the tongue, then the taste and smell goes smoothly through the throat, passing the aroma into the nasal passage.
Erm....did old town gave me any advertisement fee?? :p
Anyway~ it's just a superb cup of coffee with the silky taste, smooth feeling on the tongue, the excellent sensation that excite ur nerves....wow~keat!
The funniest thing is that I didn't bring my purse to uni today, BUT, I still wan go makan with my frens:p The more jia lat thing is~ I still want to shopping...with my gatal hands -.-'''
I've got no money to pay for my food, didn't bring my jusco card, so have to pinjam from fren also to pay the parking...then~ still, went to Watson to buy the girly stuff -.-'''
I am really no help and is qualified to die d:p
Ok~ this is the photo of a cup of coffee in oldtown, which in my dad's point of view, a standard cup of coffee have to be like this:
The old town coffee really superb! The taste even without adding sugar is very smooth like silk on the tongue, then the taste and smell goes smoothly through the throat, passing the aroma into the nasal passage.Erm....did old town gave me any advertisement fee?? :p
Anyway~ it's just a superb cup of coffee with the silky taste, smooth feeling on the tongue, the excellent sensation that excite ur nerves....wow~keat!
July 3, 2007
KFC- X meal
This is wat I got when I bought an X- meal from KFC~ a fantastic4 CD file
and~ can anyone guess wat this yucky, shit-like thing is??
it's....erm.....cheesy wedges~ wahahaha~~^.^
and~ can anyone guess wat this yucky, shit-like thing is??
it's....erm.....cheesy wedges~ wahahaha~~^.^
Feelings
Do u know wat humans have in priority of other organisms? Brains, which consists of nerves, neurons, axons, dendrites, glial cells etc... in humans brain, it is where feelings are from.
Happy, sad, fear, nervousness, jealousy, excitement, disgusting, emo...etc....all are from our brain.
To have a human brain can be one of our advantage living as a human, BUT, it is also a disadvantage.
It makes us remember things that we should forget, fear for things that we shouldn't, being emo for no reasons, easily excited over small things, being happy though we should felt sad, felt nervous even it's nothing to tremble us in anyway~
So, is having brain still an advantage? the answer is yes and no
Yes, as in the point that I can feel, being emo for no reason, then being myself, crying my heart out in the middle of the night when felt down, laugh out loud in a crowd like nobody is around me, felt excited when ppl asked me out....felt guilty when I do some little small thing like lie to my family (sorry...I just want some excitement in life:p), being super happy and enlighten my seeing a small little butterfly fly across my way and then settle on a flower petal in a sunny morning~ etc....etc....
No, in the sense that if I can feel, I will think too much, having all troubles and uneasiness surrounding me~though I don't feel down"ness", uneasiness, and emo often for a long time d~ but I just don want the pessimistic me to come back again....NEVER AGAIN~
I love my brain~ for I can express myself better than others in words...I can feel the beautiful"ness" of the world~and the most important thing is~ nyak nyak nyak~ i don want to tell u :p also, another important thing is,my brain makes my life wonderful, fill with colours and no time for boredom!
I LOVE MY BRAIN!!
also~
I love myself, my soul that came back to me already....nyak nyak nyak~ life will be superly excited, filled with roller coaster ride in the coming days....nyak nyak!! ^-^
Happy, sad, fear, nervousness, jealousy, excitement, disgusting, emo...etc....all are from our brain.
To have a human brain can be one of our advantage living as a human, BUT, it is also a disadvantage.
It makes us remember things that we should forget, fear for things that we shouldn't, being emo for no reasons, easily excited over small things, being happy though we should felt sad, felt nervous even it's nothing to tremble us in anyway~
So, is having brain still an advantage? the answer is yes and no
Yes, as in the point that I can feel, being emo for no reason, then being myself, crying my heart out in the middle of the night when felt down, laugh out loud in a crowd like nobody is around me, felt excited when ppl asked me out....felt guilty when I do some little small thing like lie to my family (sorry...I just want some excitement in life:p), being super happy and enlighten my seeing a small little butterfly fly across my way and then settle on a flower petal in a sunny morning~ etc....etc....
