It's weird u know....I mean, humans are weird~
1. When they have wat they have, they just don't know how to appreciate.
2. They are jealous on every little thing on other ppl, and at the same time, they themselves being jealous/admired by others on things they have and not on others.
3. They live life like they have a few chances.
4. They grow, become matured, become sick and old, become don have much sense of humour, become donno wat is fun and enjoy, become "think too much" kind of ppl.
5. They always find new target, and once achieved, start finding a new 1, and don enjoy the moments they have.
6. In the beginning of life, they say, they have to "live till old and learn till old", but they eventually forgot the phrase and think that they are the best.
7. They kept on comparing themselves with others, but it seems like there's a saying that "every1 is unique"
8. They kept complaining bout things once they learn about their "rights"
9. They gossips once they know how to talk, misusing the purpose of communicating.
10. They think pessimistically on anything under the sun, which, makes themselves angry and moody.
....11....12....
Life~ every1 have their very own version of it.
It's said to be like drama/movie, where it starts, then gets to the story line, then peaks and ends.
It's said that it is for us, humans to suffer and experience life.
It's said that it is for us to find ourselves, our motives, our journey.
....there are so many saying about life....
I just got an idea about life. Life (including love, family, frens, job, studies...) is like eating/enjoying a bar of chocolate~1st having a chance to choose the flavor/the combination, then, once u have ur choice in ur hands, u starts to taste it.
Some ppl will complain bout the bit of bitterness; some will complain bout the over sweetness; some will just enjoy the whole bar, experiencing and enjoying taste till the last mouthful of chocolate.
Chocolate~it is a desert with a little bit of bitterness surrounded by sweet, creamy, milky, dopamine excitatory sensation.
As that in life, there are lots of things that are wonderful, colourful and "sweet"...e.g. woke up by the chirp of birds outside the window every morning, having a chance to have breakfast with family, having ppl to talk to and to argue with....etc...etc...
Of coz, life is not always "sweet". A little bit of bitterness will contrast they well-beingness that one have, and then, one will know how to appreciate wat they have more.
Ok~ u might say that I nv have had any super hard time in my life yet, of that I am cold blooded in some way...but anyway~ it's how I think life should be, no matter wat ur life is like...be greatful and optimistic always!
Quote: If God closes a door in front of u, He sure will have opened another window else where for u^.^
June 27, 2007
June 26, 2007
slamming car door on leg
Have any1 been so silly as to slam the car door on their leg when closing it? erm~ i should be the only one :p
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
Just when I was coming back from class for a nap during 3 hours break in btw, it happen just like a snap of the fingers. I've got the sharp end of below the door cut the skin of my leg. Luckily, it's just superficial~ erm...getting some minor inflammation, having oedema, blood vessels expansion, heat, pain and a bit of itchy (talking microbes here:p)
Anyway~wat I am trying to convey is that~ I am so lucky that I can get a cut from closing car doors...haha~
Have a nice day....it's a lucky day (going buy toto later:p)
June 20, 2007
knocking yourself with a hammer
I was watching Grey's anatomy~ and I found a phrase very interesting : Why do ppl love knocking themselves with a hammer? It's because they simply love the pain or that it simply feels good when you stop.
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
Then~ I was thinking for the past few days, why I am nv ever try to knock myself with a hammer?? meanings....why I nv make myself felt superly exhausted, tired and simply lovin it when i throw myself on bed? Or maybe I did it rarely.....
Maybe~it's all because I am just not that kind of person that love making their life tough, even they enjoy knocking themselves with hammer.
There's this fren who told me end of last year that there are 80% of ppl who live their life normal, which is running in the rat race, in which, in his idea, it's not a good way to life their life. AND, there are 20% of ppl that got themselves out of the rat race, and live and enjoyable life....it's wat he told me la~
I was thinking...maybe, I love being in the rat race, and that's wat I enjoy doing~
You know~ I love the life of being normal, peaceful, enjoyable and ignorance(as my bro said)....so~ is it that I am weird or that I am stupid or I am simply just that kind of ppl that don't actually know what I wan?
ok~ here's another story~ there is this man, went to the beach on one fine weekday. There, he saw a boy, who is in his teens lying on the beach, out looking th sea~ The man was curious bout why the boy is there, when it's not a school holiday or the time for the boy to be on the beach. So, the man approaches the boy.
Man: Halo young man~ wat r u doing here in the middle of the day?
Boy: can't u see?
Man: you r supposed to be in sch, isn't it?
Boy: y do I have to be in sch?
Man: so that u can get good grades
Boy: y do I have to get good grades?
Man: so that u can find a great job in future
Boy: y do I have to get a great job?
Man: So that u can earn a lot of money
Boy: y do I earn a lot of money?
Man: So that u can live an enjoyable life in future, don have any worries~
Boy: So~ what do u think I am doing now?
Man:......
The moral of the story is~ er..hem.... u think about it urself~
ok~~ it's that to live life now~ not living in the future^.^ and that's wat I am doing~ LIVING!! not keep on knocking myself with a hammer~
Have a nice day~
June 16, 2007
Living in the present, not in the past, not in the future!
This is an article my auntie forwarded to me via e-mail~ It's very very sensible, and it's wat I am trying to achieve~ but ppl kept saying that I am wasting my time, and saying that the only thing I know is to waste money...here's a big BLEK:P to u that say that...wahahaha~~~
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.
Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.
Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.
The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there
are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Imagine my face.
Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement
called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.
Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow
attitude has brought forth the US's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".
This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous.
It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.
It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.
In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.
Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".
Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.
Interesting article right??
Live life now!!
June 7, 2007
PM of Malaysia getting married~
The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is getting married with Jeanne Abdullah, 53 this saturday~ which is tomolo~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
My mom told me through the phone that her frens doesn't believe her when she told them yesterday that new and her frens say that my mom shouldn't spread rumors....haha~
As the Prime Minister of a country, having all sorts of things to handle everyday and every minute of the day, I think that he is very great, having superb time management. He can manage his time well, distribute his time for his countrymen, for his job, for his daughter and family members, and even to start a new relationship. Superb man~ I really salute him~ He actually knows how to live life, not only to do every single thing that he has responsible for, and also for family. That is the thing that makes me start to look up upon him.
And here's a quotation from The Sun, by the prime minister:"my love for Endon remained strong....God has created in your heart spaces for different people that you can love as much as you want. You can love your mother, wife, daughter at the same time, but you never compare between them"
Wat I want to say here from the quotation is that~ yeah~ there are different spaces in our heart to love different people, but this different spaces, in my point of view, is meant to be for different classes of people~ which means mother/father, brothers/sisters, wife/husband/lover, son/daughter....all have different status and classified into different spaces in our heart...and therefore, there can't be any comparison between them. However, when one is talking about the 1st wife/husband/lover/the one u love most, and talking about the sort of "replacement" or 2nd wife/husband/lover/the one u love now and not in the past, there will be comparison of some sort in a way or 2~
P/s: no offence, my dear PM, it's really my point of view.^_^
Anyway~ a very very congratulations to the PM, hope u will have happiness and wellbeingness brought to u always~
Proud to be Malaysian
Last time, I used to complain that y "those ppl" want to talk to me in Malay even I am in an international kind of restaurant or fast food restaurant, for e.g., Secret Recipe, Mc Donalds...etc...
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
Then, after I went to Germany and found out that no matter wat colour is their skin, or wat religion they are in, as long as they are the citizen of Germany, they speaks only German and no other language, even english, which is known as international language. They are so proud of their own language and that shows how proud of them to be part of their country.
Since I came back from my trip, I felt so proud of myself being a Malaysian, speaking in Malay whenever I can, not looking down on my national language anymore~
erm...another thing that Malaysians have and is to be proud of is that~ we as a Malaysian, being surrounded by all different races of ppl, leaning all kinds of mother tongue of all races, even a word or two of every language, it makes each and everyone of us something to be proud of.
We, as a Malaysian....and for me, I am super glad that I am a Malaysian~
Malaysia Boleh!!!
June 6, 2007
Why am I here?
It's 11.30am in the morning~ why am I here online?? Coz its raining outside, and I am in the S block of the campus. Can't go to the library as I don't want to get myself wet.
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
Here, in the ICT, after getting the lab report done, and doing some online stuff, which I can't get it done at home with my computer....then....here comes some craps~
Some kind of irritated fellow, erm...maybe that there are too many gals in that gang of ppl, and only 1 guy....the gals are absolutely irritating. Screaming and yelling on some small, little, tiny matter on that only guy (poor guy~), and having herself "bermanja" with that guy, which I assume that they don have any relationship except frens, becoz....that's wat I think la~
Ok~ and some small thing that happened this morning, where after I came back to the toilet at the 3rd floor of the S block, there is this couple, doing some "ai mei" things on the stairways, even continue their "little thing" after noticed me coming out of the wash room.... make me look pai sei~ erm...obviously la~~
erm...i supposed every1 is doing things tht is stupid and seems idiotic, erm..I making myself idiotic as I am typing this~
I am bored ma~~no where to go, nothing to do~~SIEN!!!!! though I have lecture notes to cover la...haha~~~
Ta for now:p The rain hasn't stop yet....but I want to get out of this frozy place liao -.-'''
June 3, 2007
Passion
It's raining heavily now, with lightnings and thunders every now and then~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
I was watching rain drops, cars and ppl in the rain, water on the street, flow of water on my room window.....then...I was thinking~ wat am I passionate in? none??
Maybe coz I love too many things,examples: -
1) taking photo shots, but not those photos that can be considered pretty/impressing, only for memory purposes
2) biology/study of human, but I don have great results or having in depth knowledge about it
3) sleep, but I can actually get to sleep when ever I wanted
4) beauty, but I can get things into place:p
5) shopping, but I can't spend money blindly if I think that stuff is not worth it, or that I can just walk in shopping mall for no reason
6) comics, but I only read certain comics that I am interested in
7) bear bear, but I am not that crazy type that gone out of my mind when I see any bear bear or doll
8) travelling, but I don actually have that kind of money that I can go round the world without having to bare in mind my responsibility
9) play computer games, but I can't play those 3-D games or those that I have to use my brain, coz, my brain is not very active
10) watching drama, but some are really boring, or I should say, without drama, I can still live and have other things to do
11) reading - story books or magazines, but u know~ ppl tend to become lazy and sleepy with books in their hands
12) cooking, but I know, my skill sucks and I don have much experience in that
13) chocolate/cheese - it depends on my mood and also that I think my body is "heaty" or not
14....15.....16....etc etc....can't think of so many for now :p
so....my interest is very diverse and I can't get into focus and to really "know" wat me myself love most and have no regrets if I make the particular decision to choose that particular thing.
I have so many choices to choose from to become my passion~ but~ nothing is the thing that I am most passionate in....
Maybe it's just a matter of time, and that one day, I will have a "light bulb" above me and I starts to fall in love to one of those choices.....or maybe, I found something else that is more interesting-.-'''
Life is about seek for happiness (the pursuit of happiness) and about making every little thing seems to be interesting~
Hence....with that, life is wonderful and everyday is a rainbow day~
June 1, 2007
1st week in new sem
1st week of the new sem is great....interesting and happy for me...y?? coz...hm....suddenly have a feeling that I have a very clear mind/brain on wat I am doing, what I plan for and a cold, calm heart.
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
My brain felt to be clear becoz....remember I have an article on Dr. Woo, my lecturer?? suddenly felt her lectures was good....y? maybe I grew up d?? or maybe I have seen so many much more geli lecturer d?? haha~ Her lectures to me now is good, and hm...don feel as sleepy as last time...Aih....now only I know, I am so sorry for wat I have written on her in the past~ Sorry....but then..I know....say liao is cannot keep back liao.....
Nvm, at least, I am growing~
Ok~ bout my cold, calm heart...hm...I don really care bout things d~ watever, and if I donno, I don want to know and I really don care~ This is applicable on things, ppl and stuff that don relate to me~
So, becoz I don care, I tend to forget things easily...it's good~ coz I don have to keep stuff that make me get into trouble in my brain and get my self into hell.
Life is actually complicated by itself already...and then, humans are sort of weird in its kind, wanted to get more trouble, complications and stuff that entangle him/herself up in a mess in their own life....they say~ it's to enlighten the life and not to waste life as it is~
However, if one just think in a simpler way, don try to complicate life up and make self get into a mess....hm....life is such a wonderful thing~ happy and full of interesting stuff^.^
I may look like I am lying to myself as ppl may say....Some ppl may look at me and say that I am irresponsible, don know how to take control of my own life, wasting my life, trying to avoid reality...etc....etc....
As I said....I don really care~WATEVER~~
As long as I am happy~ who cares? Its my life anyway....so~who cares?
May 25, 2007
Relieved!
Finally....after so long of a dream and living in my own world, where I kept hypnotising and lying to myself, I woke up, having my mind cleared, my heart beat normally and felt really relieved.
I have had all things in the pass 3 years summed up and ended nicely and peacefully. Now, having new connection and new "dream", the feeling was very comfortable, very relieved and I have add another fren in my list (as I don have much of them).
Frenship forever!! (U know who u r^.^)
FIND ME WHEN U R FREE!!
*hugs* *hugs*
I have had all things in the pass 3 years summed up and ended nicely and peacefully. Now, having new connection and new "dream", the feeling was very comfortable, very relieved and I have add another fren in my list (as I don have much of them).
Frenship forever!! (U know who u r^.^)
FIND ME WHEN U R FREE!!
*hugs* *hugs*
May 24, 2007
surounded by happiness and well-beingness
I am surrounded by happiness and well-beingness (xing4 fu2 in mandarin) from both my parents and of coz, some from my bro that care for me much but doesn't show in his actions.
Both my parents care and think on my behalf of me on things that I wanted to do or that I wished to do, but sometimes too much. I know and I understand that they just don want me to fall down, as in some cases, once u fall, there's no way u can get up again in ur entire life. I didn't fell much in my 21 years of my life, having everything set up and well prepared for me to walk thru, that I doesn't learn things by myself falling down but learning from other ppl's mistake or from the presumptions of my parents.
I understand that its all for my own good....and that is y I am always an obedient girl that always ask for permission to do anything 1st.
I am so surrounded by happiness and well-beingness that I wished I fell and I really did...and I still can't stand up (which only me myself know), and continue my life as I never fell b4. Anyway, I still wished to fall down in other aspect, learning things in different field and about society and life, not only learning from the presumptions and by only looking other ppl falling down and don really know the most in depth feeling of the fall.