No, in the sense that if I can feel, I will think too much, having all troubles and uneasiness surrounding me~though I don't feel down"ness", uneasiness, and emo often for a long time d~ but I just don want the pessimistic me to come back again....NEVER AGAIN~
I love my brain~ for I can express myself better than others in words...I can feel the beautiful"ness" of the world~and the most important thing is~ nyak nyak nyak~ i don want to tell u :p also, another important thing is,my brain makes my life wonderful, fill with colours and no time for boredom!
I LOVE MY BRAIN!!
also~
I love myself, my soul that came back to me already....nyak nyak nyak~ life will be superly excited, filled with roller coaster ride in the coming days....nyak nyak!! ^-^
July 2, 2007
Enjoyable weekend
I've just had a wonderful weekend~ thought super tiring, not enough sleep and it felt as though I don even have a weekend at all. However, I'm lovin it~~ starts to really fall in love with my life and with myself. I've nv imagine myself can have such days.
Time is really fully packed and there's no time to think logically, to study as I planned, to relax as I always do, to stare at the ceiling doing nothing.... and it really does feels great. THIS, is wat I call knocking myself with a hammer, and it really feels great when u stop knocking urself even that I don actually knock myself hard enough or long enough. Maybe, I have to gradually get to the stage that I knock so hard that I can hardly felt a thing^.^
It's really great when I came back home late at night, seeing my bed and my laptop, I actually missed them so much that I just collapse on my bed after checking on my laptop for bout 5 minutes.
Erm~~I really should study as hard as I play though~:p
Time is really fully packed and there's no time to think logically, to study as I planned, to relax as I always do, to stare at the ceiling doing nothing.... and it really does feels great. THIS, is wat I call knocking myself with a hammer, and it really feels great when u stop knocking urself even that I don actually knock myself hard enough or long enough. Maybe, I have to gradually get to the stage that I knock so hard that I can hardly felt a thing^.^
It's really great when I came back home late at night, seeing my bed and my laptop, I actually missed them so much that I just collapse on my bed after checking on my laptop for bout 5 minutes.
Erm~~I really should study as hard as I play though~:p
June 27, 2007
Weird--> chocolate
It's weird u know....I mean, humans are weird~
1. When they have wat they have, they just don't know how to appreciate.
2. They are jealous on every little thing on other ppl, and at the same time, they themselves being jealous/admired by others on things they have and not on others.
3. They live life like they have a few chances.
4. They grow, become matured, become sick and old, become don have much sense of humour, become donno wat is fun and enjoy, become "think too much" kind of ppl.
5. They always find new target, and once achieved, start finding a new 1, and don enjoy the moments they have.
6. In the beginning of life, they say, they have to "live till old and learn till old", but they eventually forgot the phrase and think that they are the best.
7. They kept on comparing themselves with others, but it seems like there's a saying that "every1 is unique"
8. They kept complaining bout things once they learn about their "rights"
9. They gossips once they know how to talk, misusing the purpose of communicating.
10. They think pessimistically on anything under the sun, which, makes themselves angry and moody.
....11....12....
Life~ every1 have their very own version of it.
It's said to be like drama/movie, where it starts, then gets to the story line, then peaks and ends.
It's said that it is for us, humans to suffer and experience life.
It's said that it is for us to find ourselves, our motives, our journey.
....there are so many saying about life....
I just got an idea about life. Life (including love, family, frens, job, studies...) is like eating/enjoying a bar of chocolate~1st having a chance to choose the flavor/the combination, then, once u have ur choice in ur hands, u starts to taste it.
Some ppl will complain bout the bit of bitterness; some will complain bout the over sweetness; some will just enjoy the whole bar, experiencing and enjoying taste till the last mouthful of chocolate.
Chocolate~it is a desert with a little bit of bitterness surrounded by sweet, creamy, milky, dopamine excitatory sensation.
As that in life, there are lots of things that are wonderful, colourful and "sweet"...e.g. woke up by the chirp of birds outside the window every morning, having a chance to have breakfast with family, having ppl to talk to and to argue with....etc...etc...
Of coz, life is not always "sweet". A little bit of bitterness will contrast they well-beingness that one have, and then, one will know how to appreciate wat they have more.
Ok~ u might say that I nv have had any super hard time in my life yet, of that I am cold blooded in some way...but anyway~ it's how I think life should be, no matter wat ur life is like...be greatful and optimistic always!
Quote: If God closes a door in front of u, He sure will have opened another window else where for u^.^
1. When they have wat they have, they just don't know how to appreciate.
2. They are jealous on every little thing on other ppl, and at the same time, they themselves being jealous/admired by others on things they have and not on others.
3. They live life like they have a few chances.
4. They grow, become matured, become sick and old, become don have much sense of humour, become donno wat is fun and enjoy, become "think too much" kind of ppl.
5. They always find new target, and once achieved, start finding a new 1, and don enjoy the moments they have.
6. In the beginning of life, they say, they have to "live till old and learn till old", but they eventually forgot the phrase and think that they are the best.
7. They kept on comparing themselves with others, but it seems like there's a saying that "every1 is unique"
8. They kept complaining bout things once they learn about their "rights"
9. They gossips once they know how to talk, misusing the purpose of communicating.
10. They think pessimistically on anything under the sun, which, makes themselves angry and moody.
....11....12....
Life~ every1 have their very own version of it.
It's said to be like drama/movie, where it starts, then gets to the story line, then peaks and ends.
It's said that it is for us, humans to suffer and experience life.
It's said that it is for us to find ourselves, our motives, our journey.
....there are so many saying about life....
I just got an idea about life. Life (including love, family, frens, job, studies...) is like eating/enjoying a bar of chocolate~1st having a chance to choose the flavor/the combination, then, once u have ur choice in ur hands, u starts to taste it.
Some ppl will complain bout the bit of bitterness; some will complain bout the over sweetness; some will just enjoy the whole bar, experiencing and enjoying taste till the last mouthful of chocolate.
Chocolate~it is a desert with a little bit of bitterness surrounded by sweet, creamy, milky, dopamine excitatory sensation.
As that in life, there are lots of things that are wonderful, colourful and "sweet"...e.g. woke up by the chirp of birds outside the window every morning, having a chance to have breakfast with family, having ppl to talk to and to argue with....etc...etc...
Of coz, life is not always "sweet". A little bit of bitterness will contrast they well-beingness that one have, and then, one will know how to appreciate wat they have more.
Ok~ u might say that I nv have had any super hard time in my life yet, of that I am cold blooded in some way...but anyway~ it's how I think life should be, no matter wat ur life is like...be greatful and optimistic always!
Quote: If God closes a door in front of u, He sure will have opened another window else where for u^.^
June 26, 2007
slamming car door on leg
Have any1 been so silly as to slam the car door on their leg when closing it? erm~ i should be the only one :p
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
June 20, 2007
knocking yourself with a hammer
I was watching Grey's anatomy~ and I found a phrase very interesting : Why do ppl love knocking themselves with a hammer? It's because they simply love the pain or that it simply feels good when you stop.
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
June 16, 2007
Living in the present, not in the past, not in the future!
This is an article my auntie forwarded to me via e-mail~ It's very very sensible, and it's wat I am trying to achieve~ but ppl kept saying that I am wasting my time, and saying that the only thing I know is to waste money...here's a big BLEK:P to u that say that...wahahaha~~~
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
June 7, 2007
PM of Malaysia getting married~
The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is getting married with Jeanne Abdullah, 53 this saturday~ which is tomolo~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
Proud to be Malaysian
Last time, I used to complain that y "those ppl" want to talk to me in Malay even I am in an international kind of restaurant or fast food restaurant, for e.g., Secret Recipe, Mc Donalds...etc...
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
June 6, 2007
Why am I here?
It's 11.30am in the morning~ why am I here online?? Coz its raining outside, and I am in the S block of the campus. Can't go to the library as I don't want to get myself wet.
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
June 3, 2007
Passion
It's raining heavily now, with lightnings and thunders every now and then~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
June 1, 2007
1st week in new sem
1st week of the new sem is great....interesting and happy for me...y?? coz...hm....suddenly have a feeling that I have a very clear mind/brain on wat I am doing, what I plan for and a cold, calm heart.