I want to feel...but I just it really hurts deeply and hard to heal...Nothing have both sides of goodness. One will nv get both sides of advantages from one action. There's always the good and the bad....
hm...that's the thing...so...I am now trying to work towards wat I dreamt for, not considering the presumptions and argue that happened in btw about the good and bad of wat I wanted to do since I am small. Gambateh!! have to work and study real hard to get wat I wan...I will get wat I wan!
Both my parents care and think on my behalf of me on things that I wanted to do or that I wished to do, but sometimes too much. I know and I understand that they just don want me to fall down, as in some cases, once u fall, there's no way u can get up again in ur entire life. I didn't fell much in my 21 years of my life, having everything set up and well prepared for me to walk thru, that I doesn't learn things by myself falling down but learning from other ppl's mistake or from the presumptions of my parents.
I understand that its all for my own good....and that is y I am always an obedient girl that always ask for permission to do anything 1st.
I am so surrounded by happiness and well-beingness that I wished I fell and I really did...and I still can't stand up (which only me myself know), and continue my life as I never fell b4. Anyway, I still wished to fall down in other aspect, learning things in different field and about society and life, not only learning from the presumptions and by only looking other ppl falling down and don really know the most in depth feeling of the fall.
I want to feel...but I just it really hurts deeply and hard to heal...Nothing have both sides of goodness. One will nv get both sides of advantages from one action. There's always the good and the bad....
hm...that's the thing...so...I am now trying to work towards wat I dreamt for, not considering the presumptions and argue that happened in btw about the good and bad of wat I wanted to do since I am small. Gambateh!! have to work and study real hard to get wat I wan...I will get wat I wan!
itchy
woke up very itchy every morning in Penang...i mean...really itchy....
Mom says that my room is too dirty d, with birds on the roof top and that I haven't have time to clean my room well since centuries that I have been to university in KL and don have much time at home.
Erm....I know that I am quite a dirty and untidy person...but...wat to do:p
K la~ I go clean it for the coming 4 days' comfort...haha~~
Mom says that my room is too dirty d, with birds on the roof top and that I haven't have time to clean my room well since centuries that I have been to university in KL and don have much time at home.
Erm....I know that I am quite a dirty and untidy person...but...wat to do:p
K la~ I go clean it for the coming 4 days' comfort...haha~~
May 23, 2007
Trip to Germany --> Part 3
Day 6:- Going to Passau again~ coz the day before, we only pass by the city, not having enough time to actually walk through the whole city.
Erm....we always have had a walking tour anywhere, taking a map, then figure out all the interesting places and buildings in the city. Its starting to get bored with all those building in Germany, which they all looks almost the same:p However, there's this Church which we went in, it's super awesome~ the drawings on the walls and ceilings , also, the sculpture on both sides of the inside of the church and the glass works...superb!!
There's also sort of a castle on the opposite site of the Danube river, but...we were all too tired and lazy to walk to the other side....so...just took a few pictures of it and then head back^.^
Here's some pic~
Day 7:- Regensburg day~ We went through some brochures and found out that there are some buildings and interesting things that we have to see in Regensburg~ So~ here we go~
This day is the day, which sort of like Jesus's memorial day~ The whole city is almost dead, where there were no shops open, except those selling food and beverages....and there are sounds of bells from churches everywhere....
We went into a church (St. Paul's, I think~:p) which is very very heritage~ no body will ever thought of that the church is still in use till now. There was a procession in the church, in which, what I love most is that the voice of prayers and hymn singing seems to be so harmony, peaceful and very very soothing~ I intend to record it, but it's kind of impossible -.-'''
Then, there is this bridge, which is recognise by the UNESCO, as one of the world's herritage... The view from on top of the bridge tower is amazing~ we have had a 360 degrees view of the city, and we can see the "eye" of the city (fairies wheel) from a far~
We have our lunch in a restaurant on the opposite site of the bridge...where we ordered a pizza, shared by the 3 of us...plus~ a super huge, most beautiful glass of strawberry ice cream as our dessert....AWESOME!!!
This is the only day which we can see a little bit of snow from a far from our resort~...quite disappointed...but at least we have something, better than none ^.^
Day 8:- After so many days of staying in Bayerisch Eisenstein, we haven't explore the small little town~ So, today, we planned to just take our time, and then walked in the forest reserve, as the forest reserve is said to be one of the oldest forest in the world --> The Bavaria Forest.
It's kind of like jungle tracking, where we walked through the jungle going from one town to the other....after bout 2 hours plus of walking, we reached an area for the jungle tracker to rest and have lunch....we gave up of continue walking to the other town...wave down a bus...which it takes us to the train station...then..we took the train back...
Oh ya~ there's this coffee shop, which is the "real" coffee shop in the town. The shop owner is a collector of all coffee makers from all over the world, from ancient to modern...the whole shop is full of coffee maker and the decoration is very "fairy tale". I kind of like the life style of the shop owner~ having himself as a coffee lover, making coffee for ppl to drink as his hobby...then his wife (I suppose) makes home made cakes, which is yum yum~ also~ they makes super delicious chocolate, which have rum, alcohol and kinds of thing in the inside of the chocolate, which after we took one(the owner give us free), then the 3 of us, after went out of the shop, screamed together on how undescribable the delicious chocolate is~
Erm....we always have had a walking tour anywhere, taking a map, then figure out all the interesting places and buildings in the city. Its starting to get bored with all those building in Germany, which they all looks almost the same:p However, there's this Church which we went in, it's super awesome~ the drawings on the walls and ceilings , also, the sculpture on both sides of the inside of the church and the glass works...superb!!
There's also sort of a castle on the opposite site of the Danube river, but...we were all too tired and lazy to walk to the other side....so...just took a few pictures of it and then head back^.^
Here's some pic~
Day 7:- Regensburg day~ We went through some brochures and found out that there are some buildings and interesting things that we have to see in Regensburg~ So~ here we go~
This day is the day, which sort of like Jesus's memorial day~ The whole city is almost dead, where there were no shops open, except those selling food and beverages....and there are sounds of bells from churches everywhere....
We went into a church (St. Paul's, I think~:p) which is very very heritage~ no body will ever thought of that the church is still in use till now. There was a procession in the church, in which, what I love most is that the voice of prayers and hymn singing seems to be so harmony, peaceful and very very soothing~ I intend to record it, but it's kind of impossible -.-'''
Then, there is this bridge, which is recognise by the UNESCO, as one of the world's herritage... The view from on top of the bridge tower is amazing~ we have had a 360 degrees view of the city, and we can see the "eye" of the city (fairies wheel) from a far~
We have our lunch in a restaurant on the opposite site of the bridge...where we ordered a pizza, shared by the 3 of us...plus~ a super huge, most beautiful glass of strawberry ice cream as our dessert....AWESOME!!!
This is the only day which we can see a little bit of snow from a far from our resort~...quite disappointed...but at least we have something, better than none ^.^
Day 8:- After so many days of staying in Bayerisch Eisenstein, we haven't explore the small little town~ So, today, we planned to just take our time, and then walked in the forest reserve, as the forest reserve is said to be one of the oldest forest in the world --> The Bavaria Forest.It's kind of like jungle tracking, where we walked through the jungle going from one town to the other....after bout 2 hours plus of walking, we reached an area for the jungle tracker to rest and have lunch....we gave up of continue walking to the other town...wave down a bus...which it takes us to the train station...then..we took the train back...
Oh ya~ there's this coffee shop, which is the "real" coffee shop in the town. The shop owner is a collector of all coffee makers from all over the world, from ancient to modern...the whole shop is full of coffee maker and the decoration is very "fairy tale". I kind of like the life style of the shop owner~ having himself as a coffee lover, making coffee for ppl to drink as his hobby...then his wife (I suppose) makes home made cakes, which is yum yum~ also~ they makes super delicious chocolate, which have rum, alcohol and kinds of thing in the inside of the chocolate, which after we took one(the owner give us free), then the 3 of us, after went out of the shop, screamed together on how undescribable the delicious chocolate is~
Trip to Germany --> Part 2
Day 3:- We woke up at 5am in the morning, coz don want to wait for the bus, as the bus was scheduled to come at 9+ am...too late for us to go any where d~ So...wat silly, insane thing we did? we walk from the place we stayed, called Brennes, to the train station at Bayerisch Eisenstein, which, is 7+km from where we stay...
We planned to go to Czech Republic for a visit, because Bayerisch Eisenstein is situated on the border of Germany and Czech Republic.
Went to a place, which no body knows where, Spicak. It's kind of a place where the locals go for holiday, for hill climbing, or some elderly go there for a cup of coffee on top of the hill. Lots of German go to Czech because the exchange rate is very low~ it's bout 35 times smaller than Euro, and therefore, bout 7 times smaller than ringgit. In Spicak, we followed a group of primary school kids, coz they looked like having a holiday lead by their teacher and also, we don't know where can we go in the 1st place. We ended up riding a very very old chair lift, taking us up the hill. The view up the hill is awesome! Having our lunch on top of the hill....superb!! ^.^
Day 4:- Walked down hill from Brennes again early in the morning, start walking from 5am in the morning, because we planned to take the 1st train to Czech again...going to Plizen (which in english is Pilsen). It's quite a big city...but very very superly hot...I think it's about 30 degree celcius. Having no idea and basics in any of both German and Czech languages, we still managed to make our way to the destination we planned.
The Czech train going to Plizen is damn slow...i think it's worse than KTM in Malaysia(that's y I loved Malaysia more after my holiday). Anyway, there are lots of historical buildings in Plizen. Also, the city is well organised with beautiful garden where those westerners sun bath, read books under the red hot sun, give their dogs a walk...etc...etc. We have had our lunch in one of the historical looking building, which seems to be a high class restaurant~ordered 3 pastas, but end up being too full~:p It's quite cheap though~ compared to having that kind of lunch in Germany la~of coz~
We made our decision to shop for groceries in Czech, as we think that it will be cheaper compared to getting groceries in Germany itself. However, the groceries in Czech doesn't accept Euro. What to do?? exchange the money~ from Euro to Koruna in a bank.
Oh ya~ we also bought a box full of huge strawberries...almost as huge as my palm
Day 5:- This is the day where we are going for a cruise on the Danube river (which is also known as Danao in German). Erm...after 2 days of walking down hill from the resort, we finally decided that it's better for us to call the taxi, which took us up the hill to the resort on the 1st day we reach...it's 12 euro 1 way...but we just can't help any more, coz 1stly, it's quite cheap compared to we rent a car, and have to drive on the left hand side..and 2ndly, we were having pain all over our body after 2 days walking:p
k~ back to the cruise~ We started our cruise at Dangadoff, and ends at Passau. We have our lunch, or I should say brunch on board...quite a luxury...but~ all we spend is mostly on food...so~ food is the thing we enjoyed most everywhere:p The cruise was exciting at the beginning, hoping to see nice view, scenery and buildings we can't see in Malaysia~ Then...after an hour or so~ the cruise became boring~~When the "boring" mood reaches its tip~ suddenly, every1 on board went to the top deck, maybe coz of some announcement made bout something interesting...BUT, in German -.-''' however, we, the 3 smart ppl, can also see wat's happening and wat's that interesting thing~ a gate, which separates 2 different levels of water on a river, making the water level reach the level of the other side before the cruise ship can sail~ And THAT is the peak of the whole cruise.
**Note that the gate in this pic above is opening, and the water level at the beginning is on the top, where the colour of the wall is darker, which is wet...(hope u guys know wat I am trying to say)
We planned to go to Czech Republic for a visit, because Bayerisch Eisenstein is situated on the border of Germany and Czech Republic.
Went to a place, which no body knows where, Spicak. It's kind of a place where the locals go for holiday, for hill climbing, or some elderly go there for a cup of coffee on top of the hill. Lots of German go to Czech because the exchange rate is very low~ it's bout 35 times smaller than Euro, and therefore, bout 7 times smaller than ringgit. In Spicak, we followed a group of primary school kids, coz they looked like having a holiday lead by their teacher and also, we don't know where can we go in the 1st place. We ended up riding a very very old chair lift, taking us up the hill. The view up the hill is awesome! Having our lunch on top of the hill....superb!! ^.^
Day 4:- Walked down hill from Brennes again early in the morning, start walking from 5am in the morning, because we planned to take the 1st train to Czech again...going to Plizen (which in english is Pilsen). It's quite a big city...but very very superly hot...I think it's about 30 degree celcius. Having no idea and basics in any of both German and Czech languages, we still managed to make our way to the destination we planned.The Czech train going to Plizen is damn slow...i think it's worse than KTM in Malaysia(that's y I loved Malaysia more after my holiday). Anyway, there are lots of historical buildings in Plizen. Also, the city is well organised with beautiful garden where those westerners sun bath, read books under the red hot sun, give their dogs a walk...etc...etc. We have had our lunch in one of the historical looking building, which seems to be a high class restaurant~ordered 3 pastas, but end up being too full~:p It's quite cheap though~ compared to having that kind of lunch in Germany la~of coz~
We made our decision to shop for groceries in Czech, as we think that it will be cheaper compared to getting groceries in Germany itself. However, the groceries in Czech doesn't accept Euro. What to do?? exchange the money~ from Euro to Koruna in a bank.
Oh ya~ we also bought a box full of huge strawberries...almost as huge as my palm
Day 5:- This is the day where we are going for a cruise on the Danube river (which is also known as Danao in German). Erm...after 2 days of walking down hill from the resort, we finally decided that it's better for us to call the taxi, which took us up the hill to the resort on the 1st day we reach...it's 12 euro 1 way...but we just can't help any more, coz 1stly, it's quite cheap compared to we rent a car, and have to drive on the left hand side..and 2ndly, we were having pain all over our body after 2 days walking:p
k~ back to the cruise~ We started our cruise at Dangadoff, and ends at Passau. We have our lunch, or I should say brunch on board...quite a luxury...but~ all we spend is mostly on food...so~ food is the thing we enjoyed most everywhere:p The cruise was exciting at the beginning, hoping to see nice view, scenery and buildings we can't see in Malaysia~ Then...after an hour or so~ the cruise became boring~~When the "boring" mood reaches its tip~ suddenly, every1 on board went to the top deck, maybe coz of some announcement made bout something interesting...BUT, in German -.-''' however, we, the 3 smart ppl, can also see wat's happening and wat's that interesting thing~ a gate, which separates 2 different levels of water on a river, making the water level reach the level of the other side before the cruise ship can sail~ And THAT is the peak of the whole cruise.
**Note that the gate in this pic above is opening, and the water level at the beginning is on the top, where the colour of the wall is darker, which is wet...(hope u guys know wat I am trying to say)
Trip to Germany --> Part 1
hihi~I'm back again....talking bout my Germany trip. Maybe that I am too tired to talk things or that I am having other things in my mind that bothers me and makes me not as excited bout the trip after I came back....or that I still haven't get used to the time change -.-'''
K~ enough bout nonsense....here's the summary:
Day 1:- Fly from KL straight to Germany, having the whole night on the plane, don have much of rest but excited and not feeling any sleepiness in us. Just after got down from the plane in Frankfurt, took a train to Munich, then start our walking tour in Munich. We are a bit of crazy, walked the distance of 4 subway stations even we have the ticket for the whole day:p Bought 2 Pig knuckles from a fast food stall beside the road...and that u can imagine that pig knuckles is very like their everyday food. Erm...don have much words to describe...heres some photo of the day:
Day 2:- Went to English garden in Munich before moving to Bayerisch Eisenstein, where the RCI resort is situated. The English garden is a very beautiful place to go...with fresh air, cooling weather, and the scenery...hm....quite "ulu" in some spots, and a lot of locals go there to jog, cycle and get their dogs a sweet morning. It's almost like botanical garden in Penang, but~ much beautiful, much ori, much more natural.
And then, there is sort of Market near our hotel in Munich when we went back to the hotel...so we go and walk around. There is this stall, selling "deep fried flower", which the flower is called eldar( should be spelled like that gua:p). Also, the stall selling pork is so so clean~ not like those in Malaysia~
K~ enough bout nonsense....here's the summary:
Day 1:- Fly from KL straight to Germany, having the whole night on the plane, don have much of rest but excited and not feeling any sleepiness in us. Just after got down from the plane in Frankfurt, took a train to Munich, then start our walking tour in Munich. We are a bit of crazy, walked the distance of 4 subway stations even we have the ticket for the whole day:p Bought 2 Pig knuckles from a fast food stall beside the road...and that u can imagine that pig knuckles is very like their everyday food. Erm...don have much words to describe...heres some photo of the day:
Day 2:- Went to English garden in Munich before moving to Bayerisch Eisenstein, where the RCI resort is situated. The English garden is a very beautiful place to go...with fresh air, cooling weather, and the scenery...hm....quite "ulu" in some spots, and a lot of locals go there to jog, cycle and get their dogs a sweet morning. It's almost like botanical garden in Penang, but~ much beautiful, much ori, much more natural.
And then, there is sort of Market near our hotel in Munich when we went back to the hotel...so we go and walk around. There is this stall, selling "deep fried flower", which the flower is called eldar( should be spelled like that gua:p). Also, the stall selling pork is so so clean~ not like those in Malaysia~
May 22, 2007
Back in Action
I've been away for a while now, went to Germany for holiday. Came back tired but satisfied with the trip.
Sorry that I can't get the summary of the trip and the photo posted up today, as I have to edit the photos and get the photos into my comp.
Too tired and dizzy to think of things to write. But, with all the efforts I made to make my brain fully occupied, and my calender filled with subjects, I still gets frustrated and confused over things I wanted to forget -.-'''
Chao~ for now....have to make way for some rest to my poor brain and body.
Sorry that I can't get the summary of the trip and the photo posted up today, as I have to edit the photos and get the photos into my comp.
Too tired and dizzy to think of things to write. But, with all the efforts I made to make my brain fully occupied, and my calender filled with subjects, I still gets frustrated and confused over things I wanted to forget -.-'''
Chao~ for now....have to make way for some rest to my poor brain and body.
May 9, 2007
A Whole day's work
Yesterday, came back from KL, as I said in the last blog, with eyes open the whole journey, coz my fren was so kind to drive me back from KL to Penang. So, it's kind of a courtesy to talk to him and make him awake the whole journey, sort of accompany each other. Ok~ that's should be tired enough, but I, slept at 12+ :p
Today, woke up at 6+, went to botanical for a short walk, erm...considered exercise la~ but then, went for McD breakfast after that =.= so wasteful...for all the effort burning all the calory...all gone~ After that, went to Siam Temple to get blessing and also to pay a visit to Buddha, since I can't make it on Wesak on 1st May. Then, went home.
Can't stand my car to be dirty, erm....or I should say, I just don want to let myself to slow down, or to get lazy, since I have all the energy and the positive force inside me. Then...went to Queensbay to meet up a fren, plus, go shopping....then met another 2 frens=.= erm....actually 3, as the 3rd showed up with his frens just so coincidently(maybe Penang is too small...haha~)
Went home at 6 with a tired body, and then, still awake till now, that my eyes and brain are a bit blur d, till I can't play the mahjong game which requires both brain and eyes power, and I kept forgetting things that I just thought of doing...have to write every single that I done and packed inside my luggage=.=
Erm...better stop typing...coz I donno if I say something that irritate others or something too private to be know by any1
Today, woke up at 6+, went to botanical for a short walk, erm...considered exercise la~ but then, went for McD breakfast after that =.= so wasteful...for all the effort burning all the calory...all gone~ After that, went to Siam Temple to get blessing and also to pay a visit to Buddha, since I can't make it on Wesak on 1st May. Then, went home.
Can't stand my car to be dirty, erm....or I should say, I just don want to let myself to slow down, or to get lazy, since I have all the energy and the positive force inside me. Then...went to Queensbay to meet up a fren, plus, go shopping....then met another 2 frens=.= erm....actually 3, as the 3rd showed up with his frens just so coincidently(maybe Penang is too small...haha~)
Went home at 6 with a tired body, and then, still awake till now, that my eyes and brain are a bit blur d, till I can't play the mahjong game which requires both brain and eyes power, and I kept forgetting things that I just thought of doing...have to write every single that I done and packed inside my luggage=.=
Erm...better stop typing...coz I donno if I say something that irritate others or something too private to be know by any1
May 8, 2007
Ear specialist
Came back from KL, today. Then, went to Loh Guan Lye specialist centre with full hope that my ears will be all cleared and nothing interfering me anymore, e.g. some dingle sounds when I did nothing at all, or felt like ball like particles rolling in my ears when I move my head from one position to another.
However...I got into something very shameful:p
I havent cry for years when seeing doctor. But, "Opps, I did it again~~"=.=
U will never know how painful and how irritable it is, for the doctor to dig out everything inside ur ears out, to have a clean, fresh, and clear hearing ears. Tears kept rolling down my cheaks, and I can't help but to scream and to spare with the pain.
Really, u won't know how it feels like to do that...
hehe...and the interesting thing is that....the ear wax gotten out is really huge, and u will nv imagine how such big thing can be inside ur ears.
So....hm...a friendly recommendation is that, when u feel ur hearing is a bit blur, try go to specialist, b4 its too late.
Coz for my case, I have had ear interruption very early in the days of my childhood, but nv see any specialist, till now.
22 years of ear wax is seen to be huge. Try to imagine the size increasing with ur age --> unbearable!!!
As for the cost of the treatment...er hm~ RM136.80!!!
*Fainted*
However...I got into something very shameful:p
I havent cry for years when seeing doctor. But, "Opps, I did it again~~"=.=
U will never know how painful and how irritable it is, for the doctor to dig out everything inside ur ears out, to have a clean, fresh, and clear hearing ears. Tears kept rolling down my cheaks, and I can't help but to scream and to spare with the pain.
Really, u won't know how it feels like to do that...
hehe...and the interesting thing is that....the ear wax gotten out is really huge, and u will nv imagine how such big thing can be inside ur ears.
So....hm...a friendly recommendation is that, when u feel ur hearing is a bit blur, try go to specialist, b4 its too late.
Coz for my case, I have had ear interruption very early in the days of my childhood, but nv see any specialist, till now.
22 years of ear wax is seen to be huge. Try to imagine the size increasing with ur age --> unbearable!!!
As for the cost of the treatment...er hm~ RM136.80!!!
*Fainted*
May 2, 2007
Girl, Interrupted
Just finish watching a movie on Astro, HBO~ the title of the movie is "Girl, Interrupted".
The story line~
It's about a gal, trying to kill herself and always wondering how is the suffer nearer to dying. Then, she signed herself into an institution, sort of a hospital which keeps all those ppl that try and think of killing themselves at all times.
After a few ppl "finally" managed to kill themselves, she suddenly feel so bad, and have the thoughts that to be alive and not dead is such a wonderful thing.
The gal's fren, which was supposedly not insane, but kept herself crazy at all times, during the last seconds of the show, finally have feelings towards the world, not being a cold hearted gal any more, and is very hopeful that she, too, is still alive.
hm~~touching, learned something from the show.
--> keep moving towards ur target, never give up.
--> be hopeful that we are still alive, having chances to change our life
--> there's always wonderful things in the world, even u are being caged inside a mental institution:p
It's such a wonderful life~
The story line~
It's about a gal, trying to kill herself and always wondering how is the suffer nearer to dying. Then, she signed herself into an institution, sort of a hospital which keeps all those ppl that try and think of killing themselves at all times.
After a few ppl "finally" managed to kill themselves, she suddenly feel so bad, and have the thoughts that to be alive and not dead is such a wonderful thing.
The gal's fren, which was supposedly not insane, but kept herself crazy at all times, during the last seconds of the show, finally have feelings towards the world, not being a cold hearted gal any more, and is very hopeful that she, too, is still alive.
hm~~touching, learned something from the show.
--> keep moving towards ur target, never give up.
--> be hopeful that we are still alive, having chances to change our life
--> there's always wonderful things in the world, even u are being caged inside a mental institution:p
It's such a wonderful life~
Straight road
When driving in high way, it's very boring, coz all roads are mostly straight, no turnings and corners, unless u want to go out from exits....
Driving on high ways is like ur life is destine unless u take the next exit~
After taking the exits, there are a lots of corners, right and left turning, also, roundabout or places to stop unmoved.
I prefer driving on normal roads, in cities and the most exciting is kampung road. Coz, there are lots of turnings for u to choose, seeing different scenery, having to meet different people...
p/s: read "The Road Not Taken" b4??
Get back to studies~mata o~
May 1, 2007
Thanks to the advice by my fren
Finally, after so long, since october last year, I understood what it meant by my best fren, Suat Hwa~
At that time, during she told me the phrase: " you have to live a better life", I just can't understand the real meaning of the phrase. Now that I finally woke up by some "light bulb", I am very thankful that you told me what u have in mine and share with me your experiences.
I never have such a fren that I can have pillow talk with, can have such long long relationship with, scold me when I did something wrong, care for me when I am sick, call me when you need companion(coz I don quite know how to call ppl), and etc, etc....
Though I always don know how to care for you feelings or anything, but you never say anything, continue to be my fren....
Thanks my fren~ I am ENLIGHTEN by you~~Thanks~~
At that time, during she told me the phrase: " you have to live a better life", I just can't understand the real meaning of the phrase. Now that I finally woke up by some "light bulb", I am very thankful that you told me what u have in mine and share with me your experiences.
I never have such a fren that I can have pillow talk with, can have such long long relationship with, scold me when I did something wrong, care for me when I am sick, call me when you need companion(coz I don quite know how to call ppl), and etc, etc....
Though I always don know how to care for you feelings or anything, but you never say anything, continue to be my fren....
Thanks my fren~ I am ENLIGHTEN by you~~Thanks~~
April 30, 2007
Something interesting-->Funny
I saw a car sticker just now when I went out to buy lunch. The words on the sticker made me laugh~Jesus, no one before and no one after(qian2 wu2 gu3 ren2, hou4 wu2 lai2 zhe3)....haha~~
Lets say la~ if there's no body comes before jesus, hm...who is Mary, who is said to gave birth to Jesus?
And~ if there's no body comes after Jesus, who am I??haha~~hilarious...
p/s: no harm to those believed in Jesus, or the Christ....just I think that the phrase is funny:p
Lets say la~ if there's no body comes before jesus, hm...who is Mary, who is said to gave birth to Jesus?
And~ if there's no body comes after Jesus, who am I??haha~~hilarious...
p/s: no harm to those believed in Jesus, or the Christ....just I think that the phrase is funny:p
Hardworking~
Last time, ppl used to say "work like a cow", if one work like mad, and non-stop working very hard...
However, I have a new phrase for expressing hardworking and hard work all day --> "work like a laptop/handphone" haha~~
y?? coz in a cow case, they still have time to enjoy their fresh grass and have time for them to sleep. On the other hand, handphones and laptops are on almost the whole day or even never off till the battery runs weak in handphone case, and in the laptop case...hm....when there's nothing more that we can think of for it to do for us....haha^.^
Laptops, computers, handphones are really very important in modern "ppl" life. Its like, when my laptop/computer can't work properly, or that it is not on when I am awake, but my comp is not on, I just don feel rite, even if I can't online, I still want it to be on....weird~
As for my handphone case, hm...it's just becoz I am not "at home" and this is the only way my parents can check on me, or my frens can connect to me. Also, it is very important when I am out in the streets or "not in the safe" situation. Make me more comfortable as a way to "get help" in some way:p
However, I have a new phrase for expressing hardworking and hard work all day --> "work like a laptop/handphone" haha~~
y?? coz in a cow case, they still have time to enjoy their fresh grass and have time for them to sleep. On the other hand, handphones and laptops are on almost the whole day or even never off till the battery runs weak in handphone case, and in the laptop case...hm....when there's nothing more that we can think of for it to do for us....haha^.^
Laptops, computers, handphones are really very important in modern "ppl" life. Its like, when my laptop/computer can't work properly, or that it is not on when I am awake, but my comp is not on, I just don feel rite, even if I can't online, I still want it to be on....weird~
As for my handphone case, hm...it's just becoz I am not "at home" and this is the only way my parents can check on me, or my frens can connect to me. Also, it is very important when I am out in the streets or "not in the safe" situation. Make me more comfortable as a way to "get help" in some way:p
April 28, 2007
Jay Chou in Wikipedia!!!
Walau~ just found out wikipedia can find artists' profile and history.