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
May 25, 2007
Relieved!
Finally....after so long of a dream and living in my own world, where I kept hypnotising and lying to myself, I woke up, having my mind cleared, my heart beat normally and felt really relieved.
I have had all things in the pass 3 years summed up and ended nicely and peacefully. Now, having new connection and new "dream", the feeling was very comfortable, very relieved and I have add another fren in my list (as I don have much of them).
Frenship forever!! (U know who u r^.^)
FIND ME WHEN U R FREE!!
*hugs* *hugs*
I have had all things in the pass 3 years summed up and ended nicely and peacefully. Now, having new connection and new "dream", the feeling was very comfortable, very relieved and I have add another fren in my list (as I don have much of them).
Frenship forever!! (U know who u r^.^)
FIND ME WHEN U R FREE!!
*hugs* *hugs*
May 24, 2007
surounded by happiness and well-beingness
I am surrounded by happiness and well-beingness (xing4 fu2 in mandarin) from both my parents and of coz, some from my bro that care for me much but doesn't show in his actions.
Both my parents care and think on my behalf of me on things that I wanted to do or that I wished to do, but sometimes too much. I know and I understand that they just don want me to fall down, as in some cases, once u fall, there's no way u can get up again in ur entire life. I didn't fell much in my 21 years of my life, having everything set up and well prepared for me to walk thru, that I doesn't learn things by myself falling down but learning from other ppl's mistake or from the presumptions of my parents.
I understand that its all for my own good....and that is y I am always an obedient girl that always ask for permission to do anything 1st.
I am so surrounded by happiness and well-beingness that I wished I fell and I really did...and I still can't stand up (which only me myself know), and continue my life as I never fell b4. Anyway, I still wished to fall down in other aspect, learning things in different field and about society and life, not only learning from the presumptions and by only looking other ppl falling down and don really know the most in depth feeling of the fall.
I want to feel...but I just it really hurts deeply and hard to heal...Nothing have both sides of goodness. One will nv get both sides of advantages from one action. There's always the good and the bad....
hm...that's the thing...so...I am now trying to work towards wat I dreamt for, not considering the presumptions and argue that happened in btw about the good and bad of wat I wanted to do since I am small. Gambateh!! have to work and study real hard to get wat I wan...I will get wat I wan!
Both my parents care and think on my behalf of me on things that I wanted to do or that I wished to do, but sometimes too much. I know and I understand that they just don want me to fall down, as in some cases, once u fall, there's no way u can get up again in ur entire life. I didn't fell much in my 21 years of my life, having everything set up and well prepared for me to walk thru, that I doesn't learn things by myself falling down but learning from other ppl's mistake or from the presumptions of my parents.
I understand that its all for my own good....and that is y I am always an obedient girl that always ask for permission to do anything 1st.
I am so surrounded by happiness and well-beingness that I wished I fell and I really did...and I still can't stand up (which only me myself know), and continue my life as I never fell b4. Anyway, I still wished to fall down in other aspect, learning things in different field and about society and life, not only learning from the presumptions and by only looking other ppl falling down and don really know the most in depth feeling of the fall.
I want to feel...but I just it really hurts deeply and hard to heal...Nothing have both sides of goodness. One will nv get both sides of advantages from one action. There's always the good and the bad....
hm...that's the thing...so...I am now trying to work towards wat I dreamt for, not considering the presumptions and argue that happened in btw about the good and bad of wat I wanted to do since I am small. Gambateh!! have to work and study real hard to get wat I wan...I will get wat I wan!
itchy
woke up very itchy every morning in Penang...i mean...really itchy....
Mom says that my room is too dirty d, with birds on the roof top and that I haven't have time to clean my room well since centuries that I have been to university in KL and don have much time at home.
Erm....I know that I am quite a dirty and untidy person...but...wat to do:p
K la~ I go clean it for the coming 4 days' comfort...haha~~
Mom says that my room is too dirty d, with birds on the roof top and that I haven't have time to clean my room well since centuries that I have been to university in KL and don have much time at home.