Here's the link to Jay Chou in Wikipedia....haha^.^
http://zh.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=%E5%91%A8%E6%9D%B0%E5%80%AB
&variant=zh-tw
P/s: the whole web link is connected
Here's the link to Jay Chou in Wikipedia....haha^.^
http://zh.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=%E5%91%A8%E6%9D%B0%E5%80%AB
&variant=zh-tw
P/s: the whole web link is connected
superstitious
We chinese are very superstitious at times. Even ppl like me who don really belief in god or ghost, sometimes will actually scared and afraid of the power those "unseen energy".
Last time, when I was small, me and my bro used to ask questions from Penang to KL to our dad, our walking dictionary. p/s: we, our family members used to travel by car around the peninsula:P
Anyway, we ask all sorts of questions under the sun, even questions in the outer space. Dad always have the answer, whether the answer is right or wrong(that we found out after we study a lot of things/books), we accept it all rounded, or sometimes fell blank in the middle of the long explanation.
What does this have connection with superstitious??
Continue~ There is once that I asked my dad bout wat is ghost and is there ghost existance in the world. And the answer from him is that ghost is any where, the only cause we cannot see them is because they are at different energy level as we are. During that time, I was small, as I said, and I never study physics before. So, energy to me is sort of like = power or force that used by living things to do things. I never understand a word, but accepted the answer and then apply in my understanding in the later years of my life in explaining the existance of ghost or god.
Ok~ and why did I say that I am superstitious? I just saw a pure white butterfly/moth like creature flying into my room. I suddenly thought of grandma~ came to pay me a visit knowing that I am alone here, then, later, I thought of my grandpa that always loved me in his very own way...
Do u know, when grandma pass away, there is this butterfly, very colourful 1, flying near the coffin when all of us, sons, daughters, grandsons and granddaughters are saying prayers...I still remember the scene...
That time, its not me that found the butterfly, but my dad(or someone), and told me that it is grandma's evolution/soul. During that years of my life, I never have a drop of tears when grandma pass away~ but after the funeral and all, one day, I was so sad that I say prayers in my very own room, and cry alone in my room, talking to grandma, all by myself...
That's wat i called superstitious in chinese culture.
Anyway~ it's sort of like our way to get connection to our ancestors, our elderly who have pass away, "get in touch" and have dependancy and won't feel lonely when we need "someone" to rely on.
Sayonara for now....getting back to my studies.
Last time, when I was small, me and my bro used to ask questions from Penang to KL to our dad, our walking dictionary. p/s: we, our family members used to travel by car around the peninsula:P
Anyway, we ask all sorts of questions under the sun, even questions in the outer space. Dad always have the answer, whether the answer is right or wrong(that we found out after we study a lot of things/books), we accept it all rounded, or sometimes fell blank in the middle of the long explanation.
What does this have connection with superstitious??
Continue~ There is once that I asked my dad bout wat is ghost and is there ghost existance in the world. And the answer from him is that ghost is any where, the only cause we cannot see them is because they are at different energy level as we are. During that time, I was small, as I said, and I never study physics before. So, energy to me is sort of like = power or force that used by living things to do things. I never understand a word, but accepted the answer and then apply in my understanding in the later years of my life in explaining the existance of ghost or god.
Ok~ and why did I say that I am superstitious? I just saw a pure white butterfly/moth like creature flying into my room. I suddenly thought of grandma~ came to pay me a visit knowing that I am alone here, then, later, I thought of my grandpa that always loved me in his very own way...
Do u know, when grandma pass away, there is this butterfly, very colourful 1, flying near the coffin when all of us, sons, daughters, grandsons and granddaughters are saying prayers...I still remember the scene...
That time, its not me that found the butterfly, but my dad(or someone), and told me that it is grandma's evolution/soul. During that years of my life, I never have a drop of tears when grandma pass away~ but after the funeral and all, one day, I was so sad that I say prayers in my very own room, and cry alone in my room, talking to grandma, all by myself...
That's wat i called superstitious in chinese culture.
Anyway~ it's sort of like our way to get connection to our ancestors, our elderly who have pass away, "get in touch" and have dependancy and won't feel lonely when we need "someone" to rely on.
Sayonara for now....getting back to my studies.
April 26, 2007
found hope of my life
Watched American Idol last night?? I found something very very enlightening...and I found the passion that I can focus, chase and dream on. I found hope of my life!!
U might not understand wat I mean by "found hope" my watching American Idol...but I really did...with only a glimpse of a picture, an image shown.
I just can't tell yet wat is the exact thing I will be chasing and will be my future that I hope for.
Do u know that ppl always chasing their dream to be rich, to be famous, to be successful....but for ppl like me, I will never be rich, becoz I don want to, I can't be famous, becoz I don have the famous "X" factor, also, I can't be successful becoz of who I am, tat I don have the successful factor in me....
SO~ wat I will be is to be a poor, unfamous and non-successful normal human....and that will be wat I have in mind, being weird and to dream for the insanity^.^
But the thing is that, my big bro is right about me...I am a person that only know how to spend and waste money, the whole of my life...and THAT is wat I will be doing:D
p3@c3 and hope to my new life
U might not understand wat I mean by "found hope" my watching American Idol...but I really did...with only a glimpse of a picture, an image shown.
I just can't tell yet wat is the exact thing I will be chasing and will be my future that I hope for.
Do u know that ppl always chasing their dream to be rich, to be famous, to be successful....but for ppl like me, I will never be rich, becoz I don want to, I can't be famous, becoz I don have the famous "X" factor, also, I can't be successful becoz of who I am, tat I don have the successful factor in me....
SO~ wat I will be is to be a poor, unfamous and non-successful normal human....and that will be wat I have in mind, being weird and to dream for the insanity^.^
But the thing is that, my big bro is right about me...I am a person that only know how to spend and waste money, the whole of my life...and THAT is wat I will be doing:D
p3@c3 and hope to my new life
April 24, 2007
sour like thingy
wat would u do if ur heart and ur mind kept feeling very soury like, and have the sour thingy all over u and it just won't go away?
Face it? or avoid it?
Face it seems to be very easy, but in fact, it is very tough especially when it involves more than 1 people other than myself....
To avoid it also seems to be very very easy like a tab in the finger, but if it only u urself know that thingy inside u and urself, and u just can't have any1 to talk to...u just can't help urself, not knowing to do anything and just to off the lights, hugging a pillow, find a corner in ur cold cold room, and then cry, all ur heart out without any help even after ur tears went dry...
What do I have to live my life and to survive happily??
I just can't get myself to feel the happiness any how even if I am laughing all my heart out. When I ask myself...am I happy? or am I living the life as enjoyable as I seems to be?? I just get the sadness out of myself and can't help my tears rushing into my eyes...
Why?? u may ask....
And this is the question I ask myself everyday...
WHY???
April 10, 2007
Contradicting myself
Humans like us, like to compare ourselves with other people~
Every little thing, we will be comparing ourselves directly or indirectly to other people, consciously or the other way~
I have been thinking of wanting to die in a way or another, but don have the courage to do so….also because I don think its worth it for me to do so, AND, I still have a lot to do with my beautiful life~ so much for me to do, so much for me to learn, and so much so much for me to make my life wonderful…
So, as I say, humans love to compare with other ppl~ for me, I will compare to other people that I am having such a lovely life, cute family, life without worry, enjoyable moments of my 22 years of life till now….not much regrets as in I have been doin things that I wish to do, wat I have been wishing to have~ seen and experienced things and moments that people may not have been through….etc…etc…
I am lucky in sense~ but unlucky that I have a brain that is not “naïve” enough that I can be always a baby, don need to grow up, can dependent on people, and continue my life without worry or negative thoughts~
Contradictingly, I sometimes see things in a very positive way that people may see me as a stupid or idiot, letting people take advantage of me; also….I wish that I can be very independent person, sort of like a superwoman….and~ I wanted to grow up, learn a lot of things and gain lots of experience from every moments of my life….
Do u think that I have sort of split identity, or mentally abnormal, having some psycho problem??
Maybe~~ I am always a weird person~ and I don’t think I want to be a normal person
To kill myself, or think that I don want my life? Nah~~ it’s just something that I thought of at times when I am very emo~
p/s: I need some1 that I can blurred out things to in words or orally~ but~ in this world~ this kind of ppl are hard to find~ I don’t quite trust people:p
Oh ya~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MIMI!!!
Ta~ for now ^_^
Every little thing, we will be comparing ourselves directly or indirectly to other people, consciously or the other way~
I have been thinking of wanting to die in a way or another, but don have the courage to do so….also because I don think its worth it for me to do so, AND, I still have a lot to do with my beautiful life~ so much for me to do, so much for me to learn, and so much so much for me to make my life wonderful…
So, as I say, humans love to compare with other ppl~ for me, I will compare to other people that I am having such a lovely life, cute family, life without worry, enjoyable moments of my 22 years of life till now….not much regrets as in I have been doin things that I wish to do, wat I have been wishing to have~ seen and experienced things and moments that people may not have been through….etc…etc…
I am lucky in sense~ but unlucky that I have a brain that is not “naïve” enough that I can be always a baby, don need to grow up, can dependent on people, and continue my life without worry or negative thoughts~
Contradictingly, I sometimes see things in a very positive way that people may see me as a stupid or idiot, letting people take advantage of me; also….I wish that I can be very independent person, sort of like a superwoman….and~ I wanted to grow up, learn a lot of things and gain lots of experience from every moments of my life….
Do u think that I have sort of split identity, or mentally abnormal, having some psycho problem??
Maybe~~ I am always a weird person~ and I don’t think I want to be a normal person
To kill myself, or think that I don want my life? Nah~~ it’s just something that I thought of at times when I am very emo~
p/s: I need some1 that I can blurred out things to in words or orally~ but~ in this world~ this kind of ppl are hard to find~ I don’t quite trust people:p
Oh ya~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MIMI!!!
Ta~ for now ^_^
Samy vellu~ wig or not wig?
Found an interesting news~
Samy Vellu said to the SinChew daily that his hairs are grown naturally and they are not as the rumours saidà a wig.
According to him, his hair can still be kept black and thick even he is now 71 years old is thru a few surgery and the used of hair growing products.
Hmm…wonder wat hair care product he is using~ must be great to have nice growing hair even till the age of 71^-^
This is the link to the news: http://www.sinchew-i.com/article.phtml?artid=200704071191&data=scnews&spid=214438
Samy Vellu said to the SinChew daily that his hairs are grown naturally and they are not as the rumours saidà a wig.
According to him, his hair can still be kept black and thick even he is now 71 years old is thru a few surgery and the used of hair growing products.
Hmm…wonder wat hair care product he is using~ must be great to have nice growing hair even till the age of 71^-^
This is the link to the news: http://www.sinchew-i.com/article.phtml?artid=200704071191&data=scnews&spid=214438
April 8, 2007
Good Friday
This good friday that had just passed was really a very very good day~
Its a day to commemorise the cruxification and the death of Jesus Christ (pls refer to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Good_Friday for furthur information:p), also, its Kwan Yim Ma's birthday. In addition to that, the very very lucky person --> my lovely, always cute dad~have his birthday on the very same day...Happy Birthday Pipi!! n_n
It's been twice for this recent 10 years that this 2 celebration (good friday and Kwan Yim Ma's birthday) come together at the same day....maybe that means something very "mysterious", and have some story behind this coincidence (influenced too deeply by Dan Brown:p).
However, it's sort of a black friday for me. I have got all the deadlines come all together on the same day --> 1 test, 1 presentation and 3 lab reports~ *OUCH!! The worse thing is that...after I finish the lab reports, i forgot to pass up one of it~ *swt*
I better get going...have to "face the wall to think about my life" (面壁思过) ~ *Duh*
Its a day to commemorise the cruxification and the death of Jesus Christ (pls refer to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Good_Friday for furthur information:p), also, its Kwan Yim Ma's birthday. In addition to that, the very very lucky person --> my lovely, always cute dad~have his birthday on the very same day...Happy Birthday Pipi!! n_n
It's been twice for this recent 10 years that this 2 celebration (good friday and Kwan Yim Ma's birthday) come together at the same day....maybe that means something very "mysterious", and have some story behind this coincidence (influenced too deeply by Dan Brown:p).
However, it's sort of a black friday for me. I have got all the deadlines come all together on the same day --> 1 test, 1 presentation and 3 lab reports~ *OUCH!! The worse thing is that...after I finish the lab reports, i forgot to pass up one of it~ *swt*
I better get going...have to "face the wall to think about my life" (面壁思过) ~ *Duh*
April 7, 2007
Blurrrr~~~
These few days...or i should say, weeks, I am so so blurrrr....super blur case~
Donno where classes to be held at; don even know the vanue of the mid-term, 2 hours before it started; donno wat myself is doin in presentation; after taking a particular test, I can't even remember I have taken the test; always forgot to finish assignments, or catch up with datelines; even, forgot to pass up my lab report even I have finished it years ago....
Y???? this is so not me...
too much stress???don think so, i never have that~
too many things to do/have in my mind??? erm...this could be a probability
always want only to enjoy myself??erm....maybe~
spirit and soul not with me??hm..i am alone, where could it be if not with me?
can't get any point~ just so hate to be so blur case, but on the other hand, it's good to be blur, as don have to "fan" about a lot of stuff that make life always in a "complaining" state.
Controversial:p:p:p
Donno where classes to be held at; don even know the vanue of the mid-term, 2 hours before it started; donno wat myself is doin in presentation; after taking a particular test, I can't even remember I have taken the test; always forgot to finish assignments, or catch up with datelines; even, forgot to pass up my lab report even I have finished it years ago....
Y???? this is so not me...
too much stress???don think so, i never have that~
too many things to do/have in my mind??? erm...this could be a probability
always want only to enjoy myself??erm....maybe~
spirit and soul not with me??hm..i am alone, where could it be if not with me?
can't get any point~ just so hate to be so blur case, but on the other hand, it's good to be blur, as don have to "fan" about a lot of stuff that make life always in a "complaining" state.
Controversial:p:p:p
April 5, 2007
心酸
最近，很忙，常考试啊，赶assignment啊，看连续剧啊，shopping啊，找朋友，休息，看杂志啊。。。很多很多事做。。。
虽然，enjoy,我的人生是挺enjoy的，但。。。在这么好的人生里。。。我竟然生在福中不知福~ 心酸，难受，不知原因的伤心，想要得到人生的更多东西。。。我太贪心了！！！
据我一位朋友说：我这种是一种心理病。时而高兴，然后，会忽然心情低落。。。我还好吗？应该还好吧~因为，我还活着，还有机会改变我的人生。。。
加油吧~我的灵魂。。。加油吧~我的内心。。。加油吧~加油吧~
虽然，enjoy,我的人生是挺enjoy的，但。。。在这么好的人生里。。。我竟然生在福中不知福~ 心酸，难受，不知原因的伤心，想要得到人生的更多东西。。。我太贪心了！！！
据我一位朋友说：我这种是一种心理病。时而高兴，然后，会忽然心情低落。。。我还好吗？应该还好吧~因为，我还活着，还有机会改变我的人生。。。
加油吧~我的灵魂。。。加油吧~我的内心。。。加油吧~加油吧~
April 3, 2007
進步 + ing
A passage from an email I received:
人生，不一定要當「最好」， 但一定要懂得讓自己「更好」; 不一定要登峰造極，
但一定要懂得讓自己保持在進步的狀態中。
曾經聽過有一位老太太，在她六十八歲的生日派對上如此 許願著 : 「我 40歲學彈鋼琴 (現在她老人家已可以在教會中彈琴)， 50歲學英文 (她已可以用英文與外國人對話)， 60歲學開車。 現在我已經六十八歲了 ! 如果上帝讓 我活到七十 歲，我一定要開畫展。」 Serif'">多麼讓人佩服的態度，不是嗎?
人生，該是 「進步 + ing」 (現在進行式 )， 而不應是 「進步 + ed」 (過去式 ) 或 「 be going to + 進步」 (未來式)該是把握現在，懂得不時地保持在上進狀態， 絕不因時間或任何的關係而停止努力， 或是一再地告訴自己「反正明天再開始也不遲」。
想一想，如果一位六十八歲的老太太都可以如此上進， 那您呢 ? 您是一個懂得讓自己不斷進步的人嗎? Serif'">在此提供您兩個小小的妙方: ● 每天去做一件自己雖不喜歡，但卻有意義的事 Serif'">: 每天做十分鐘的運動，每天背十個英文單字， 每天讀一小段最新的商業期刊，每天饒恕一個自己不喜歡的人。 這些事也許您不喜歡，但卻很有意義! 不用太久，您的身體、知識、修養、專業能力 .......， 必會有迅速驚人的進步。
● 常把目標給設定在比自己現有能力---再多出 10%的地方 : 做一件事時，除非事關重大，否則在此誠摯地建議， 不妨試著把目標給設定在比自己現有能力再多出10%的地方。 也許一開始會累一些，但久而久之， 您的能力就會被多「練」出 10%，習慣這樣的程度後， 再把標準提高 10% ..，長期累積，您將在不知不覺中， 變成一個巨人 ! 一個懂的不斷更新、上進的人，不但令人欽佩， 也會在這蕭條的年代裡，較不易面臨被不景氣給淘汰的壓力。 您的人生，會是 「進步 + ing」嗎 ? 昨天的您、今天的您、明天的您， 三者能連成一條向上攀升的曲線嗎？值得共勉 之！
人生，不一定要當「最好」， 但一定要懂得讓自己「更好」; 不一定要登峰造極，
但一定要懂得讓自己保持在進步的狀態中。
曾經聽過有一位老太太，在她六十八歲的生日派對上如此 許願著 : 「我 40歲學彈鋼琴 (現在她老人家已可以在教會中彈琴)， 50歲學英文 (她已可以用英文與外國人對話)， 60歲學開車。 現在我已經六十八歲了 ! 如果上帝讓 我活到七十 歲，我一定要開畫展。」 Serif'">多麼讓人佩服的態度，不是嗎?
人生，該是 「進步 + ing」 (現在進行式 )， 而不應是 「進步 + ed」 (過去式 ) 或 「 be going to + 進步」 (未來式)該是把握現在，懂得不時地保持在上進狀態， 絕不因時間或任何的關係而停止努力， 或是一再地告訴自己「反正明天再開始也不遲」。
想一想，如果一位六十八歲的老太太都可以如此上進， 那您呢 ? 您是一個懂得讓自己不斷進步的人嗎? Serif'">在此提供您兩個小小的妙方: ● 每天去做一件自己雖不喜歡，但卻有意義的事 Serif'">: 每天做十分鐘的運動，每天背十個英文單字， 每天讀一小段最新的商業期刊，每天饒恕一個自己不喜歡的人。 這些事也許您不喜歡，但卻很有意義! 不用太久，您的身體、知識、修養、專業能力 .......， 必會有迅速驚人的進步。
● 常把目標給設定在比自己現有能力---再多出 10%的地方 : 做一件事時，除非事關重大，否則在此誠摯地建議， 不妨試著把目標給設定在比自己現有能力再多出10%的地方。 也許一開始會累一些，但久而久之， 您的能力就會被多「練」出 10%，習慣這樣的程度後， 再把標準提高 10% ..，長期累積，您將在不知不覺中， 變成一個巨人 ! 一個懂的不斷更新、上進的人，不但令人欽佩， 也會在這蕭條的年代裡，較不易面臨被不景氣給淘汰的壓力。 您的人生，會是 「進步 + ing」嗎 ? 昨天的您、今天的您、明天的您， 三者能連成一條向上攀升的曲線嗎？值得共勉 之！
March 27, 2007
Study
u know~there are times where ppl asked me why the hell I want to study when I can make money of my own as in my age.
I can pay my own living, buy things I like, enjoy life early with the money i earn, don have to suffer with the time inflexibility and also the stress of exams, tests and assignment. I can also plan my own time, use it wisely rather than keep studying after 16 years of study since kindergarden...WHY??
I study because I enjoy the time students have, which can't be obtained by ppl in society.
I study because I love the life without responsibility, and freedom of all sorts of life "trouble".
I study because I want to know more about things I like to know, and that ppl at work don have that "American" time to do so.
I study because I still can't find wat I actually like, or that I still donno how my future will be.
I study because I love being forced by people to do things, that I am a very very passive person.
I study because life is so wonderful without fearing wat tomorrow will be like.
I study because I can have all the love and care from my parents and family, because I will be seen as a kid.
I study because I want to get a degree, as if there's no degree, at least, in the future, u will be like nv study before.
I study because I don't need the extra money to support my life, as I don spend much, only on food and some daily used stuff.
I study because I dont want to regret in future, that I nv spend enough time thinking about my life, only work hard the whole life, without having a chance to do thing I really want to do.
There are so many reasons that why I want to study...
ppl will think and debate that all my points are not points, and that I am only avoiding responsibility of my own life, wasting money, instead of earning them, that I am still not matured mentally, that I am my dad's princess, that I donno how to live a proper life..that.....that....
There are things ppl have to say no matter wat u do and wat u say, or even wat u think....
So, NO REGRETS, do things wat I wan to do, because, I AM WHO I AM~
NO FEAR, NO REGRETS, LOVE MYSELF, and most importantly--> ENJOY
I can pay my own living, buy things I like, enjoy life early with the money i earn, don have to suffer with the time inflexibility and also the stress of exams, tests and assignment. I can also plan my own time, use it wisely rather than keep studying after 16 years of study since kindergarden...WHY??
I study because I enjoy the time students have, which can't be obtained by ppl in society.
I study because I love the life without responsibility, and freedom of all sorts of life "trouble".
I study because I want to know more about things I like to know, and that ppl at work don have that "American" time to do so.
I study because I still can't find wat I actually like, or that I still donno how my future will be.
I study because I love being forced by people to do things, that I am a very very passive person.
I study because life is so wonderful without fearing wat tomorrow will be like.
I study because I can have all the love and care from my parents and family, because I will be seen as a kid.
I study because I want to get a degree, as if there's no degree, at least, in the future, u will be like nv study before.
I study because I don't need the extra money to support my life, as I don spend much, only on food and some daily used stuff.
I study because I dont want to regret in future, that I nv spend enough time thinking about my life, only work hard the whole life, without having a chance to do thing I really want to do.
There are so many reasons that why I want to study...
ppl will think and debate that all my points are not points, and that I am only avoiding responsibility of my own life, wasting money, instead of earning them, that I am still not matured mentally, that I am my dad's princess, that I donno how to live a proper life..that.....that....
There are things ppl have to say no matter wat u do and wat u say, or even wat u think....
So, NO REGRETS, do things wat I wan to do, because, I AM WHO I AM~
NO FEAR, NO REGRETS, LOVE MYSELF, and most importantly--> ENJOY
'迟'熟
发现，我是个很迟熟的女孩~是好事，还是坏事？
总觉得，我一直还在变，一直在犹豫，一直在幻想，一直活在童年的时代，一直。。。一直。。。
是好事吗？
早熟的女孩，会比较有自信吗？会比较没那么多忧虑吗？会有较多青春吗？会有较多时间吗？
总觉得，我的青春会毁在我手里，会给我白白的浪费掉~
所以，现在的我，知道我本身较迟熟，所以，就拼命的寻找，拼命的追，拼命的努力。。。
有时，很烦恼~因我啥都要；因我觉得时间过得太快，不够给我用；因我还找不到，想不到我真真要的是啥；因我总觉得很无助，很累；因我看不到我的未来，摸不到，幻想不到；还，因我啥都有？因我没有想过我会有落寞的时候？
人，特别是女人，是贪心的，是自找烦恼的，是想太多的一群。。。
总觉得，我一直还在变，一直在犹豫，一直在幻想，一直活在童年的时代，一直。。。一直。。。
是好事吗？
早熟的女孩，会比较有自信吗？会比较没那么多忧虑吗？会有较多青春吗？会有较多时间吗？
总觉得，我的青春会毁在我手里，会给我白白的浪费掉~
所以，现在的我，知道我本身较迟熟，所以，就拼命的寻找，拼命的追，拼命的努力。。。
有时，很烦恼~因我啥都要；因我觉得时间过得太快，不够给我用；因我还找不到，想不到我真真要的是啥；因我总觉得很无助，很累；因我看不到我的未来，摸不到，幻想不到；还，因我啥都有？因我没有想过我会有落寞的时候？
人，特别是女人，是贪心的，是自找烦恼的，是想太多的一群。。。
March 22, 2007
Raining
It's raining quite heavily after class today. Luckily i caught a bus as soon as i reach the back gate.
Another thing that makes me happy, is that after i got on the bus, a fren, who i Donno how she got my hp number, called me, asking how am i going to the lrt. She's thinking of giving me a lift to lrt station. Its so touchin u know..knowing that some1, a fren cares for u.
Thanks Caziena, I really appreciate that:D
Here"s wat i think about raining.
When there's red hot sun shining above u, u will say that it's too hot for u~
When it's raining, and the floor is wet, u'll say that it's so troublesome for u~
What do u want actually??
For me, I don't mind walking in the rain with umbrella in my hand. Though it's troublesome, but, walking alone, enjoying the breeze, listening to the rain drops falling on the umbrella...its very very relaxing....everything is like "art" which god is trying to convey to living things on earth.
The colourful leaves on the floor were shining with rain drops on its surface;
The rain drops making artistic drawings on a pool of water;
Foot prints from people who stepped on the mud;
The wind which blows the rain drops falling in different angle;
Everything is so, so...wonderful^.^
About the sun....hm..i'll talk about if next time:p:p
Another thing that makes me happy, is that after i got on the bus, a fren, who i Donno how she got my hp number, called me, asking how am i going to the lrt. She's thinking of giving me a lift to lrt station. Its so touchin u know..knowing that some1, a fren cares for u.
Thanks Caziena, I really appreciate that:D
Here"s wat i think about raining.
When there's red hot sun shining above u, u will say that it's too hot for u~
When it's raining, and the floor is wet, u'll say that it's so troublesome for u~
What do u want actually??
For me, I don't mind walking in the rain with umbrella in my hand. Though it's troublesome, but, walking alone, enjoying the breeze, listening to the rain drops falling on the umbrella...its very very relaxing....everything is like "art" which god is trying to convey to living things on earth.
The colourful leaves on the floor were shining with rain drops on its surface;
The rain drops making artistic drawings on a pool of water;
Foot prints from people who stepped on the mud;
The wind which blows the rain drops falling in different angle;
Everything is so, so...wonderful^.^
About the sun....hm..i'll talk about if next time:p:p
afraid of not to afraid?
Do u know...some ppl just know how to make small things look big, and never find ways to get thru the small small trouble that have happen in life. They just know how to be afraid, how to worry and never try to get things done.
Sometimes, there's no big deal bout situation that happen...it's about how u deal with it, how u feel it, think of as a whole.
Sometimes..when u r shocked that something happen on ur way..wat do u do? Sit down n cry/scared? Never! Keep moving, try to change or do things u can do.
When something already happen, n u cannot change the fact that i already did, do things u can, keep moving, look forward, and don waste time on the past. Time! Is everything. Keep moving forward is the only choice u have.
Don grumble about the past, don feel down or scared of the past. The future is always urs to make it wonderful.
Pls~treasure the time u have now. Treasure ur future. DO NOT GRUMBLE/COMPLAIN BOUT SMALL SMALL MATTERS!! be happy, dude~ u know who u are...appreciate everythings that come to u, good or worse, it already happened.
CHEERS!!
Life is full of wonderful things.
Sometimes, there's no big deal bout situation that happen...it's about how u deal with it, how u feel it, think of as a whole.
Sometimes..when u r shocked that something happen on ur way..wat do u do? Sit down n cry/scared? Never! Keep moving, try to change or do things u can do.
When something already happen, n u cannot change the fact that i already did, do things u can, keep moving, look forward, and don waste time on the past. Time! Is everything. Keep moving forward is the only choice u have.
Don grumble about the past, don feel down or scared of the past. The future is always urs to make it wonderful.
Pls~treasure the time u have now. Treasure ur future. DO NOT GRUMBLE/COMPLAIN BOUT SMALL SMALL MATTERS!! be happy, dude~ u know who u are...appreciate everythings that come to u, good or worse, it already happened.
CHEERS!!
Life is full of wonderful things.
March 18, 2007
Mind changing
Aih...y am I like that??Kept changing my mind....
As u ppl who know me well, u will know that I am not that kind of stupid fellow that follow the trend, e.g. ppl say taking bio is just to make it thru towards medicine as the life target...BUT...recentely, there's something that attracted me so much that my heart and mind is moved by the idea to get an MBBS...-_-'''
what is that which attracted me?? the offer by University of Sydney, which offers biomed students to get their MBBS in four years after getting a degree...however, I did not attend the talk bout this-_-'''
Weird rite...i also donno wat attracted me actually... Is it the sydney thing that attracted me to the extreme, or that deep inside me, I actually want to get MBBS??