Erm....I know that I am quite a dirty and untidy person...but...wat to do:p
K la~ I go clean it for the coming 4 days' comfort...haha~~
May 23, 2007
Trip to Germany --> Part 3
Day 6:- Going to Passau again~ coz the day before, we only pass by the city, not having enough time to actually walk through the whole city.
Erm....we always have had a walking tour anywhere, taking a map, then figure out all the interesting places and buildings in the city. Its starting to get bored with all those building in Germany, which they all looks almost the same:p However, there's this Church which we went in, it's super awesome~ the drawings on the walls and ceilings , also, the sculpture on both sides of the inside of the church and the glass works...superb!!
There's also sort of a castle on the opposite site of the Danube river, but...we were all too tired and lazy to walk to the other side....so...just took a few pictures of it and then head back^.^
Here's some pic~
Day 7:- Regensburg day~ We went through some brochures and found out that there are some buildings and interesting things that we have to see in Regensburg~ So~ here we go~
This day is the day, which sort of like Jesus's memorial day~ The whole city is almost dead, where there were no shops open, except those selling food and beverages....and there are sounds of bells from churches everywhere....
We went into a church (St. Paul's, I think~:p) which is very very heritage~ no body will ever thought of that the church is still in use till now. There was a procession in the church, in which, what I love most is that the voice of prayers and hymn singing seems to be so harmony, peaceful and very very soothing~ I intend to record it, but it's kind of impossible -.-'''
Then, there is this bridge, which is recognise by the UNESCO, as one of the world's herritage... The view from on top of the bridge tower is amazing~ we have had a 360 degrees view of the city, and we can see the "eye" of the city (fairies wheel) from a far~
We have our lunch in a restaurant on the opposite site of the bridge...where we ordered a pizza, shared by the 3 of us...plus~ a super huge, most beautiful glass of strawberry ice cream as our dessert....AWESOME!!!
This is the only day which we can see a little bit of snow from a far from our resort~...quite disappointed...but at least we have something, better than none ^.^
Day 8:- After so many days of staying in Bayerisch Eisenstein, we haven't explore the small little town~ So, today, we planned to just take our time, and then walked in the forest reserve, as the forest reserve is said to be one of the oldest forest in the world --> The Bavaria Forest.
It's kind of like jungle tracking, where we walked through the jungle going from one town to the other....after bout 2 hours plus of walking, we reached an area for the jungle tracker to rest and have lunch....we gave up of continue walking to the other town...wave down a bus...which it takes us to the train station...then..we took the train back...
Oh ya~ there's this coffee shop, which is the "real" coffee shop in the town. The shop owner is a collector of all coffee makers from all over the world, from ancient to modern...the whole shop is full of coffee maker and the decoration is very "fairy tale". I kind of like the life style of the shop owner~ having himself as a coffee lover, making coffee for ppl to drink as his hobby...then his wife (I suppose) makes home made cakes, which is yum yum~ also~ they makes super delicious chocolate, which have rum, alcohol and kinds of thing in the inside of the chocolate, which after we took one(the owner give us free), then the 3 of us, after went out of the shop, screamed together on how undescribable the delicious chocolate is~
Erm....we always have had a walking tour anywhere, taking a map, then figure out all the interesting places and buildings in the city. Its starting to get bored with all those building in Germany, which they all looks almost the same:p However, there's this Church which we went in, it's super awesome~ the drawings on the walls and ceilings , also, the sculpture on both sides of the inside of the church and the glass works...superb!!
There's also sort of a castle on the opposite site of the Danube river, but...we were all too tired and lazy to walk to the other side....so...just took a few pictures of it and then head back^.^
Here's some pic~
Day 7:- Regensburg day~ We went through some brochures and found out that there are some buildings and interesting things that we have to see in Regensburg~ So~ here we go~
This day is the day, which sort of like Jesus's memorial day~ The whole city is almost dead, where there were no shops open, except those selling food and beverages....and there are sounds of bells from churches everywhere....
We went into a church (St. Paul's, I think~:p) which is very very heritage~ no body will ever thought of that the church is still in use till now. There was a procession in the church, in which, what I love most is that the voice of prayers and hymn singing seems to be so harmony, peaceful and very very soothing~ I intend to record it, but it's kind of impossible -.-'''
Then, there is this bridge, which is recognise by the UNESCO, as one of the world's herritage... The view from on top of the bridge tower is amazing~ we have had a 360 degrees view of the city, and we can see the "eye" of the city (fairies wheel) from a far~
We have our lunch in a restaurant on the opposite site of the bridge...where we ordered a pizza, shared by the 3 of us...plus~ a super huge, most beautiful glass of strawberry ice cream as our dessert....AWESOME!!!
This is the only day which we can see a little bit of snow from a far from our resort~...quite disappointed...but at least we have something, better than none ^.^
Day 8:- After so many days of staying in Bayerisch Eisenstein, we haven't explore the small little town~ So, today, we planned to just take our time, and then walked in the forest reserve, as the forest reserve is said to be one of the oldest forest in the world --> The Bavaria Forest.It's kind of like jungle tracking, where we walked through the jungle going from one town to the other....after bout 2 hours plus of walking, we reached an area for the jungle tracker to rest and have lunch....we gave up of continue walking to the other town...wave down a bus...which it takes us to the train station...then..we took the train back...
Oh ya~ there's this coffee shop, which is the "real" coffee shop in the town. The shop owner is a collector of all coffee makers from all over the world, from ancient to modern...the whole shop is full of coffee maker and the decoration is very "fairy tale". I kind of like the life style of the shop owner~ having himself as a coffee lover, making coffee for ppl to drink as his hobby...then his wife (I suppose) makes home made cakes, which is yum yum~ also~ they makes super delicious chocolate, which have rum, alcohol and kinds of thing in the inside of the chocolate, which after we took one(the owner give us free), then the 3 of us, after went out of the shop, screamed together on how undescribable the delicious chocolate is~
Trip to Germany --> Part 2
Day 3:- We woke up at 5am in the morning, coz don want to wait for the bus, as the bus was scheduled to come at 9+ am...too late for us to go any where d~ So...wat silly, insane thing we did? we walk from the place we stayed, called Brennes, to the train station at Bayerisch Eisenstein, which, is 7+km from where we stay...
We planned to go to Czech Republic for a visit, because Bayerisch Eisenstein is situated on the border of Germany and Czech Republic.
Went to a place, which no body knows where, Spicak. It's kind of a place where the locals go for holiday, for hill climbing, or some elderly go there for a cup of coffee on top of the hill. Lots of German go to Czech because the exchange rate is very low~ it's bout 35 times smaller than Euro, and therefore, bout 7 times smaller than ringgit. In Spicak, we followed a group of primary school kids, coz they looked like having a holiday lead by their teacher and also, we don't know where can we go in the 1st place. We ended up riding a very very old chair lift, taking us up the hill. The view up the hill is awesome! Having our lunch on top of the hill....superb!! ^.^
Day 4:- Walked down hill from Brennes again early in the morning, start walking from 5am in the morning, because we planned to take the 1st train to Czech again...going to Plizen (which in english is Pilsen). It's quite a big city...but very very superly hot...I think it's about 30 degree celcius. Having no idea and basics in any of both German and Czech languages, we still managed to make our way to the destination we planned.
The Czech train going to Plizen is damn slow...i think it's worse than KTM in Malaysia(that's y I loved Malaysia more after my holiday). Anyway, there are lots of historical buildings in Plizen. Also, the city is well organised with beautiful garden where those westerners sun bath, read books under the red hot sun, give their dogs a walk...etc...etc. We have had our lunch in one of the historical looking building, which seems to be a high class restaurant~ordered 3 pastas, but end up being too full~:p It's quite cheap though~ compared to having that kind of lunch in Germany la~of coz~
We made our decision to shop for groceries in Czech, as we think that it will be cheaper compared to getting groceries in Germany itself. However, the groceries in Czech doesn't accept Euro. What to do?? exchange the money~ from Euro to Koruna in a bank.