Donno lor....
ppl like me, getting a MBBS, only can kill ppl~ or...the best my result can get me thru is just to treat those ppl with cough, fever and flu everyday-_-'''
I know my own standards....nvm la~ just do the best in my studies now, get the degree with 1st class, then only choose wat I want to do....
Sienzzzzz!!
As u ppl who know me well, u will know that I am not that kind of stupid fellow that follow the trend, e.g. ppl say taking bio is just to make it thru towards medicine as the life target...BUT...recentely, there's something that attracted me so much that my heart and mind is moved by the idea to get an MBBS...-_-'''
what is that which attracted me?? the offer by University of Sydney, which offers biomed students to get their MBBS in four years after getting a degree...however, I did not attend the talk bout this-_-'''
Weird rite...i also donno wat attracted me actually... Is it the sydney thing that attracted me to the extreme, or that deep inside me, I actually want to get MBBS??
Donno lor....
ppl like me, getting a MBBS, only can kill ppl~ or...the best my result can get me thru is just to treat those ppl with cough, fever and flu everyday-_-'''
I know my own standards....nvm la~ just do the best in my studies now, get the degree with 1st class, then only choose wat I want to do....
Sienzzzzz!!
March 13, 2007
倒霉
最近，我都很倒霉，很衰~遇到的都是一些霉事~
上星期六，我跌了个四脚朝天，而且还是在人潮最旺的地方--〉大学校门！！但是，我还是装没事，装很淑女的继续走。。哈哈！！-_-'''
今天，也很霉，很衰。。。竟然，一大早出门就踩到狗大便-_-''' 无话说。。。
但是，还好，我就因为早，所以来得及把那大便清理了，再上学。。。
衰！霉！
但是，人有三衰六旺嘛~ 所以啊~衰完了，旺事该接二连三的来了吧~^_^
加油！！努力！！向前冲！！
上星期六，我跌了个四脚朝天，而且还是在人潮最旺的地方--〉大学校门！！但是，我还是装没事，装很淑女的继续走。。哈哈！！-_-'''
今天，也很霉，很衰。。。竟然，一大早出门就踩到狗大便-_-''' 无话说。。。
但是，还好，我就因为早，所以来得及把那大便清理了，再上学。。。
衰！霉！
但是，人有三衰六旺嘛~ 所以啊~衰完了，旺事该接二连三的来了吧~^_^
加油！！努力！！向前冲！！
March 10, 2007
小小幸福*to be updated*
幸福是啥？
幸福是--〉当你失落，伤感，无助时，在口中慢慢融化的巧克力；
--〉忙了一整天，那热乎乎的面在肚子里散发热气；
--〉等到那热热红红的太阳下山，在大桶大桶的冲个冷水澡；
--〉逛了以整个下午街后，那慢慢品尝的芝士蛋糕；
--〉每天每天，家人给于的问好；
--〉早上睁开眼睛，感谢老天我还活着；
--〉每天都不用担忧明天，或未来的未知；
。。。。。。
幸福的感觉是如何？就是，当你完成那"幸福”的事情，你都会忍不住，也阻止不了自己，脱口而出的那句：“爽！！”
我好幸福哦！！:p
幸福是--〉当你失落，伤感，无助时，在口中慢慢融化的巧克力；
--〉忙了一整天，那热乎乎的面在肚子里散发热气；
--〉等到那热热红红的太阳下山，在大桶大桶的冲个冷水澡；
--〉逛了以整个下午街后，那慢慢品尝的芝士蛋糕；
--〉每天每天，家人给于的问好；
--〉早上睁开眼睛，感谢老天我还活着；
--〉每天都不用担忧明天，或未来的未知；
。。。。。。
幸福的感觉是如何？就是，当你完成那"幸福”的事情，你都会忍不住，也阻止不了自己，脱口而出的那句：“爽！！”
我好幸福哦！！:p
March 8, 2007
What people did while waiting?
This morning, when the bus passes a row of on coming cars, waiting at the traffic light, I notice what some people did while waiting for the light to turn green.
The 1st was pressing the hp, obviously "sms"ing,
the 2nd was waiting very unpatiently, eyes sticked to the lights,
the 3rd was doing nothing, looked relaxed,
the 4th was also on the hp, but dont seem to me like "sms"ing'
the 5th was the most interesting~ he was on a harmonica!! Oh my god~he's so creative, so...know how to use his time well...Thought I cant hear the tune he was blowing, but I think he enjoys it^_^ Life's like that:D
While in the bus on the way back, waiting for the bus to start moving, I observe the faces of those ppl on board...they are hilarious!!haha...try it urself next time-->observing ppl
And wat did I did always? Sitting, doing nothing, observing ppl, laughing to myself,and....ok~ i did fishing sometimes...I know I look funny too..but hey~don always think how or wat ppl are thinking about u, BUT, think wat u wan to think about people:D
Enjoy observing~
The 1st was pressing the hp, obviously "sms"ing,
the 2nd was waiting very unpatiently, eyes sticked to the lights,
the 3rd was doing nothing, looked relaxed,
the 4th was also on the hp, but dont seem to me like "sms"ing'
the 5th was the most interesting~ he was on a harmonica!! Oh my god~he's so creative, so...know how to use his time well...Thought I cant hear the tune he was blowing, but I think he enjoys it^_^ Life's like that:D
While in the bus on the way back, waiting for the bus to start moving, I observe the faces of those ppl on board...they are hilarious!!haha...try it urself next time-->observing ppl
And wat did I did always? Sitting, doing nothing, observing ppl, laughing to myself,and....ok~ i did fishing sometimes...I know I look funny too..but hey~don always think how or wat ppl are thinking about u, BUT, think wat u wan to think about people:D
Enjoy observing~
March 4, 2007
~~suai~~
Yesterday morning, I was so suai~-_-'''
After the Management principle test, I walked alone out of the uni~coz I went some where just after the test, and most of my classmates have went home.
When reaching the guard house, I accidentally fell and landed on my knee. Is it because of my shoe? or is it that I am day dreaming about something?
Anyway, after that, I just stand up, and continue my walking like nothing ever happened before, walked gracefully, like miss world universe..hahahaha~~
So malu~~Aih''' but wat to do? have to keep going, and not sitting there crying rite:P
After the Management principle test, I walked alone out of the uni~coz I went some where just after the test, and most of my classmates have went home.
When reaching the guard house, I accidentally fell and landed on my knee. Is it because of my shoe? or is it that I am day dreaming about something?
Anyway, after that, I just stand up, and continue my walking like nothing ever happened before, walked gracefully, like miss world universe..hahahaha~~
So malu~~Aih''' but wat to do? have to keep going, and not sitting there crying rite:P
February 25, 2007
My big bro
Always thinking y my bro's gf can tahan my bro so much....
He is such a kid (as most males are), he do things without thinking before hand, he always makes ppl angry, etc, etc...
However, after reading his blog this morning, now I know that y they are still so "loving" and almost have the intention to "m****d", after so many years of dating and being together.
y?? coz my bro have a lottle bit of romantic gene, which I don't know where he got it from, as I can't see it in my dad. Its so sweet even he just did some small little thing in valentines day for his gf. Any small little surprise is also a surprise. No wonder, with my bro's cute face and his baby attitude, his gf cant angry him for long^_^
Gambateh~~my big bro....big liao lor....hehe...
this is the link to his blog: http://www.nesohu.com/myblog/
He is such a kid (as most males are), he do things without thinking before hand, he always makes ppl angry, etc, etc...
However, after reading his blog this morning, now I know that y they are still so "loving" and almost have the intention to "m****d", after so many years of dating and being together.
y?? coz my bro have a lottle bit of romantic gene, which I don't know where he got it from, as I can't see it in my dad. Its so sweet even he just did some small little thing in valentines day for his gf. Any small little surprise is also a surprise. No wonder, with my bro's cute face and his baby attitude, his gf cant angry him for long^_^
Gambateh~~my big bro....big liao lor....hehe...
this is the link to his blog: http://www.nesohu.com/myblog/
February 23, 2007
switching holiday mode --> pia mode
Everytime, I love coming back and forth KL <-> PG. However, it's very easy to switch off the pia mode/ so called study mode to lazy mode. But, it's hard to switch back the mode. High determination and brain power for me (and maybe other ppl) to switch back the mode.
I am really working very hard, trying to achive my target, not to be said useless by ppl, or that to be seen none by ppl, that I am just a so so ppl, and won't achieve anything in life. On the other hand, I that kind that is very lazy and very easily attracted to something of influenced by the evil side of my spirit.
Thats y...I have to love myself much more than anybody loves me; I have to learn to be independent mentally, that I wont be easily influenced or attracted by anything; that I have to be myself, the angel side of me to achive freedom for myself, not dependent mentally by ppl who "see me no"; to achieve my target, without fear of how ppl might look at me.
My moto, in additional to enjoy, will be temporary: 自恋，自爱，自习，自由，自己！！
p/s: is kind of very selfish moto, all thinking only bout me and myself, but this is how ppl grow, and climb to achieve his/her target. I have that kind of spirit and thought to help others, but just wait till I achieve wat I wanted to 1st. Hope this thought and spirit will stay long with me:p
I am really working very hard, trying to achive my target, not to be said useless by ppl, or that to be seen none by ppl, that I am just a so so ppl, and won't achieve anything in life. On the other hand, I that kind that is very lazy and very easily attracted to something of influenced by the evil side of my spirit.
Thats y...I have to love myself much more than anybody loves me; I have to learn to be independent mentally, that I wont be easily influenced or attracted by anything; that I have to be myself, the angel side of me to achive freedom for myself, not dependent mentally by ppl who "see me no"; to achieve my target, without fear of how ppl might look at me.
My moto, in additional to enjoy, will be temporary: 自恋，自爱，自习，自由，自己！！
p/s: is kind of very selfish moto, all thinking only bout me and myself, but this is how ppl grow, and climb to achieve his/her target. I have that kind of spirit and thought to help others, but just wait till I achieve wat I wanted to 1st. Hope this thought and spirit will stay long with me:p
February 20, 2007
3rd day of CNY
Yesterday night, I have had a small gathering of my ex form 6 class mates in Ling Ling's house. Met some frens that I have never seen them for very long time.
Before the gathering, Feng Chen, Siu Chong and Tzuin Twee came to my house to have a visit and have a small chit chat with me. Its a long time since I have been sitting down, talking to Feng Chen and Tzuin Twee.
In Ling Ling's house, met Ai Chien, who I never met for a long long time^.^
We played cards, which that the rule is the loser will have to drink sort of a mixure of donno wat. I drank a few times for losing and for the sake of my stupid brain and my unstopable mouth. --> that today morning, my stomach keep disturbing me, and I have to go toilet for a flush of my stomach. However, It's fun playing with frens:D
After the whole thing, Suat Hwa came to my house to stay over night. Not bad lor~ Talk the whole night till we felt sleepy and sleep at bout 2+ am. Talk lots of things out...that now I know I really still have ppl to share my experience with:D Thanks a lot my fren^-^
Before the gathering, Feng Chen, Siu Chong and Tzuin Twee came to my house to have a visit and have a small chit chat with me. Its a long time since I have been sitting down, talking to Feng Chen and Tzuin Twee.
In Ling Ling's house, met Ai Chien, who I never met for a long long time^.^
We played cards, which that the rule is the loser will have to drink sort of a mixure of donno wat. I drank a few times for losing and for the sake of my stupid brain and my unstopable mouth. --> that today morning, my stomach keep disturbing me, and I have to go toilet for a flush of my stomach. However, It's fun playing with frens:D
After the whole thing, Suat Hwa came to my house to stay over night. Not bad lor~ Talk the whole night till we felt sleepy and sleep at bout 2+ am. Talk lots of things out...that now I know I really still have ppl to share my experience with:D Thanks a lot my fren^-^
February 17, 2007
my new year
icon: rainbow, rising sun, sun flower
mind set: target, mission, vision, achivement, management
songs: filled with energy that can keep me moving
colour: pink and green
hobby: drama + still thinking of more
important dates: my birthday
food: to keep myself healthy
favorites: bed, book, laptop and my diary
my child: nokia 6233
mind set: target, mission, vision, achivement, management
songs: filled with energy that can keep me moving
colour: pink and green
hobby: drama + still thinking of more
important dates: my birthday
food: to keep myself healthy
favorites: bed, book, laptop and my diary
my child: nokia 6233
February 16, 2007
29th day of 12 month of lunar calendar
Still 2 more days to chinese new year~
Today was very tiring~ morning, woke up at 6.30am, when to the market to buy pork and kuih for grandma. Those were for the ceremony to get blessing from grandpa.
Then, when to the Oh Kongsi for the ceremony. Half way thru the ceremony, me and my best cousin, Yuan curi keluar, makan tosai and roti tisu~ so full....but the thing I can ORZ to Yuan is that she can take dumplings after that. '''
Then, do some shopping on behalf of my grandma as she needs lots of help during chinese new year since she has not fully recover from the spraining of her waist. Bought layer cakes from sunflower, which cost RM 72 for 2kg(OMG!!), and then to sunshine farlim for peanuts and some sweets.
Oh ya...when to service my car too....
My clutch is now normal d~ and the whole service thing cost RM111-->erm, maybe kena potong, but wat to do? its near cny and ppl need to get all the money they can.
Back home, make jelly, which turns out to be, erm...a bit dissapointed:p:p:p
Then, have a good rest for 1 hour...hahahahahaha!!!
p/s: so hot~ my brain's melted!!
Today was very tiring~ morning, woke up at 6.30am, when to the market to buy pork and kuih for grandma. Those were for the ceremony to get blessing from grandpa.
Then, when to the Oh Kongsi for the ceremony. Half way thru the ceremony, me and my best cousin, Yuan curi keluar, makan tosai and roti tisu~ so full....but the thing I can ORZ to Yuan is that she can take dumplings after that. '''
Then, do some shopping on behalf of my grandma as she needs lots of help during chinese new year since she has not fully recover from the spraining of her waist. Bought layer cakes from sunflower, which cost RM 72 for 2kg(OMG!!), and then to sunshine farlim for peanuts and some sweets.
Oh ya...when to service my car too....
My clutch is now normal d~ and the whole service thing cost RM111-->erm, maybe kena potong, but wat to do? its near cny and ppl need to get all the money they can.
Back home, make jelly, which turns out to be, erm...a bit dissapointed:p:p:p
Then, have a good rest for 1 hour...hahahahahaha!!!
p/s: so hot~ my brain's melted!!