Oh ya~ we also bought a box full of huge strawberries...almost as huge as my palm
Day 5:- This is the day where we are going for a cruise on the Danube river (which is also known as Danao in German). Erm...after 2 days of walking down hill from the resort, we finally decided that it's better for us to call the taxi, which took us up the hill to the resort on the 1st day we reach...it's 12 euro 1 way...but we just can't help any more, coz 1stly, it's quite cheap compared to we rent a car, and have to drive on the left hand side..and 2ndly, we were having pain all over our body after 2 days walking:p
k~ back to the cruise~ We started our cruise at Dangadoff, and ends at Passau. We have our lunch, or I should say brunch on board...quite a luxury...but~ all we spend is mostly on food...so~ food is the thing we enjoyed most everywhere:p The cruise was exciting at the beginning, hoping to see nice view, scenery and buildings we can't see in Malaysia~ Then...after an hour or so~ the cruise became boring~~When the "boring" mood reaches its tip~ suddenly, every1 on board went to the top deck, maybe coz of some announcement made bout something interesting...BUT, in German -.-''' however, we, the 3 smart ppl, can also see wat's happening and wat's that interesting thing~ a gate, which separates 2 different levels of water on a river, making the water level reach the level of the other side before the cruise ship can sail~ And THAT is the peak of the whole cruise.
**Note that the gate in this pic above is opening, and the water level at the beginning is on the top, where the colour of the wall is darker, which is wet...(hope u guys know wat I am trying to say)
We planned to go to Czech Republic for a visit, because Bayerisch Eisenstein is situated on the border of Germany and Czech Republic.
Went to a place, which no body knows where, Spicak. It's kind of a place where the locals go for holiday, for hill climbing, or some elderly go there for a cup of coffee on top of the hill. Lots of German go to Czech because the exchange rate is very low~ it's bout 35 times smaller than Euro, and therefore, bout 7 times smaller than ringgit. In Spicak, we followed a group of primary school kids, coz they looked like having a holiday lead by their teacher and also, we don't know where can we go in the 1st place. We ended up riding a very very old chair lift, taking us up the hill. The view up the hill is awesome! Having our lunch on top of the hill....superb!! ^.^
Day 4:- Walked down hill from Brennes again early in the morning, start walking from 5am in the morning, because we planned to take the 1st train to Czech again...going to Plizen (which in english is Pilsen). It's quite a big city...but very very superly hot...I think it's about 30 degree celcius. Having no idea and basics in any of both German and Czech languages, we still managed to make our way to the destination we planned.The Czech train going to Plizen is damn slow...i think it's worse than KTM in Malaysia(that's y I loved Malaysia more after my holiday). Anyway, there are lots of historical buildings in Plizen. Also, the city is well organised with beautiful garden where those westerners sun bath, read books under the red hot sun, give their dogs a walk...etc...etc. We have had our lunch in one of the historical looking building, which seems to be a high class restaurant~ordered 3 pastas, but end up being too full~:p It's quite cheap though~ compared to having that kind of lunch in Germany la~of coz~
We made our decision to shop for groceries in Czech, as we think that it will be cheaper compared to getting groceries in Germany itself. However, the groceries in Czech doesn't accept Euro. What to do?? exchange the money~ from Euro to Koruna in a bank.
Oh ya~ we also bought a box full of huge strawberries...almost as huge as my palm
Day 5:- This is the day where we are going for a cruise on the Danube river (which is also known as Danao in German). Erm...after 2 days of walking down hill from the resort, we finally decided that it's better for us to call the taxi, which took us up the hill to the resort on the 1st day we reach...it's 12 euro 1 way...but we just can't help any more, coz 1stly, it's quite cheap compared to we rent a car, and have to drive on the left hand side..and 2ndly, we were having pain all over our body after 2 days walking:p
k~ back to the cruise~ We started our cruise at Dangadoff, and ends at Passau. We have our lunch, or I should say brunch on board...quite a luxury...but~ all we spend is mostly on food...so~ food is the thing we enjoyed most everywhere:p The cruise was exciting at the beginning, hoping to see nice view, scenery and buildings we can't see in Malaysia~ Then...after an hour or so~ the cruise became boring~~When the "boring" mood reaches its tip~ suddenly, every1 on board went to the top deck, maybe coz of some announcement made bout something interesting...BUT, in German -.-''' however, we, the 3 smart ppl, can also see wat's happening and wat's that interesting thing~ a gate, which separates 2 different levels of water on a river, making the water level reach the level of the other side before the cruise ship can sail~ And THAT is the peak of the whole cruise.
**Note that the gate in this pic above is opening, and the water level at the beginning is on the top, where the colour of the wall is darker, which is wet...(hope u guys know wat I am trying to say)
Trip to Germany --> Part 1
hihi~I'm back again....talking bout my Germany trip. Maybe that I am too tired to talk things or that I am having other things in my mind that bothers me and makes me not as excited bout the trip after I came back....or that I still haven't get used to the time change -.-'''
K~ enough bout nonsense....here's the summary:
Day 1:- Fly from KL straight to Germany, having the whole night on the plane, don have much of rest but excited and not feeling any sleepiness in us. Just after got down from the plane in Frankfurt, took a train to Munich, then start our walking tour in Munich. We are a bit of crazy, walked the distance of 4 subway stations even we have the ticket for the whole day:p Bought 2 Pig knuckles from a fast food stall beside the road...and that u can imagine that pig knuckles is very like their everyday food. Erm...don have much words to describe...heres some photo of the day:
Day 2:- Went to English garden in Munich before moving to Bayerisch Eisenstein, where the RCI resort is situated. The English garden is a very beautiful place to go...with fresh air, cooling weather, and the scenery...hm....quite "ulu" in some spots, and a lot of locals go there to jog, cycle and get their dogs a sweet morning. It's almost like botanical garden in Penang, but~ much beautiful, much ori, much more natural.
And then, there is sort of Market near our hotel in Munich when we went back to the hotel...so we go and walk around. There is this stall, selling "deep fried flower", which the flower is called eldar( should be spelled like that gua:p). Also, the stall selling pork is so so clean~ not like those in Malaysia~
K~ enough bout nonsense....here's the summary:
Day 1:- Fly from KL straight to Germany, having the whole night on the plane, don have much of rest but excited and not feeling any sleepiness in us. Just after got down from the plane in Frankfurt, took a train to Munich, then start our walking tour in Munich. We are a bit of crazy, walked the distance of 4 subway stations even we have the ticket for the whole day:p Bought 2 Pig knuckles from a fast food stall beside the road...and that u can imagine that pig knuckles is very like their everyday food. Erm...don have much words to describe...heres some photo of the day:
Day 2:- Went to English garden in Munich before moving to Bayerisch Eisenstein, where the RCI resort is situated. The English garden is a very beautiful place to go...with fresh air, cooling weather, and the scenery...hm....quite "ulu" in some spots, and a lot of locals go there to jog, cycle and get their dogs a sweet morning. It's almost like botanical garden in Penang, but~ much beautiful, much ori, much more natural.
And then, there is sort of Market near our hotel in Munich when we went back to the hotel...so we go and walk around. There is this stall, selling "deep fried flower", which the flower is called eldar( should be spelled like that gua:p). Also, the stall selling pork is so so clean~ not like those in Malaysia~
May 22, 2007
Back in Action
I've been away for a while now, went to Germany for holiday. Came back tired but satisfied with the trip.
Sorry that I can't get the summary of the trip and the photo posted up today, as I have to edit the photos and get the photos into my comp.
Too tired and dizzy to think of things to write. But, with all the efforts I made to make my brain fully occupied, and my calender filled with subjects, I still gets frustrated and confused over things I wanted to forget -.-'''
Chao~ for now....have to make way for some rest to my poor brain and body.
Sorry that I can't get the summary of the trip and the photo posted up today, as I have to edit the photos and get the photos into my comp.
Too tired and dizzy to think of things to write. But, with all the efforts I made to make my brain fully occupied, and my calender filled with subjects, I still gets frustrated and confused over things I wanted to forget -.-'''
Chao~ for now....have to make way for some rest to my poor brain and body.
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