February 9, 2007
自恋
有一天~看综艺节目，看着看着，我发现自恋的人很有魅力。e.g. 汪大东--〉我现在temperary的最爱！！
自恋，会提升自己的自信心，有了自信，魅力就自然散发出来了~
自恋，是因为俗语说：要爱人，就先要爱自己；所以，就该先学习自爱~
自恋，会不论在任何情况下，不论他人对你有和评语，都会坚强的向前走~
我自恋吗？目前还没练成。。。我还在自私里徘徊~
我现在要学的自恋，是自恋，但不自私！
自恋，会提升自己的自信心，有了自信，魅力就自然散发出来了~
自恋，是因为俗语说：要爱人，就先要爱自己；所以，就该先学习自爱~
自恋，会不论在任何情况下，不论他人对你有和评语，都会坚强的向前走~
我自恋吗？目前还没练成。。。我还在自私里徘徊~
我现在要学的自恋，是自恋，但不自私！
February 8, 2007
感谢上天！
虽然有时我会觉得很无助，很没有存在感，不懂生存的意义是啥~ 但，我能很肯定的说，老天很疼我~每当我有啥计划，它都会帮我实现。。。
老天，我会为了您给我的疼惜，把我的生活活得更精彩，更有意义。
我会加油加油加油~
谢谢您~THANK YOU!!!!!
老天，我会为了您给我的疼惜，把我的生活活得更精彩，更有意义。
我会加油加油加油~
谢谢您~THANK YOU!!!!!
February 7, 2007
Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year is just around the corner~
For we chinese, no matter how modern we are, or no matter how westernised we are, chinese new year seems to be more new year to us than that of 1st January. Even though we go for count down on 31st of Dec (new year's eve), but, the eve of chinese new year seems to be more meaningful than that of going countdown.
Why? because according to chinese culture, family members gather around a table, gather in a house(specific location that is known to be "the place"), then have new year eve dinner together.
In modern days, everyone have their own life, have own jobs and own family (discrete). Hence, CNY is the best time for every1 to meet up, to stay in connection, to know each other's life during the pass year, etc, etc....
I love CNY...or any celebration~ I love seeing ppl being happy, enjoying and in positive mood. Though I am always sitting in a corner, but I love looking at ppl who is enjoying the moment~ This makes me feel positive and enjoyable too...
I love going countdown or party also~ why? because I love the mood and the atmosphere~
Ppl may look at me and say that I am not enjoying the atmosphere becoz I am always in a corner, but that's never true...
I am in the corner becoz I love looking and analyse ppl. This makes me feel how ppl is feeling and get into the feeling too.
CNY....every1 will spring clean the whole house for the coming new year...coz of laziness(excuse), and in cny, no such excuse can be given; coz of lack of time during normal days(another excuse); coz new year is suppose to be "new" in every aspect?.....
For we chinese, no matter how modern we are, or no matter how westernised we are, chinese new year seems to be more new year to us than that of 1st January. Even though we go for count down on 31st of Dec (new year's eve), but, the eve of chinese new year seems to be more meaningful than that of going countdown.
Why? because according to chinese culture, family members gather around a table, gather in a house(specific location that is known to be "the place"), then have new year eve dinner together.
In modern days, everyone have their own life, have own jobs and own family (discrete). Hence, CNY is the best time for every1 to meet up, to stay in connection, to know each other's life during the pass year, etc, etc....
I love CNY...or any celebration~ I love seeing ppl being happy, enjoying and in positive mood. Though I am always sitting in a corner, but I love looking at ppl who is enjoying the moment~ This makes me feel positive and enjoyable too...
I love going countdown or party also~ why? because I love the mood and the atmosphere~
Ppl may look at me and say that I am not enjoying the atmosphere becoz I am always in a corner, but that's never true...
I am in the corner becoz I love looking and analyse ppl. This makes me feel how ppl is feeling and get into the feeling too.
CNY....every1 will spring clean the whole house for the coming new year...coz of laziness(excuse), and in cny, no such excuse can be given; coz of lack of time during normal days(another excuse); coz new year is suppose to be "new" in every aspect?.....
February 6, 2007
outstanding
For one to be outstanding/to be seen, without any extra knowledge or anything special, wat i realise is that u can be extremely loving in ppl's eyes or that u can choose to be extremely hated by ppl.
I, in this case can't be outstanding becoz I am not in both extemities.
I know I am known, as some1, but not a special 1.
I know some ppl hated me, but not till the extremes.
I know ppl loves me, but that is just till the ok stage.
I am not the 1 that wanted or ever dreamt to be some1 special~I want to be ordinary. U know y? becoz ar~ today la~ I think, if all ppl are the same, then y want to be special? u can't take that into ur coffin rite?
but this is bluff myself 1....
wat to do? just do my best in everything I decided to do in every stage of my life...
The new stage of my life just begun~I will live it to the best and make it better~
p/s: if ppl say i mean it from the bottom of my heart, he/she doesn't mean it...coz......it's in his/her liver...hahahaha....
I, in this case can't be outstanding becoz I am not in both extemities.
I know I am known, as some1, but not a special 1.
I know some ppl hated me, but not till the extremes.
I know ppl loves me, but that is just till the ok stage.
I am not the 1 that wanted or ever dreamt to be some1 special~I want to be ordinary. U know y? becoz ar~ today la~ I think, if all ppl are the same, then y want to be special? u can't take that into ur coffin rite?
but this is bluff myself 1....
wat to do? just do my best in everything I decided to do in every stage of my life...
The new stage of my life just begun~I will live it to the best and make it better~
p/s: if ppl say i mean it from the bottom of my heart, he/she doesn't mean it...coz......it's in his/her liver...hahahaha....
January 28, 2007
手放开
一向来，我都是那拿得起，有很容易放得下的人。这次，我之所以很辛苦，可能是因为我的手还是紧紧地握着吧~
很想放开手，心中却充满了一万个不舍，心中，莫名的期待着不可能中的可能。放开手，是我现在唯一应该做的。但是，心里一阵阵的剧痛，脑里浮现的幻想，期望，让我心结紧紧地加上了几个死结。
等待，是一种幸福。但是，等待一个不可能，是一种折磨。
放开，是一种解脱。同时，放开是很艰难的事。
我的未来，充满了无限的可能性~但是，就因为无限，所以害怕面对。因为无限，所以看不到。因为无限，所以宁愿止步，停留在过去。
一个人的伤，一个人的无牵挂~
如果我一个人的悲，换来的事你的前途，就让我悲，就让我伤，就让我痛。。。让成全，成为我继续爱你的方式。
很想放开手，心中却充满了一万个不舍，心中，莫名的期待着不可能中的可能。放开手，是我现在唯一应该做的。但是，心里一阵阵的剧痛，脑里浮现的幻想，期望，让我心结紧紧地加上了几个死结。
等待，是一种幸福。但是，等待一个不可能，是一种折磨。
放开，是一种解脱。同时，放开是很艰难的事。
我的未来，充满了无限的可能性~但是，就因为无限，所以害怕面对。因为无限，所以看不到。因为无限，所以宁愿止步，停留在过去。
一个人的伤，一个人的无牵挂~
如果我一个人的悲，换来的事你的前途，就让我悲，就让我伤，就让我痛。。。让成全，成为我继续爱你的方式。
January 26, 2007
January 23, 2007
探险
曾经，有人对我说，人生如果是平淡的，没有成就，没有刺激，那么，人生的日记，在年老的时候翻回，日记本里写的，都是没有价值，没有意义的~今天，现在的我，刚刚相同了这点--〉可能你们会觉得我是在欺骗自己，但，先听听我的解释，看看我的想法呗！
就说现在的我是21岁，十年前的我，何曾想过这些年后的今天，我经历过了什么？看过什么人生的丑陋？我生命中曾经出现过什么重要的人？今天我会在哪里？今天我会在过怎样的生活？我的生活中会有什么不可缺少的东西？
十年前，在我的记忆中，这些这些，都从来没有在我的脑海中飘过。
可能，你会说，十年前，我还是个黄毛丫头，很无知，还不成熟，还没有那么多想法。。。同样的，再过十年，看会今天的我，回想，我怎么都没有想过今天的我会在这，会在做啥，会经历啥，会遇见什么人，会怎样怎样的。。。那时，我会回头，像当年，我是那么的笨，那么的白痴，那么的无知，那么的单纯。。。
所以，我的意识是，过一天算一天，不论是否平淡，是否有刺激，那还是我生命中的一天。如果我从来没有今天，何来明天？何有未来？何有十年后的我？
是啦~今天的努力才有明天/未来的成就。所以啊~我们要在我们活着的每一天，都是在《过生活》，而不是让生命活过。每天都是美好的，明天，未来都是充满惊喜，色彩的:D
每天探险加油！！
就说现在的我是21岁，十年前的我，何曾想过这些年后的今天，我经历过了什么？看过什么人生的丑陋？我生命中曾经出现过什么重要的人？今天我会在哪里？今天我会在过怎样的生活？我的生活中会有什么不可缺少的东西？
十年前，在我的记忆中，这些这些，都从来没有在我的脑海中飘过。
可能，你会说，十年前，我还是个黄毛丫头，很无知，还不成熟，还没有那么多想法。。。同样的，再过十年，看会今天的我，回想，我怎么都没有想过今天的我会在这，会在做啥，会经历啥，会遇见什么人，会怎样怎样的。。。那时，我会回头，像当年，我是那么的笨，那么的白痴，那么的无知，那么的单纯。。。
所以，我的意识是，过一天算一天，不论是否平淡，是否有刺激，那还是我生命中的一天。如果我从来没有今天，何来明天？何有未来？何有十年后的我？
是啦~今天的努力才有明天/未来的成就。所以啊~我们要在我们活着的每一天，都是在《过生活》，而不是让生命活过。每天都是美好的，明天，未来都是充满惊喜，色彩的:D
每天探险加油！！
January 22, 2007
Selfish and Self-centred
I am some1 that is self-centred, selfish and very self-loving in ways. There is an old saying: " 人不为己，天诛地灭。" That's y I have to always come 1st in my thought of whatever, then only I will think for others. Maybe, that is y I hated to be unseen, unheard and unnoticed? or that is y I envy/jealous those ppl that can care for others or that thery know how to think of others. I love these ppl. Maybe because in my mind, I have the highest priority.
When things/ppl that I call/have in mind that it, he/she is considered in the "I" zone,, I will have them and put them in the highest rank or priority no matter wat. That may be the reason I ruin something very important in my life.
To be self-centred and selfish is in part of our familial gene. I have been seeing my dad being that way, protecting himself and protecting us, my family members...and that is the way I have been brought up. It's something in me that makes me who I am.
Being proud of myself, even I have achived nothing, makes me feel life is wonderful, makes me smile to anything and anyone, makes me feel like I am enjoying my life, etc....etc....
p3@c3!!
When things/ppl that I call/have in mind that it, he/she is considered in the "I" zone,, I will have them and put them in the highest rank or priority no matter wat. That may be the reason I ruin something very important in my life.
To be self-centred and selfish is in part of our familial gene. I have been seeing my dad being that way, protecting himself and protecting us, my family members...and that is the way I have been brought up. It's something in me that makes me who I am.
Being proud of myself, even I have achived nothing, makes me feel life is wonderful, makes me smile to anything and anyone, makes me feel like I am enjoying my life, etc....etc....
p3@c3!!
January 16, 2007
Invisible girl
I believe that everyone on this world have their designated fate that is written some where on "The Book" in god's hand.
I know someone that is fated to always be seen and noticed. But, in my case, my fate is to always be someone so unseen, unheard, unnoticed and invisible. Even when me and my family members are sitting together to have a small chat, ppl just forget my existance and nv listen to watever I am talking.
Why? one of my friends asked that why I say that I am invisible? He can see me what!?! Haha! wat I mean is not to be seen or not, it is to be remebered or not.
I have experienced that I have been knowing the existance of some1, however, in my memory, when I recall back, he is just not there in image, but he said that he was there...then only I really notice that he exist around me:p
I always have very low self estimme and always being a corner girl, or to be "a vase", which is visible, but never in memory, to be heard and nv to be remebered.
Maybe this is the life I choosed and god gave me what I asked for, that is to be a normal person, who lices a normal life.
Thanks God, but as a human like me, is hard to satisfy needs of ppl like me....Aih'''
I know someone that is fated to always be seen and noticed. But, in my case, my fate is to always be someone so unseen, unheard, unnoticed and invisible. Even when me and my family members are sitting together to have a small chat, ppl just forget my existance and nv listen to watever I am talking.
Why? one of my friends asked that why I say that I am invisible? He can see me what!?! Haha! wat I mean is not to be seen or not, it is to be remebered or not.
I have experienced that I have been knowing the existance of some1, however, in my memory, when I recall back, he is just not there in image, but he said that he was there...then only I really notice that he exist around me:p
I always have very low self estimme and always being a corner girl, or to be "a vase", which is visible, but never in memory, to be heard and nv to be remebered.
Maybe this is the life I choosed and god gave me what I asked for, that is to be a normal person, who lices a normal life.
Thanks God, but as a human like me, is hard to satisfy needs of ppl like me....Aih'''
January 9, 2007
I have friends:D:D:D
I always thought that I don't quite have many friends~ However, after all my posts on my blogs and tell some ppl how I felt bout the world, my feelings and let my feelings out of me, I start to get feedback and some thoughtful and caring words from my friends~
Here, I would like to say my special thanks to all of u, that care and love me:D I regret that I have not given all of u much of attention that I sometimes forgot ur existance~sorry for that, but I will the best out of me to pay back and try to be ur good friend:D
THANK YOU ALL!!
Here, I would like to say my special thanks to all of u, that care and love me:D I regret that I have not given all of u much of attention that I sometimes forgot ur existance~sorry for that, but I will the best out of me to pay back and try to be ur good friend:D
THANK YOU ALL!!
January 5, 2007
生活？人生？
那天，看到有个转送的电邮~他把人生，看得很简单。。。
它说：“当你渴了，有个人拿几个杯给你选来倒水喝，有华丽的，名贵的，烂木质的，还有纸杯；你选的，肯定不是纳木质的，或纸杯吧~但是，想想，被是次要的东西，水才使你真正需要的。” “如果物质，感情，钱财等人们追求的东西是杯，人生是水的话，那么，我们所追求的一切都只是增添人生的色彩的东西。换个角度看，如果没有杯盛得了水吗？用手？还不是会漏水？那么，如果没有了杯，人生算是什么？人，活着的意义是什么？
学佛的，会说人活着是要修性；追梦的，会为追梦而活着；天生的钱奴，会为更多的钱活。。。
我。。。为了什么活着？为了自己？那，我是什么？我是谁？我的人生有意义吗？我的人生精彩吗？我的每一天都过得充实吗？我，活着的意义何在？我的未来。。。我摸不到，看不到，感觉不到；我活着的每一天，有位世界添点色彩吗？
是我最近悲观了吗？？
心，伤透了，痛极了。。。我害怕，害怕未来，害怕面对，害怕被伤害，害怕浪费，害怕黑暗，害怕寂寞，害怕闷，害怕他人看到我脆弱的一面，害怕。。。害怕。。。
神阿~给我指路吧！我已经没有心灵的依靠，对世界没有信心；对自己，也失去了信心。。。我好孤独哦~
它说：“当你渴了，有个人拿几个杯给你选来倒水喝，有华丽的，名贵的，烂木质的，还有纸杯；你选的，肯定不是纳木质的，或纸杯吧~但是，想想，被是次要的东西，水才使你真正需要的。” “如果物质，感情，钱财等人们追求的东西是杯，人生是水的话，那么，我们所追求的一切都只是增添人生的色彩的东西。换个角度看，如果没有杯盛得了水吗？用手？还不是会漏水？那么，如果没有了杯，人生算是什么？人，活着的意义是什么？
学佛的，会说人活着是要修性；追梦的，会为追梦而活着；天生的钱奴，会为更多的钱活。。。
我。。。为了什么活着？为了自己？那，我是什么？我是谁？我的人生有意义吗？我的人生精彩吗？我的每一天都过得充实吗？我，活着的意义何在？我的未来。。。我摸不到，看不到，感觉不到；我活着的每一天，有位世界添点色彩吗？
是我最近悲观了吗？？
心，伤透了，痛极了。。。我害怕，害怕未来，害怕面对，害怕被伤害，害怕浪费，害怕黑暗，害怕寂寞，害怕闷，害怕他人看到我脆弱的一面，害怕。。。害怕。。。
神阿~给我指路吧！我已经没有心灵的依靠，对世界没有信心；对自己，也失去了信心。。。我好孤独哦~
January 4, 2007
感觉回来了~
曾经何时，我常抱着期待，富有梦想的心情看世界；所谓的世界，包括感情世界，我的未来世界，我的事业，还有人类的世界~
现在，感觉回来了~那青春，单纯，期待的心又回到我身边了~我怎么感觉到？就是，很单纯的，白痴的，容易感到别人，他人对我的感觉--〉喜欢，讨厌，爱，恨。。。我的思念，想法，不再为谁人而受约束；不再需要为他人的时间，想法而排列，规划我的人生，我的时间~这，是所谓的自由吧~
但是，人，往往是不知足的~当上天不作美，下雨时，我们渴望晴天；当阳光普照时，我们渴望下雨；当我们有着美满的生活，我们会渴望得到更多；当我们有爱情时，会渴望自己是自由身；当我们没有爱情时，会渴望它的到来；当我们有个温暖的家庭，我们会觉得它很烦；当我们的家庭式破碎的，我们会渴望它是完美的。。。
人，就是如此~~
把握现在，创造我们更美好的未来吧~
加油加油！！
现在，感觉回来了~那青春，单纯，期待的心又回到我身边了~我怎么感觉到？就是，很单纯的，白痴的，容易感到别人，他人对我的感觉--〉喜欢，讨厌，爱，恨。。。我的思念，想法，不再为谁人而受约束；不再需要为他人的时间，想法而排列，规划我的人生，我的时间~这，是所谓的自由吧~
但是，人，往往是不知足的~当上天不作美，下雨时，我们渴望晴天；当阳光普照时，我们渴望下雨；当我们有着美满的生活，我们会渴望得到更多；当我们有爱情时，会渴望自己是自由身；当我们没有爱情时，会渴望它的到来；当我们有个温暖的家庭，我们会觉得它很烦；当我们的家庭式破碎的，我们会渴望它是完美的。。。
人，就是如此~~
把握现在，创造我们更美好的未来吧~
加油加油！！
January 3, 2007
Harbin Tour
I just came back from Harbin China~wat I have experienced is that u will never know wat cold is until u been there. The coldness there is undiscribable~
How cold is cold? even I wore 3 pairs of socks, my feet can still froze~if u are outside walking without closing ur ear, u will feel numbness on ur ears even for just less then 5 mins~by wearing 2 pairs of gloves, ur hands have still be frozed~
This is wat I call to spend money to suffer~but once in ones life time, one must know and experience wat is the real coldness.
Bout our tour~
1st day:- to fly from Penang to Incheon,Seoul; then to ShenYang Airport, then took a bus to ChangChun and stay there a night~At night, our 1st guide in China was irresponsible and think only bout herself, so, our tour leader asked for a change of guide.
2nd day:- the new guide, XiaoTian, first took us for ski, I have got my 1st lesson in ski, where luckily I got a chinese coach who is quite good and responsible. Though it is just a short lesson, I find myself can catch the basics of skiing. Then we went to movie wonderland, where it is a place to see how movie tricks are made, however, we don't manage to walk thru the whole wonderland. The Guide then took us to ChangChun's palace, which is more to a mansion, which was last a home to the last emperor of China, Puyi. Then, we leave ChangChun for Harbin.
3rd day:- Our guide in Harbin is XiaoBao. 1st, we went to KekLokSi in Harbin, then to Sun Island. Sun Island is where snow carvings are displayed. On the way, we stop by at one of the famous Russian Church. After Sun Island, we went to see winter swimming. The temperature was -18 to -20 celcius. However, those ppl, even at the age of 80, dive and swim in the water like it's summer. Beside the place of the winter swimming there is an ice slide for us to play with. The slide is cool~it's something like the slide in Genting, but this is more exotic, coz on the "cushion" we sit on have no place for u to hold on, and at the end is a natural frozen river bank. So, it's very exciting~ Later~ at bout 4pm, when the sun dissapears into the horizon, we proceed to 2 ice sculpturing, carving and light display. One is carving on a piece of ice, and another one is using ice boulders to build ice buildings where ppl can go into those buildings.
4th day:- This day is a whole day on bus, where we have to travel from Harbin back to ShenYang which takes 8-10 hours of drive. At night, we have some time to do some shopping beside our hotel and have dumpling dinner, which the dinner is composed of 7 dishes of different types of dumplings and 6 more of other dishes.
5th day:- On the morning, proceed to DaLian. This day is the day of new year eve. So, things I see is mostly things on the pics I posted up. At night, our tour leader bought us fireworks for everyone of us to play with at one of the squares, as sort of celebration to welcome year 2007.
6th day:- New year's Day!!It was snowing in the morning...We have got a white new year:p Went to the Jap-Russian prison. Then, to LvShun where we visited the past war remnants, and the yellow sea.
7th day:- Back in ShenYang, our guide is Paul~ We visited ShenYang's palace of the Qing Dynasty. The palace was once the place where the 1st Qing Emperor starts the dynasty. Then, we proceed to the Airport for departure back to Penang.
Here, I would like to present my special thanks to Shirley, our tour leader from Ace Tours, for giving us the best out of u, with great responsibility~ Also, to our guide in China, Miss LuLu, for ur great responsibility and ur best personality~
How cold is cold? even I wore 3 pairs of socks, my feet can still froze~if u are outside walking without closing ur ear, u will feel numbness on ur ears even for just less then 5 mins~by wearing 2 pairs of gloves, ur hands have still be frozed~
This is wat I call to spend money to suffer~but once in ones life time, one must know and experience wat is the real coldness.
Bout our tour~
1st day:- to fly from Penang to Incheon,Seoul; then to ShenYang Airport, then took a bus to ChangChun and stay there a night~At night, our 1st guide in China was irresponsible and think only bout herself, so, our tour leader asked for a change of guide.
2nd day:- the new guide, XiaoTian, first took us for ski, I have got my 1st lesson in ski, where luckily I got a chinese coach who is quite good and responsible. Though it is just a short lesson, I find myself can catch the basics of skiing. Then we went to movie wonderland, where it is a place to see how movie tricks are made, however, we don't manage to walk thru the whole wonderland. The Guide then took us to ChangChun's palace, which is more to a mansion, which was last a home to the last emperor of China, Puyi. Then, we leave ChangChun for Harbin.
3rd day:- Our guide in Harbin is XiaoBao. 1st, we went to KekLokSi in Harbin, then to Sun Island. Sun Island is where snow carvings are displayed. On the way, we stop by at one of the famous Russian Church. After Sun Island, we went to see winter swimming. The temperature was -18 to -20 celcius. However, those ppl, even at the age of 80, dive and swim in the water like it's summer. Beside the place of the winter swimming there is an ice slide for us to play with. The slide is cool~it's something like the slide in Genting, but this is more exotic, coz on the "cushion" we sit on have no place for u to hold on, and at the end is a natural frozen river bank. So, it's very exciting~ Later~ at bout 4pm, when the sun dissapears into the horizon, we proceed to 2 ice sculpturing, carving and light display. One is carving on a piece of ice, and another one is using ice boulders to build ice buildings where ppl can go into those buildings. 4th day:- This day is a whole day on bus, where we have to travel from Harbin back to ShenYang which takes 8-10 hours of drive. At night, we have some time to do some shopping beside our hotel and have dumpling dinner, which the dinner is composed of 7 dishes of different types of dumplings and 6 more of other dishes. 5th day:- On the morning, proceed to DaLian. This day is the day of new year eve. So, things I see is mostly things on the pics I posted up. At night, our tour leader bought us fireworks for everyone of us to play with at one of the squares, as sort of celebration to welcome year 2007.
6th day:- New year's Day!!It was snowing in the morning...We have got a white new year:p Went to the Jap-Russian prison. Then, to LvShun where we visited the past war remnants, and the yellow sea. 7th day:- Back in ShenYang, our guide is Paul~ We visited ShenYang's palace of the Qing Dynasty. The palace was once the place where the 1st Qing Emperor starts the dynasty. Then, we proceed to the Airport for departure back to Penang.Here, I would like to present my special thanks to Shirley, our tour leader from Ace Tours, for giving us the best out of u, with great responsibility~ Also, to our guide in China, Miss LuLu, for ur great responsibility and ur best personality~December 19, 2006
Thought of the day
有一天，我的朋友看到我的钱包，她问我为什么会买这样可爱的钱包？我说，因为可爱啊!她说，都几岁了，还要扮可爱。。。
我在心里想，难道人一天一天的长大，就不再可以可爱？不再可以天真？不再可以拥有，和表露自己纯真的一面吗？
其实，如果世上每个人都用最真诚，最纯真的眼睛看世界，那，我们的世界，会是个很和平，很和平的地方~唯一的坏处就是，世界不能进步。。。
用最纯真的心看世界，世界会是个很美的地方~人也会比较快乐吧~
人，本来就该报有纯真，可爱的自己；不该因为世俗的看法，观念，而把嘴原本的自己埋没，忘记。。。
我~还是会继续扮可爱，表露最天真的自己吧！
加油加油！！
我在心里想，难道人一天一天的长大，就不再可以可爱？不再可以天真？不再可以拥有，和表露自己纯真的一面吗？
其实，如果世上每个人都用最真诚，最纯真的眼睛看世界，那，我们的世界，会是个很和平，很和平的地方~唯一的坏处就是，世界不能进步。。。
用最纯真的心看世界，世界会是个很美的地方~人也会比较快乐吧~
人，本来就该报有纯真，可爱的自己；不该因为世俗的看法，观念，而把嘴原本的自己埋没，忘记。。。
我~还是会继续扮可爱，表露最天真的自己吧！
加油加油！！
December 18, 2006
Key
在每个人的心里，都有一把钥匙。但是，人往往忽略了他的存在，没有把它紧紧地掌握在自己的手里，而把那钥匙的掌控，放在他人的手心里。
人，应该自己掌握自己心里的钥匙，把幸福和快乐带给别人，而不是把钥匙一直寄托在别人的手里，一直希望他人用那把钥匙，带给我们幸福。
心里的钥匙万岁！！
人，应该自己掌握自己心里的钥匙，把幸福和快乐带给别人，而不是把钥匙一直寄托在别人的手里，一直希望他人用那把钥匙，带给我们幸福。
心里的钥匙万岁！！
December 17, 2006
人生与爱情
求死容易，求生难。。。人生，本来就是一个考验。我现在所感受到的伤和痛，会让我在我的人生路途上走更远，让我更会爱我自己。现在，我常回想当初我和他的过去，想到的种种，都是我们有过的甜蜜，快乐。。。那些痛苦和悲伤的日子，我想想起，都有点困难。
所以，现在，我虽然还会想起他，但是，不会再掉眼泪，还是觉得心里闷闷的，反而，就是把它看成我记忆里的一部分，我人生的一个经验。人家说，遥望掉一个感情，就得先发展新的一段感情，所以。。。可能，我还会想念他一阵子吧~如果，我的人生注定就是只会有一次的爱情，那么，他就真正使我人生中的唯一，那，我可以出书，写我的故事了！！哈哈！！如果，我的人生还有下一段恋情，那么，那个男的，会需要付出很多很多，因为，我不那么天真，不那么容易相信人了--悲哀~
但是，人生不只是只存有爱情。。。我一定会走出我的悲伤，走出回忆。。。我一定会让我的未来充满光芒！！
谢了，我曾经爱过的你~
加油加油咯！！
所以，现在，我虽然还会想起他，但是，不会再掉眼泪，还是觉得心里闷闷的，反而，就是把它看成我记忆里的一部分，我人生的一个经验。人家说，遥望掉一个感情，就得先发展新的一段感情，所以。。。可能，我还会想念他一阵子吧~如果，我的人生注定就是只会有一次的爱情，那么，他就真正使我人生中的唯一，那，我可以出书，写我的故事了！！哈哈！！如果，我的人生还有下一段恋情，那么，那个男的，会需要付出很多很多，因为，我不那么天真，不那么容易相信人了--悲哀~
但是，人生不只是只存有爱情。。。我一定会走出我的悲伤，走出回忆。。。我一定会让我的未来充满光芒！！
谢了，我曾经爱过的你~
加油加油咯！！
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